Friday, December 29, 2006
listen: someone out there will always love you.
hello cant believe its my 400th entry of this blog
i mean i never stay at a blog that long enough
thanks to many of you here who actually reads my blog
bout an avg of 40-60 a day, not many, but definitely enough to keep me going
and esp since most of the entries were kind of rubbishy,
just talking bout what i did each day, lol. so thanks so much.
and the reason why i posted that pic was cos we often take things for granted
and this is why many of us like to succumb to this what u call as emoness
whenever we are alone, and you always felt like there isnt anyone there who can understand
but you can be so wrong, they want to, its just you not giving them a chance to.
anyway this xmas was normal to me and i tot i wasnt on santa's list
and it was kind of perfectly okay to me since i have been like bad all year
not studying much, not working hard enough, not running well
in fact 2006 is a year i really dread to recall
not that it's totally bad, i met many great friends this year, strengthen a few ties,
and yea unfortunately unable to maintain some others.
but im really glad im on a few friends' mind this christmas
despite not even doing anything [maybe except typing the long list of thanks]
cheryl got me a present, that i knew long ago.
some others got me christmas cards, which was really sweet and yes nonetheless surprising
loong told me he got me sth from newzealand too! :D
and den divya said she also got me sth from china
and den last night jie told me he actually got me an xmas present,
but was saying hoping i wouldnt find it plain
haha he actually wanted to get me big patrick! but it was sold out.
but i really wouldnt mind what the thing is, because its really the thought that counts
and that there is always someone out there really cares,
like a star, not always seen but always there.
2006 has not been a really good year for me, i fell, hurt myself
hadnt really got up, and fell again.
but i have learnt many lessons
that success really cannot be achieved without hard work
that focus is an important element in sucess
and that there are some things or people we are meant not to have
so we need to know that and need to let go
a long hard and painful process,
even if you dowan to let go, but you know you have to.
but in that way
you've learned to live life better. It's hard
yet sometimes we have to... for ourselves
and for others.
as much as im dreading the school to start
[ihateschoolihateschoolihateschool]
i want this 2006 to be gone and hopefully a much better 2007 to come
and this is my new year resolutions cum christmas wishes:
-to be a good christian
-to be a good student
-to be a good runner
-to be a good dancer
-to be a good friend.
2007 will be a busy year, for me and for many of you too.
but let's make the best of each day and leave no worries for tomorrow
pardon me if i get stressed and break down on you or sth
which i think may actually happen considering the workload but haha whatever.
anyway 31st december is just like two days away.
and yes my bet with angie and cheryl, the deadline will be on sunday.
and yes im definitely winning! wahahaa quite a good start to the new year.
[then again, did i really want to win this bet?]
speaking which, i want to go down to vivocity for countdown!
provided that there isnt any trg the next day and my dad's nice to let me too.
and oh yes 31st december is sara's bdae! happy birthday in advance! (:
and speaking of birthdays, due to the [many] debts im in,
i would like to apologise to those whose bdaes fall in de first few mths
because i doubt i have the ability to get anything for you pple
so everybody don get me anything for my bdae yea. so i wont feel guilty. haha.
okay im making an effort to save up already so yea. (: pardon me.
so, a new year will come! new bag new pencilcase same old look brand new me.
and there gna be a post-xmas cum new year class party at anqing's house! :D
hope it will be fun! one last fun before the school starts zzz.
oh and i was listening to this song : dancing in the moonlight
haha i think it will be so super nice and sweet
to actually dance in the moonlight
dont you think so (:
i hope my blog has been an interesting read to all of you this year
and that somehow it helps you in some way, maybe learning from the mistakes i did
or new lessons i learnt and blogged bout it.
anyway if i have a new blog or something i will try to inform you all yea.
or maybe i keep it secretive and you shall try to search yea. lol.
farewell and may all of you have a blessed 2007 ((:
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
[edited]hello hello! i think it took almost an eternity to load this page.
well, almost. the internet connection is really bad now,
due to whatever earthquake or flooding or whatsoever reason
whichever. now i know my patience was running out
each time each site was like l-oa-d--in--g
even msn, cudnt sign in sometimes and kept getting signed out zz.
and guess what i just heard! they said its gna take three weeks to repair this. WOW.
been raining alot these days, and yest trg was cancelled cos of that -_-
and speaking which, RAIN [the korean actor] is comin to sg!
sadly. i. have. no. money. to. go. to. his. concert. lemme. cry.
so had trg today, i think i almost died. must be due to the amt of fats ive been eating.
like- icecream. lol.
anyway there gna be easy run tmr at mac but my shoes were already wet so zzzz.
divya came for trg today finally! i mean after her china trip.
have alot of interesting stories~ i also want go holiday.
and i went to pluck eyebrow! by myself. as in i pluck myself lol.
ehh ouch its super pain. but i super happy with the end result
cos its neater now i guess! i mean my eyebrows. haha kay whatever.
dance today. and i saw mq on de train! talk bout coincidence.
and his new hairstyle roxorz =.= haha without the long fringe!
look less girl and look more prawn! [inside joke.]
anyway it was fun catching up. and no i don mean running.
dance was okay, new steps but uhh im still quite noob.
benny ong damn lousy can keep mistaking. haha okay i was just joking.
and samuel came over with his fren to do some popping with benny!
i think popping is quite cool. and they attempt to teach me body wave
i mean its cool but a girl doing it = weird. i prefer watching. free show.
oh yea i think war and beauty is going to be aired on channel U soon
january 2nd i think. GO WATCH IT. its damn cool.
u don watch it ure not cool. really. maybe u can be hot tho.
its bout how the imperial ladies being evil to outsmart each other.
just like deathnote. except this time is girls. and, more underhand means.
and the girls are damn pretty. wahlau.
i got proof :
[click on image to enlarge]
oh yes and in case u have been sleeping and not playing gb
gb has like this christmas lucky draw thing and i have been winning lotsa gold without playin
so i finally got my msscarlet nice clothings! shes smiling now.
play gb with me den u can see! haha. thats cos i forgot the name of the clothings. smart.
oh and i realised the internet connection seemed much better now.
maybe cos im using starhub. *advertising*
roy just told me miss chai is leaving! omg im so sad. shes such a nice tchr!
always ask me hows my trg. always being so amiable. wahlau
all those i want to leave still sticking their butts in rj
and the nice ones are leaving. what is this.
anyway if u forget how i look like:
ohwels maybe i will edit this post with more pics when i upload, if i feel like it.
feel. like. it.
okay up with more pics!
[click on pics to enlarge]
one.
two.
three.
i bet u dint know i can cam-whore one too right.
sorry but cos my sister got a new phone [!@#$%^&]
and hers got nice camera so im helping her to test [im ever so kind]
and i think u must be thinking how come the last pic so fanciful right
thats cos when i editing the last pic i realised de presence of brushes -_-
ohwels.
have a nice RAINY day.
Monday, December 25, 2006
hahaha hey all once again on this blessed day (:
using biying's created blogskin for today's christmas
hahaha find it quite nice, and i dowan to have other themes like
last christmas or something. yinny's one is nice too, but its too cute, so not me lol.
anyway i spent today with my family! (:
we ate lunch at sakae sushi YUMS. totally love it. haha.
and den it was movie - night at the musuem! :D
the movie is a total hit, cool funny and everything. 10/5. lol.
just catch that movie yea esp since the hols is coming to an end soon...zzz.
by the way, loong was giving thanks in his blog!
yay im one of the privileged few to get a shout-out :
hahaha that was really sweet.
and i shall give thanks too, i don think i have any other chance to do so.
[in case you dint know, this is the 398th entry. im closing this blog after 400th.]
i shall try to thank as many pple as possible
even tho i know there are going to be many pple whom i would still miss out in de end zzz
just.. pardon me. haha christmas is the time to forgive too! lame.
Lord:
thanks for every single thing in my life, to protect my loved ones as well as myself. and to forgive me again and again each time i made a mistake. im sorry i have been bad this year, not working hard towards my goals in both my running and cross. but i will for next year, to give this last lap my best shot. may you be with me and work with me towards this and happy birthday! (:
family:
thanks for accomodating my busy schedule and all, even tho i know dad and mum wasnt at all pleased whenever i return home late due to my trainings. thanks for a comfortable home and meals. thanks sis for always there for me, and bro for brightening [and irritating] each day.
cheryl:
hello hello. even tho ure in australia now, haha but this is for you. thanks for ALL the times with me, crazying with me, listening to my sad stuffs and giving advices and all. all those midnight calls and chat i will never forget, and tho sometimes we irritate each other, but LOL thats what best friends are for! to irritate each other :D thanks for the xmas gift in advance! tho i dunno what it is. lol. but yea you alr bought it and sorry for not being able to get anything for you. thanks for going thru alot of things with me, and i don care if anyone hates you or hates us, i will still love you and love us all the same! ((: may you have a blessed relationship with shawn and success in both ur studies and hockey!
angie:
gie! haha knew you last year thru peixuan, and i nvr ever knew that we would be such great friends now. fate let it be and im glad it is that way. meeting you is one of the best things happen in my life, and i wanna thank for all the crazy moments shared and i will never forget that heart-to-heart talk at orchard libary that day. thanks for always giving me hope each time i felt like giving up, thanks for talking me round each time i felt like a loser, thanks for listening to all my moans and supporting me thruout. you are beautiful inside and out, and i really hope you will be loved by someone really nice and not be hurt again. love you!
suihui:
i think 10000-word essay still wont be enough for a thankyou essay. been like 5 years now, and you are still such a great inspiration and motivation to me. your never-say-die attitude in every single thing you do, especially in running, inspired me the most and im glad i have you as my running partner and movtivator thru the cedar cross trainings and without you, i wouldnt have made it and i probably wouldnt even be in rj now. and what inspired me more is the true christianity in you, never backstab people, always so true so sincere and thats what everyone likes about you. you even attract a million lesbians LOL. and i always talk about you to my rj friends, bout how much you inspired me and all. i missed alot of our times! will never forget how hard we train, how we ran together, how we work together in the obstacles department of OAC, how we went crazy practising the dance for the campfire, how we really danced on that night and how we were so sad to part, and how you cried and each time i just sat there and watched you cry and felt such pain in my heart, how we scolded the sec 3 batch together and scared them like hell, how we talked thru the night in the camp, how we prayed together before each race.. there are so many memories. you are an angel sent from above, close to my heart. and i think it rocks more that ure just a day older than me :D you know and i know and we know that i love you. (:
baoyue:
bao! really. thanks for alot of things. i know the only time i cried so hard it was you who see it. or rather hear it. lol. because that was over the phone. thanks for being there for all my heartbreaking moments and thanks for always listening to all my crap and all my long list of history and my stories and always felt so much for me, like as tho you were me. you are just like a younger sister to me and i promise you i will never allow anyone to hurt you because if they hurt you they are hurting me too. thanks for always willing to listen, and always there if i want to. and i want to tell you, i will be there for you too. may God bless you with a great year ahead! may you enter your dream jc- ajc and den do well in there. (:
divya:
ure seriously crazy! haha. as in crazy cos ure so fast, breaking all the records in all the running events and breaking all the tamil boys' hearts too. lol. your bubbly self never fail to rub off others too, including me. thanks for adding that great amount of sunshine in my rj trainings, esp now we only have each other as the rest of the cedarxcteam left for different jcs. thanks for listening to my crap and be excited for me in various stuffs [you know what] and im so glad for you and him, cherish each other yea. (: god bless both of you!
audrey:
audd! ure my another inspiration in my life. i will never forget that sentence you said after a failed race when i asked if you were okay. you said 'its not the end that matters, its the journey.' since then, it changed my attitude towards many things, and im glad that it is so. thanks for being such a great senior in my cedar life, and always care so much for me. thanks for bring me to christ, thanks for all the advice, thanks for the bible you got for me, thanks for christian stuffs you gotten for me to allow me to be closer to Him, and thanks for cherishing our friendship so much and tho we are like in different schs and not talking often, i just want you to know that, you made a difference in someone's life and that is me. (:
michelle:
michh! haha actually all i wanted to say was all in your birthday's post. but just wanna thank you again for all these times in sec three and four, i know we may have drifted now due to different schs, schedules and all, but you are definitely one friend i will never forget. continue be your bubbly self and spread all your jokes and lameness around! love. (:
sara:
thanks for like all the times in sec three and four too! for the cookies you made YUM, for every single small note you wrote for me to encourage me, to cheer me up etc. i still keep them. (: thanks for the crazy times you spent with me, like attempting to dry umbrella out of the window of the bus and then almost gave some guy a pad instead of tissue on the bus, all these i will nvr forget man. those bus journey home are like one of the best memories in cedar, and im touched you cherished our friendship alot. god bless you in your studies and with ahem! (:
szemin:
hello captain szemin! haha glad ure doing so well in nj canoeing! heard you got nationals gold. woah. thanks for like all de really funny retarded crazy wonderful moments in cedar, in our cross trainings and everything. thanks for like accompanying me in many things, and i wont forget that day when we ate mcdonalds together, just the two of us, moaning before the nationals cross 2004. and thanks for adding so much laughter in my life, and always acting like a big sister to all of us in the team. miss you so much! continue to do well in ur canoeing and studies yea, which i believe is a no problem to you at all! (:
tricia:
hello! thanks for alot of things, always encouraging me and always being there for me. i rmbed once when i was really stressed before a school race and you told me 'but caijing, you work well under stress' and thereafter i won the race, and i never forget what you told me. you are an amazing person, and im glad that i met you, and able to run and train with you in cedar. tho you arent in running now, i pray that you will do well in all that you do and able to strive in vj.
agnes & yuqin:
thanks so much for my bdae present! even tho im unable to get both of you any. :/ esp since both of you are in vj now. thanks for the times in sec 1 and 2, and im glad we managed to stay close too in sec3 and 4, and im glad both of you are doing well in ur sch now. hope one day we can catch up soon! which is probably after the As lol. but anyway, may god bless both of you in every way!
stephanie:
step! haha know you only this year but im glad i do. thanks for accompanying me thru the tough rj trainings and sharing many stuffs and all. may we two have a great 2007 together in our cross! haha. love (:
jie [khing]:
hello jie! we have been godsisters for like, three years plus already? hahaha woah. thats really cool. everyone is always puzzled at the jie thing since you are a GUY lol, but yea thats the fun isnt it. thanks for like being such a funny jie and doing all the extraordinary things that amaze me. and thanks for willing to talk to me on the phone for long hours back when i was in cedar, and talking lotsa crap and never failing to cheer me up. thanks for giving me lotsa advice in many things and thanks for being an inspiration to me in your own way, to love a person for who they are. may God bless you and lynn! ehh i be ur bridemaid leh hahaha.
xide:
xeed! know you for like three years plus too. glad i know you. thanks for a zillion million willion things youve done, thanks for ever being so sweet, so nice and touched me with every single little thing you do. thanks for buying and sharing famous amos cookies you know i love them! thanks for always making sure im not neglected when your friends are around. thanks for always making time for me even tho ure always so busy with ur father's company stuffs, school projects and all. i think you are going to make it big one day. really. thanks for always being such a gentleman even tho we know each other for long already. thanks for all this friendship and i hope it will last for as long as it can! (:
loong:
hello! im glad im so glad ure in rj cross. because i seriously dunno what will happen if you aint. hahaa. thanks for inspiring me too! and thanks for the youknowwhat thing to make me work towards my goal. and thanks for the kaka jersey! you know i never felt so touched in my life when i opened my bag in my GP class and i found the jersey inside. HOW YOU MANAGED TO PUT THAT IN WITHOUT ANYONE NOTICING. lol. thanks for always going home after trg, walking to the mrt station all the journeys will be those memories i will never forget. thanks for putting up with my crap too, and thanks for not biting my head off when i accidentally spoilt ur slippers LOL. and thanks for walking me home dat day too. (: and most importantly, thanks for including me in your give-thanks list. may God bless you in both ur studies and cross! run well study well! (:
roy:
hey retarded roy thanks for like chatting with me thru night almost everyday on msn. i think i wont even bother signing in msn if not for all your crap talk. thanks for all the rubbish we talked, especially the countries-visiting and the ard the world in 800000 days thing. thanks for always allow me to laugh at you and suan you and thanks for putting up with my nonsense too. thanks for teaching me chem when you just returned from your trip lol. thanks for playing gb with me! thanks for studying with me that day! thanks for just being you! but no thanks for no present from australia! lol. no lar its okay i understand you cant get the seashell from de ocean due to whatever reason/excuse that im not bothered to take down lol. may God bless you! (:
ronghua & farrell:
hey! know you all for few years too, and glad so. tho we have a misunderstanding before, but glad we went past that and have a friendship stronger than before! thanks for all those memories, thanks for the times when both of you are willing to listen individually, thanks for being such great fun and thanks for inspiring me in your running! esp farrell i can see that you have improved so much and being such a determined runner! lead ur vj team well. (: and ronghua thanks for all the songs you sent! haha. love them. and thanks for giving me alot of advice too as well as encouraging me in my running and in other stuffs. all the best in your running!
CLASS:
thanks for the lovely memories for this year! haha for all the class outings, and willing to cooperate with me even tho i think im quite a lousy class rep! shall thank a few to cut time short. haha.
anqing:
thanks for ever being so nice! you are one great girl and thanks for the some sort of heart-to-heart talk to at the iceskating rink. thanks for the advices and thanks for always willing to help in many things, in my studies in everything. thanks for always laughing at my jokes even when they are not funny. may god bless you and stay beautiful!
belinda:
thanks for the xmas card! its really sweet. thanks for being such fun and always accompany me as the only few class girls for the class outings and also thanks for playing gb with us too! and thanks for listening to some of my moans and stuffs and stay happy! (:
rae:
haha ure so nice its hard to imagine if you will ever get angry. thanks for always willing to listen to my crap and nonsense and laughing when they aint funny! haha. and thanks for always being so sweet and so nice! just like a sister always taking care of us. may He bless you with a great year ahead!
angierhan:
hello my another angie! haha thanks for being such great fun in the class too, and always standing up to the teacher for us! lol. thanks for being so unique too, and thanks for always being there for me whenever i need you to. may God bless you too! (:
kennethloo:
hey, thanks for everything. for constantly encouraging me in my running and studies, always helping me in maths and chem, and thanks for accompanying me after trainings sometimes. thanks for all those mrt rides home, thanks for listening, thanks for all the things. and sorry for always making your canoeist friends matchmaking both of us -_- don care them yea. hahaha. but thanks for being such a great friend and classmate! and oh thanks for the necklace bdae present too! (: may God bless you in your canoeing and your studies, which is also not a problem to you at all!
desmond:
ahah hey my moaning partner! thanks for talking thru the night moaning about our youknowwhat and everything. thanks for lending me a listening ear and often being there whenever i have something sad/happy to talk about. thanks for all your jokes! thanks for being such a great friend. may God bless you in your studies, your jumps and in youknowhat!
txa:
thanks for always willing to listen! for everything. thanks so much for helping me in everything, for playing gb too whenever i need someone to play gb with. and thanks for always sending me songs and im very touched for that cd of like so many songs you burned for me. thanks for the wallet bdae present too! thanks again for everything esp your jokes which are really quite lame lol. thanks for everything! may God bless you in your studies, swimming and esp your relationship with your family members (:
brent:
hello! thanks for alot of things, i appreciate them alot even tho you think i dont. thanks for being ever so nice to me, esp in de first few months, thanks for being such a great friend, and for not complaining or whatever each time i suanned you or something. okay fine i shall admit that i really don think you are a gay for the whole year, [even tho for a period of time i really did], so yea those gay stuffs are just joking! don take it to heart. (: thanks for playing gb and always being such a gentleman [in gb-.-] and yea thanks for bringing so much fun and laughter to our class! may God bless in all that you do and dont keep going out with your seanzhong so much and neglect your kethloo lol.
others
manquan:
hello thanks for going to school with me goingschoolpartner! -.- thanks for being so retarded also, geigao pple early in the morning! haha. thanks for withstanding all my rubbish and thanks for having to withstand angie and i for all the weird things we do, and yea oh no seeyou on the first day of school pleasedontbelateforschoolagainthankyouverymuch.
nicyeo:
hey nic need i say more. thanks for alot of things. like really, thanks for listening to me and always being such a great cousin LOL. okay you and i know what it means. anyway yea thanks for alot of things and treating me haagen daaz icecream and pastamania and accompanying me and all. may God bless you in youknowwhat (:
benny:
uh hey dance partner! thanks for like being there too. sorry lately i keep like daoing you or something. i think im just down. i dunno. but sorry. and thanks for withstanding my crap. like thanks for eating pasta with me! and thanks for being dragged down to the place where u have to withstand stupid enlai's laughter also. thanks for always cheering me up when im down, thanks for being so enthu about the dance, and thanks for being such a great friend! thanks for like withstanding all my losings in gb too. :/ i will never forget that time when i was really down and you came up with like so many jokes to cheer me up, thanks a million. (: may He bless you too in your everything!
aaron:
hey! although we know each other for like a short while, but thanks for being such a great friend and always willing to listen to me, and playing gb together. and alot of things. like helping me in stuffs and never complain! and thanks for withstanding my crap and suanning, and also thanks for inviting me to your church activities! (: love it. may God bless you too and good luck to you and _____! (:
last but not least,
L:
uh hello! i know you read my blog. >< sorry dont blame your friend! he suspected it and i asked him to confirm it. haha. but thanks for bothering to read my blog even tho my entries arent interesting, and to know me better even tho we never talk. sorry bout this year, bout things that we don understand, and thanks for understanding and not hurting me directly. may God bless you in your studies, in your cca, you have been doing well and i look forward to seeing you in making the team next year. (: hopefully 2007 will be a good year for you, and for me, and hopefully we will stop the not-talking thing! lol. all the best to you! ((:
TO EVERYONE,
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU.. TO BE HAPPY. (:
[okay i think i almost died from typing such a long list. zzz.]
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D
k i felt so loved even tho there isnt any presents. lol
cos many of you bothered to smsed and all even tho its just a small tiny sms!
and thanks loong for bothering to call and wish me using your friend's phone
even tho u have no handphone! so touched (:
let us not forget today is the birthday of our great Lord, jesus.
and that He who gives us all, so may today [and everyday]
be your time to give, to spread the love.
i guess i will have a really good sleep tonight
tho i doubt i will have any present beside me when i wake up haha!
have a lovely christmas ahead! (:
Sunday, December 24, 2006
merry christmas eve! :Dreally sorry dint prepare any xmas present for anyone [im that broke]
and not sending any xmas card too, hmmm so here are some stuffs i found
and hope you will enjoy them! may all of you have a great and blessed xmas! (:
that is snape. oh poor snape.
i hope you understand the joke.
and better if you look at the top of the tree.
click on the gifts beside the guy in santa suit! (:
and if you find nth happen on your speakers. ((:
nice? hope you like it! :D
anyway
thanks a million belinda! who sent me a super nice xmas card. (:
the poem is super sweet! love it. so touched ((:
thanks again! haha.
my SAT scores are here zzzz, and its quite bad, tho the maths is okay.
shows me how much i need to buck up in my english lol.
wont tell my results here, but if you ask me and if ure nice, i may tell you.
anyway it will be like super fun to go to xmas parties! :/
will be interesting to see mistletoe HAHAHA.
for God loves all. and turns his back on none
good or twisted, ignorant or wise,
christmas is a time for love and fun
a time to give your heart to everyone.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
loong's interpretation of the picture i posted yesterday:The ring is next to 'Heartland' and not 'Heartless'. In the photograph, Heartland appears above Heartless, showing that in the Heart (if Heartland is interepreted as a residing place in the Heart) there is a place that is above being Heartless.
The wedding ring, a metonymy for Marriage, Holy Matrimony and Union is seen in a different light, but the cliched idea of love is repeated, showing that love is greater than all and that in each person is the ability to love.It also shows that there is a thin line between being Heartless and being in the Heartland. The depth of field in the photograph could represent how in the presence of love, everything else is blur, as seen in the blur foreground as juxtaposed against the sharp and clear midground where the focus of the photograph is.
From the word 'Heartland' onwards, there are the words 'Heartless', 'Heart-rending', 'Heart-searching', 'Heart-throb', 'Heart-to-Heart', 'Heart-warming', just by numbers alone, that shows that the positive quantities of love are more than the negative ones. That can be seen in how only the word 'Heartless' has a negative bearing, compared to the others which can be viewed in positive lights.
the bottom tip of the heart is next to the word 'here', showing the love is always here and there within our reach and since it is the narrow strip, over time, we can literally work our way up to the broad areas (which represent the love increasing) where it becomes clear, like the picture becomes clearer as the heart widens. Working our way up also means that we encounter the positive words, like how in relationships we often see the good in people. But then there comes a point in time where it takes real love to overcome the 'not-so-postive' aspects of people (here represented by 'Heartless') and once we can do that, we achieve love, the essence of it and reach the 'heartland' (here, both literally as in the residing area of the heart and physically as in the word in the photograph) where the heart completes itself.
okay wow. lit pple's thinkin is just different.
ahahhaha, okay maybe not all boys, some are nice.
like mr xide who is now at egypt. like jie who nvr go for sat's trgs.
like retarded roy not funny. like forever making-me-wait loong.
like ronghua songs-distributer. like my cool cousin nic
like my good frens and some of my classmates!
the rest-> boo.
why the sudden zzzness towards boys lemme tell you why.
was talking to A who is best fren of B and A tells me sth bout B
and it shudn be wrong cos A is B's best fren
but A is not saying sth nice bout B. like hello, best friend? they are weird.
and den like i told A something and A said he would tell his frens despite me saying no.
wow thats so very nice, very very very nice of you.
moral of the story: don trust anyone, esp if thats a boy.
okay that was said in a funny way. but truth is, i was like really down last night.
because i really dunno what is real and what is just an illusion.
but then again i may be lying to myself all along.
afterall, A may be trying to help me to know that
not everyone is as nice as what i made them to be.
or at least, be more realistic and not dream of the impossible.
and den i was down because like its quite mean to like tell pple what pple told you
[and they told you not to disclose it]
even if that was ur close frens! like hello NO. don be an.. idiot.
so sorry to whoever was talking to me last night! kind of dao and giving half-hearted answers.
anyway was trg today and it was good. (: except those parts that really almost made me slip.
esp when my shoes are like wearing off it certainly doesnt help the case.
yea anyway wont have trg on xmas day itself! yay.
unlike the boys who have trg smacked in de middle of the day- 4pm! hahaha lalala.
oh yea thanks melvin for the xmas cards! tho its quite sad you wrote three sentences
in my card and den write like so many more lines
in a junior's one who joined us recently only! thanks ah!
and esp since one of the sentences you wrote was 'heard loong ____' zzzzz.
okay i shall fill in that blank when i accomplish my goal that is to train hard!
and don worry the blank isnt like anything funny so dont you think otherwise.
lunch with audrey loong and weiwen after trg, haha nice chat!
we have got like our favourite topics lolol. okay whatever.
Friday, December 22, 2006
it can be so simple, but the meaning is made complicated.
now interpret this picture on your own and tell me how you feel. (:
blogger must be operated by a woman, or a grp of women
so fickleminded, first it was the beta blogger thing
den soon it was changed to some other new form of blogger! zz.
anyway im still sticking to the ole form, so faithful. -.-
anyway i want to watch night at the musuem! have been wanting to watch that
and yesterday it was screened already! so yea hope i can catch it before horrible sch starts!
and yes, deathnote two too! (: how can a deathnote fan like me miss it right.
divya is back from china! den cheryl is off to australia today. haha.
and i just received jessie [the kk hospital volunteers' in charge] 's xmas card! so sweet!
and her handwriting is really nice, cursive but legible! (:
anyway random quiz taken from frenster! some qns are anyhowed answered.
depends on which one you believe (:
The Letter A
01 Are you angry?
haha for?
02 What is your age?
seventeen.
03 What annoys you?
annoying things. but im not annoyed usually.
04 Ever been arrested?
for being too funny issit.
The Letter B
05 Do you live in a big house?
nahh.
06 When is your birthday?
april 18th (:
07 Who is your best friend?
quite a few good frens. like cheryl angie bao suii divya michh
The Letter C
08 What's your favorite candy?
gummies :D
09 Who's your crush?
everybody, somebody, nobody.
10 When was the last time you cried?
not sure :/
The Letter D
11 Do you daydream?
hahaha yea.
12 What's your favorite kind of dog?
cute ones lol.
13 What day of the week is it?
fryyyy day.
The Letter E
14 How do you like your eggs?
soft boiled! scrambled! any way i like eggs!
15 Have you ever been in the emergency
room?
nope and i dowan to be
16 What's the easiest thing ever to do?
slacking.
The Letter F
17 Have you ever flown in a hot air
balloon?
i want! but nahh never have.
The Letter G
18 Do you chew bubblegum?
duhh. but i don really like to eat bubblegum.
19 Do you like gummy candies?
see qn 08
The Letter H
20 How are you?
hen hao.
21 What's your height?
-.- im vertically challenged. 156/157 if im not wrong.
22 what color is your hair?
brown. its natural i dint dye it thankyou.
The Letter I
23 What's your favorite ice cream?
cookies and cream. chocolate and cookies. peppermint.
24 Do you play an instrument?
uhh LOL RECORDER.
The Letter J
25 What's your favorite jelly bean?
not so much of a jellybean fan. :/
26 Have you ever heard a really hilarious
joke?
haha duhh. you are one big joke.
27 Do you wear jewelry?
don think so. but i wouldnt mind.
The Letter K
28 Who do you want to kill?
nobody. killing is a sin!
29 Do you want kids?
hahha ask me again maybe like several years later
30 Where did you have kindergarten?
PAP kindgerten :D at toapayoh.
Letter L
31 Are you laid back?
uhhh uhhhhh no idea.
32 Do you lie?
if i can i wont.
The Letter M
33 Whats your favorite movie?
quite a few movies! (:
34 Do you still watch disney movies?
yea (:
35 Do you like mangos?
yea ((:
The Letter N
36 Do you have a nickname?
yea sure one, some im okay with it and some im not. lol.
37 Whats your favorite number?
17! haha.
38 Do you prefer night over day?
hmm yea.
The Letter O
39 What's your one wish?
to have 10 more wishes.
40 Are you an only child?
one sister of 16 yrs old and one bro of 6 yrs old
41 Do you wish this was over?
don worry no.
The Letter P
42 What's one fear are you most paranoid
about?
to die suddenly. :/
The Letter Q
43 Are you quick to judge people?
nope (:
The Letter R
44 Do you think you're always right?
i hope im but i know im not.
45 Do you watch reality tv
haha not really.
46 What's a good reason to cry?
when you are really hurt/touched/happy.
The Letter S
47 Do you prefer sun or rain?
depends.
48 Do you like snow?
yea! sadly sg no snow.
49 What's your favorite season?
autumn.
The Letter T
50 What time is it?
dint bother to check.
51 What time did you wake up?
some time.
52 When was the last time you slept in a
tent?
never did. lol all my camps all no tent. lol.
The Letter U
53 Are you wearing panties/thongs/boxers?
-.-
54 Do you prefer panties or thongs?
-_-
55 Underwear or boxers?
T.T
The Letter V
56 Whats the worst veggie?
peas! issit considered veggie? lol no idea.
57 Where do you want to go on vacation?
paris! united states! canada! new zealand! australia!
58 Where was your last family vacation to?
KL.
The Letter W
59 Where do you live?
singapore, woodlands.
The Letter X
60 Have you ever had an x-ray?
yes.
The Letter Y
61 you like the color yellow?
okay with it.
62 What year were you born in?
1989
The Letter Z
63 Whats your zodiac sign?
snake ssssss.
64 Do you believe in the zodiac?
nah
65 What's your favorite zoo animal?
no favs.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
hello hello! (: haha tiring day today.trg in de morning at rj. and ohman i dint know 7eleven is gg to launch in rj!
wow cool! im so happy can. can buy alot of sweets.
im gg to be their regular customer man.
and its situated just right beside our ATM machine! i wonder.
the grass was real muddy today and by the time we finished our schedule
im like, brown. okay maybe not that bad but still.
had to do abit of washing up before returning home
den went to aaron's church musical in de aftn! yea at pasir ris.
and i tot i took de wrong bus zzzz and i tot i was late.
turned out i was one of the earlier ones. wow.
anyway it was great, the musical was short tho.
but the songs were nice! and touching too.
oh and the pastor's speech was very inspiring too.
makes me reflect on how bad a christian ive been. z i suck.
i think this year im like.. not building a good relationship with Him.
like neh read bible as often and always make promises and breaking them :/
but! its never too late to know God. (: so help me with it yea.
need alot of help in fact. haha.
anyway lois was really nice today! accompanying me and all. (:
thanks huiting too! for brging me ard and all.
there was like some dinner session after that which was bit of chatting up
haha quite nice. and den there was some discussion thing too. hmm.
then abigail walked me to the mrt station! thanks! (:
haha keep thanking so many pple. but shall thank aaron the most for inviting. (:
he is sending me some christian songs now! super nice. haha
s1M4J!
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
391.i read the lyrics of this song and i teared.
and ive never teared for like.. so long.
have you ever.
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever)
Have you ever been in love, been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you dont know what to say and you dont know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever (Have you ever)
Have you ever
Ooooh
Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much) it makes you cry
(Makes you wanna break down and cry)
Have you ever needed something so bad(so, so bad) you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
(Have you ever)
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever ever ever)
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world cuz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much) it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever...
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
(Just cant sleep at night)
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever ever ever)
Ooooo
Have you ever
ehh i dint know radioblogclub has korean songs!
ehh ehh cool this song was one of the goong songs
and i used it as my blog song before. now you can listen to it again.
it kept raining these days. like. non-stop.
which gets annoying after awhile cos it traps you in your house
and you just don feel like going out
hahaha my coach will love it man. so that we can stay at home and studyyy.
anyway N level results was yesterday! actually not much of my concern
but then my sister was getting her results yesterday.
oh and she was promoted! to sec five. (:
well she better be. if not she will get ggxxed by my parents.
but ohwels she still wasnt at all happy cos like she dint get some outstanding award shit.
sth like getting four 1/2s. she only got three 2s. and like she also lost to some of her good frens
so she was all =( =( =( =( =( when she got home LOL.
aye its okay! next year O levels den trash everyone kay
lol shit i made it sound so easy
but their sch last year top Olevel scorer only 9 points. nehnehsai.
oh and i lent benny this dance movie. innocent steps.
the dance moves were nice! natural and graceful.
sometimes those pro their moves abit too unnatural.
anyway this is a clip of the movie.
i like this alot! really cool steps.
and this is another one in which she competes with another guy
[watch the show to find out why, i can lend you de vcd]
which, is rumba! nice right. (:
i don care i want to self-learn all these steps lol.
and i was looking for this rumba song, Asi by Gizelle D'Cole
very beau-ti-ful song! help me find kay. (:
and school is starting. in case you havent noticed.
ohyea, by the way this is the 390th post of this blog! amazing aint it.
maybe i shall blog until 400th post and den close this blog down teeheehee.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
i shud have known today isnt that much of my lucky day.rain started once i stepped out of my house
and stopped once i got to the train station.
so i was kinda late for dance.
thankfully uncle felix was caught in de rain too.
anyway den i was asked to help out in dis interview thing
he said he would be interviewd and den he need some dancers to fill de dance floor
okay everything wasnt bad, really.
went to bugis street first to find bags, but cant find any dat i fancy much
and i saw boon, keth and shenglin dere too shopping for bags
den went back to studio where we were brought to a dance bar
high class, i must say, no wonder rich ladies love going there to dance.
my first time there and i love the place.
but but but.
so then the tv crew came and we de dancers were like dancing in de backgrd [for show]
den the tv host aka enlai was supp to learn abit of dancing from uncle felix
anyway the point is to introduce the place for de show i guess
so yea den this enlai guy was supp to dance with rachel abit
once camera is on i try ALL WAYS to hide.
like hiding behind my dance partner and all. really! i hate to be on tv
but never did i know this @#$%^&*() zzzzzzzz abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
dearest darling lovely handsomezzzz enlai abandoned rachel halfway
and JUMPED right in front of me screaming
'i want to learn de side steps you are doing!'
den PUSHED my dance partner away and danced with me.
i tell you my face was in such a horrible state of shock that
it can win de shock of the year. yes its dat bad.
and so i was still like shocked and all he did was like pulling me and all
den i was frantically trying to find uncle felix [to get me out of this]
but once i turned my head i was directly face to face with de stupid camera
and i am like so GGXX GGXX GGXX GGXX GGXX GGXX GGXX.
kill me now kill me now kill me now.
i hate enlai, why must you tramatise me?
esp since his laughter was like dinosauraous. really.
i will have nightmare tonight. and no PLS DO NOT WATCH TV FOR THE NEXT MONTH.
if you happen to see someone who looks like me, no thats not me
you are just hallucinating, trust me.
and shinbin damn smart, puposely come after everything's over. wahlau!
we danced awhile at de bar, damn cool de music is sexayyz.
and i learnt abit of salsa from the bar owner! haha he taught me some steps!
damn cool lar omg can i have the place. and shinbin danced really nice! (:
good thing for today tho! and that is i got a new school bag and pencilbox!
damn nice i love de pencilbox. you shall see it next year
the school bag is not bad, tho i think probably many of you
would still prefer the orange one [since you all said its nice]
but at least this time i wont be recognised EVERYWHERE.
may this be my consolation for today's trama.
i don like enlaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidiot.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
hello i think i need to lose weight, like seriously. =(
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
cedarcrosscountry teamold video of mine
i miss de team! i miss suihui baoyue szemin audrey samantha tasha tricia priscilla pamella dharshini serene and all the rest in de team of yesterday and today
please meet up soon our monthly outing thing is gone so wheres our annual one
heyhey sth cool i found out! :D
if you wanna buy a good sports shoe/running shoes
you need to see if ure a pronator/under pronator
cos diff shoes are designed for diff types
haha and how do u find out if ure pronator or under pronator?
use the wet feet test!
http://www.runnersworld.ltd.uk/foottype.htm
you can use a dark coloured paper or cardboard like what i did
den yea find out if ure flat feet or normal feet or high arched feet!
haha a pronator would be flat feet
while under pronator would be high arched feet.
more info its in de website u can read up (:
so cool haha i went to try and i got normal feet! :D
yay thats good. no injury prone or anything. lol.
and so i was choosing shoes to order
[its dat time of the yr again to order shoes at discounted prices]
was liking two types of shoes but after the wet feet test im down to one (:
so what i need now is my shoe size, which i forgot LOL.
so tada this shoe! nice right, matches my orange bag zzzz.
which i really want to change, everyone can recognise me from afar!
i want a new school bag! hello santa claus are you reading this.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
pictures pictures! :D
okay actually all those pictures were kind of a long ago thing.
was looking thru my files.
and saw our class photo before the farewell of some first-intakers
everyone looked so good! okay not everyone but most.
except for glen- his hair now is so much better, haha way better.
den some others [like me] look more horrible now -.-
[click on pictures to enlarge]
i missed the first intakers! :/ they are so fun.
can we have both the 1st intakers and 2nd intakers please.
we don mind a bigger class, definitely.
[most of the] class girls at the chalet
us at the airport! :D
sorry if the pictures seem low quality, ive no photoshop with me! :/
[it went down to the drain together with the brushes downloaded when my laptop crashed dat fateful morning when i was bout to print my pw written report.]
but im gg to borrow from cheryl soon so yea (:
anyway yesterdays trg at turf city, i tell u de weather was so nice
i think the temperature was like 39 degree celcius
fabulous. wonderful. err. but it was great i felt myself pushing
and mrtay gave me a project to do. hmm
to organise a mini crosscountry for inter-cca thing.
ah hah i need help! needa draft out proposal and all
help greatly appreciated.
ohyes and there was a video i dint post up here haha kept forgetting
i posted it in class blog tho. anyway so heres de vid!
its just a stupid video of us getting crazy [or rather me only =.=]
during the class chalet bout a month ago. so yea
i realised in mozilla firefox you cant click on de spot to view
so click on the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_gaJK79ZSQ
okay don luff at me byebye
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Sunday, December 10, 2006
todays such a beary nice day!
it was the canadian teddy bear drive at kkh.
over a thousand of bears were donated by the canadian organisation for the kids
i swear i have never seen so many teddy bears of various sizes and variety before
it makes you go.. aww.
there were like winnie pooh bears!
there were also ty bears which i still have no idea why they are so expensive
like so small, unhuggable and so not adorable. lol.
thank god the ty bears aint given out to the kids. the biggers bears were.
and i got a favourite bear! its like de only one there =(
its looks abit like tatti bear except its in pink, haha i took a pic of it using my hp
some kid got it in de end. ouch.
anyway! so like i was actually in charge of bringing a grp of ADULTS
to like give out bears. which includes some of the canadians.
darn i totally felt like a girl trapped in a woman's body
or whatever you call that.
what i was doing is like so businesswoman like,
cos uhh i was suddenly talking to those kind of big pple
at first there was like a mess and the overall in charge wasnt there
then this man he seemed kind of agitated and he demanded me to explain the stuffs
tried to keep my cool and explained? haha i really felt like screamin and ran off
this is so out of life experience. or rather my life experience.
but all in all it was a success! (:
and you know what, there was this kind of lucky draw thing
except u need to donate 1 buck for an entry
big prize was a super big bear together with some mini prizes- smaller bears
went out to distribute the bears and by the time i returned the draw was halfway thru
and guess what! i won a mini prize! lol. some black bear.
gave my bro the bear! and he names it wad, jiayi. wth im sure, dats a female name pls.
oh and there was this canadian guy that was really hot! ahhhh ahhhh. -.-
anyway got to sleep early tonight esp since tmr's trg at turf city
and i dunno how to get there! i mean there was a shuttlebus service
but it started at like 10. so yea i need to figure out the best way there.
hello turf city! nice to see you again.
I hear myself complain so I can do it again
Do it again
I give myself the blame so I get back up again
Get out of the rain
word of the day:
histrionic- excessively dramatic
she's so histrionic i think she should win the grammy awards man.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
i feel like sitting down in a theatre munching nachos cheeseand watch a nice movie! someone organise movie outing please!
ohh yar. im broke.
Friday, December 08, 2006
totally in the mood for love, sugar and honey.alright divya i swear right now ure de luckiest girl on earth :DDDD
someone give a tiara to this girl please! she's going to dance with it.
more at xanga!
todays maths consultation with divya and loong was great.
freaking 4 hours. i was kind of dying at the last part.
but learnt alot! and divya and loong are freaking muggers. lol
rest of today at xanga! (:
but im definitely a happy girl today! tralala :)
ohyea and sorry to the class peeps for not joining the seoulgarden lunch/dinner!
was kind of tired already so yea. but thanks for asking! (:
especially brent and zhong, but sorry for missing your calls!
ohyea roy is leaving for aust tmr! everyone lets celebrate.
okay fine i shall say that im so sad that my lungs are breaking [how sarcarstic]
hmms enjoy urself alright! and boohoo yes im going to miss ur retardedness
so you better come back soon! and yes divya u too!
who is going to china to speak chinese babbyyy
i prepared a chinese trans book for her! self made kay
but she kept luffing at my translations hmms hmms -.-
neh mind as much as im being stranded alone here in sg
i would still entertain myself until you two come back and fill me in with de details!
ohh and today is my sis's first day of work today!
some packaging thing. 50 bucks a day. mad.
shes gettin richer each day and im gettin poorer and poorer
wahlau increasing income gap. i want complain to goverment
word of the day:
solicitous- anxious about someone's welfare
im going to be solicitous bout divya[in case she gets too crazy there] when she goes off to china for holiday.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
and perhaps im hiding from you;sweet sixteen jaaan! :D
hope to seeyou in rj next year ((:
im in love with this song now (:
thank god for whoever who sent it to me!
it was in my comp and i was shuffling songs last night.
since the song is nice, i shall send it to someone nice too! (:
be honoured be very honoured.
coach gave divya and i a book each he wrote few yrs ago
'how to excel in sports and studies' :D
im so touched! im gg to gear up for the challenge.
going to rjc tmr with divya and loong for some maths consultation.
9am. my brain will be half sleeping then.
set up personal blog at xanga. http://xanga.com/caijingg
password for selected few! you can ask tho.
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up
Maybe it's all too much
How come we're so messed up
Maybe I'm not enough
Maybe you're just too much
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
no mascot, but many balloons!in fact it was 154 balloons given away.
we blew up these number of balloons with the pump
and tied dem to the sticks. two-men work.
now call me fantastic.
and i would never forget this adorable boy
who wants to have many balloons so he could fly.
so i gave him one more balloon.
many kids faces were lighten up today! totally.
and nothing could beat pastamania dinner
chicken bolog with cream mushroom soup
topped with garlic bread and mango soda!
taste like heaven.
word of the day:
inscrutable- mysterious, enigmatic
i think its inscrutable that my results can ever be so bad, i mean, im so smart please!
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
[edited]http://innoc3nence.signmyguestbook.com/
my old gbk. it kind of work again.
you can view the old gbk entries. quite interesting.
by the way cheryl's away at her church camp
while angie is off at india with vic, so they are both dearly missed!
sent angie off today with qi, yun and aaron.
nice one aaron kana mistaken as angie's boyfriend by angie's mum, HAHA.
no one minds that anyway.
so then it was crapping with qi and yun at MaCs!
entertainment prog tmr again, den dance.
ohyea sara i wonder if you hav sent in de app form already?
hope so! then we two can rock the hospital man.
and yea i wonder whats for tmr? mascot again?
anqing and yuzhuo are going for taiwan tmr!
take care yea (:
and since im bored and nobody's gbing with me
i shall do surveys.
1.Ever been given a ring?
yea. someone gave it to me in pri sch. interesting.
2. Longest relationship?
never been in one.
3. Last gift you received?
lip gloss from cheryl.
4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
millions.
5. Last sport you played?
run?
6. Things you spend a lot of money on?
food :D
7. Thing you ate last?
err. MaCs. -.-
8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes.
9. A song which desribes your feelings now?
cant think of any.
10. Where do you live?
woodlands.
11. Last relationship?
shuddup about it, i don have.
12. Cell phone service provider?
Starhub i think. or was it singtel? cant be bothered.
13. Favorite mall store?
famous amos cookies? haha.
14. Longest job held?
never had a job. im lazy.
15. Do you own a pair of dice?
game boards have.
16. Do you prank call people?
nope.
17. Last person who text messaged you?
emily- about her new change in number. haha.
18. First friend you'd call if you won a lottery?
cheryl. to make her jealous.
19. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Long John Silver! and Mos burger! shitt im hungry.
20. Last incoming call?
my sis.
21. Last time you got drunk?
never drunk.
22. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
anywhere cheap and nice to eat?
23. Can you cook?
no way. i suck at it.
24. What car do you want to buy?
no money.
25. Last time u cried?
no idea.
26. Most hated food?
whatever that makes me puke at first sight
27. Last time you had an argument?
no idea.
28. Thing you like most about yourself?
being a girl.
29. Things you hate most about yourself?
everything else.
31. Favorite Movie?
alot.
32. Name all the races of the people that you've
been with?
huh.
33. Last movie rented?
forgot.
34. Favorite alcoholic drinks?
i don like alcholic drinks.
35. Favorite perfume?
whatever that smells nice.
36. What are you thinking at the moment?
doing this survey.
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What is the best nickname that u ever had?
ceejay/cj. sounds nice!
Do you think suicide is the best way?
no.
Rate your social life from scale 1 to 10?
dunno. 6?
Are you in love with someone at the moment?
im in love with God. (: okay and everybody i know.
Are you missing someone at the moment?
angie and cheryl!
Would you die for the one you love?
probably, but i know the ones i love will not want me to die, aint it so?
Do you think love hurts?
obviously.
Whats the best thing about love?
loving someone and being loved back.
Whats the worst thing about love?
not being loved back.
Will you wait for someone you love?
if that special someone wants me to, i will.
What song that best describes your love life at the moment?
in another time.
Do you wanna get married?
you have to meet the right person first.
Have you talked to the person you love in the last 24 hours?
obviously, i talk to so many of my loved ones!
Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
keep those that are worthy to keep.
Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
love is at every corner. but im walking in circles.
Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
yea.
Are you sick of love?
never.
Are you sick of questions on love?
yes. so stop it already.
What do u want so badly right now?
money.
Do you think money is everything?
lol. unfortunately/fortunately no.
What's the song that you last downloaded?
fergalicious.
How much do you love music?
alot. more than i love you man, lol.
Do you play an instrument?
not really.
Have you writen your own song?
haha tried but failed miserably.
What song is in your mind right now?
fergalicious.
word of the day:
corpulent- fat or plump
they called her corpulent, and she was so happy because she thought it was a compliment.
apart from being abit too sleezy,
great music. great moves.
omg my coach was talkin to me after trg yest so nicely
den divya and i like dunno what to say so reply quite -_- den he just walked away
and it was his birthday yesterday. omg i felt so bad.
i simply suck okay. why the hell does such kind of mean person exist on earth.
can i cry.
if i can have just one and only one christmas wish,
i would want to turn time back, to exactly a year ago.
Monday, December 04, 2006
and kiss her poison lips if you may;due to popular demand, theres gna be follow-up for my vocab in one of the previous entries.
that is, word of the day, follow by a sentence constructed! yay.
actually, only divya requested it. but since shes popular,
divya = popular, so divya demand = popular demand. there.
trg in de morning was so quiet. weird but i prefer less people anyway.
den i did quite badly in my trg [whats unusual] and yea.
but i saw the cedar xcty pple! haha so cute.
they ran from bishan stadium to macritchie. den ran back again
so they ran past rjc too. lol did anyone of u see dem?
i did. cos i was on de bus with divya on de way home den we past dem
haha! feel like getting my head out of the window and screamed at dem
but. it. was. an. air. con. bus.
hmm oh yea and saw some rj pple trg too! haha saw so much from a bus ride.
lol divya said i was damn excited. HAHAH. whatever.
anyway den we went to eat kaya toast where i ate soft boiled eggs!
i love soft boiled eggs. but i poured too much black soy sauce -.-
nvm maybe like that i will be more tanned.
oh and i need money. alot.
sorry that pic was random but i reckon my blog is quite pictureless
which means the whole blog is very un-interesting i dunno why u all still come my blog anyway
but don worry when i get a cam [after i settle all my 12345 debts]
i will take lots of pictures of myself until ure sick of my face kay
word of the day:
pristine- clean, new and unused
this sanitary pad is pristine, there you can use it.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
welcome back to sg angierhan and keth! (:and yay im a stone hammer alr! now i can go free zone and play with classmates
and also meet all the pro pple. like woah gotta get pwned like mad.
anyway aaron raywen also become stone hammer, yay! haha
was playing with dem last night and today.
quite fun we won most of the games! not my credit obviously -.-
anyway i was pwned like crazy in SATs. like whatttt the.
the time allocated for each section was too short.
i was like rushing thru the questions without having much chance to think twice.
i cant bear to see my results. =.=
oh and there were quite a few rafflesians there too!
lol i saw johnathan mak and he looked very amused at my presence.
and cheryl and i saw the chemistry guy and we cudnt stop luffin -.-
err, so yea dance! which was supp to be at 4 but i was late adhdfhf
because when i reached my train station only to find out that
the train service was disrupted just cos someone jumped onto the tracks and died.
jump also don jump the other side. kidding.
anyway yea so i was late and so the time slot is taken.
what to do, its private lesson = any time can cancel etc.
anyway so yea sorry benny for making you wait -.-
but anyway so we watched johnathan and his partner danced. which was so nice!
ahhhh when will we ever become like that.
anyway first time dancing with someone u know is quite weird lol!
but i was okay during befrienders dance leh. no idea why.
but anyway after awhile it was okay ler! and benny stop scolding me in gb
if not i'll step on ur toes with my high heels each time u scold me ahahhaha.
den later it was de last rumba class and so at the end of the day my toes hurt like mad. -.-
anyway benny just suanned me indirectly in gb! fine he is so dead on tuesday.
which is also the day angie is leaving for india! gosh. hope she will have a fun trip!
k trg tmr! and only girls trg woohoooo.
and i feel like cutting my hair short.
like shorter than shoulder length.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
happy birthday desmond!happy birthday manel!
difference between bishan libarian and woodlands libarian:
when asked a bishan libarian in the 3rd floor toilet after she brushed her teeth
[dun ask me why she was brushing her teeth, i have no idea either]
about the location of an english dictionary
she muttered '2nd storey'
went to 2nd storey asked another libarian [after searching]
and was told it was at the 3rd storey! -.-
but when asked a woodlands libarian she told me '423'
OMG SIAO she can rmb the EXACT location.
now you know where to go and study.
lol. okay was at the 2 libaries today. studyin SAT.
which im taking this saturday. [no pun intended]
yea im so good game right, only started studying now.
and don ask me why i take SAT. i have no idea.
just one bright morning cheryl told me she takin SAT den asked if i want to reg
den i okay lor den go register. ggxx.
and its gonna be at ngee ann sec at some dunno what ulu tampines place!
oh no can someone pls tell me the directions!! -.-
cheryl's dad fetching her so obviously she doesnt need to know!
okay just tell me on msn/gbk. its okay if u dowan to leave ur name, i just need to know the directions! hhahaha thanks a million zillion william. lol
by the way im quite ggxx. who ask me to be so last minute.
so many vocab words to learn/master. and its not like they will come out.
english is like how.. vast. one word can have so many meanings
and one meaning can have so many words. -.-
anyway since i learnt some vocab today so present to u all!
and to rmb it better i shall construct my own sentences with them! tada.
vocab!
flippant- frivoulous and disrepsectful
i wish i could be flippant towards the teachers but i couldnt, if not i would get kicked out by the school.
mediocre- not very high quality, average or 2nd rate
why that person buy porn vcds also dunno how to choose, buy mediocre ones!
inhibit- repress, hold back
roy cant seem to inhibit his retardedness, how sad.
penitent- sorry for having done wrong and willing to atone
after murdering someone, he is penitent and decides to kill himself.
supercillious- disdainful or contemptuous; haughty
that supercillious princess always looks down on people, no wonder people likes to throw darts at her picture.
debilitate- to make weak
i shall upgrade my gb skills and then debilitate the rest.
prosaic- commonplace, dull
your jokes are all so prosaic my toes are laughing.
artful- skillful; clever/ cunning; crafty
she enjoys being artful because it makes her feels damn smart and the rest damn stupid.
we all learn something new everyday! (:
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
my heart is broken like so many times today.and at the same time [literally] its lighten up many times too
went to kkh today for volunteers briefing.
or actually, volunteer's briefing. there was only me. lol
think they have quite few voulnteers i guess.
anyway just some briefing like what to do and all
oh there may be a lesson on balloon sculpturing, cool!
den haha i can show some skill or two to all of you. lmao
also like probably a lesson to handle sick children too
anyway so today theres another volunteer [who came later], vanessa
shes 2 yrs older den im. anyway i think im the youngest volunteer for ward entertainment prog
thats cos the prerequisite was 18 yrs old but i managed to get in!
tee hee hee.
today we have a mascot! pink dinosaur. looked like barney.
anyway it was the first time having a dinosaur [they said] so they were kind of afraid that
the kids might be afraid. like crying and all.
err well in de end there were a few does.
haha but they very funny, like the dinosaur came towards dem they cried
den when asked to bid farewell, they 'byebye' to de dinosaur. LOL!
okay maybe u don find it funny but if u were dere u would.
anyway beneath the mascot was a lady of like 30 yr old plus?
haha she very spontaneous. and walking ard wards after wards
she was sweating like mad but she insisted on carrying on and all
we escorted her around and distributed stickers!
haha got hellokitty, pooh, cinderella, bobthebuilder etc stickers
the kids were like all from like few mths old all the way to like 13/14 yrs old.
mostly are like 3,4,5 yrs old. i rmbed one boy who was lying on his bed faced down
i bent down and 'hello!' and gave him a sticker.
he super adorable! but he was like dowan to talk to anyone that kind.
he took the sticker and looked at it, den it kinda fell off to the ground.
i picked it up and gave him again, den he kind of threw some tandrum and threw it off
haha so cute.
deres this toddler who was super super super adorable lar
his grandma was holding him and he was super delighted to see the dinosaur.
shaked hands and all. den he kept smiling and my heart just melted.
but den his face was super red, cos his grandma said it was some allergy
as in his eyes were like puffy, den his lips was swollen. =(
but nothing beat what i saw. this baby that was in a container.
many tubes, my heart just broke when i saw that.
and i couldnt do anything to help. except exchanged a few smiles with de family of the child.
there was one girl whom i visited too, and i could see her mum's eyes were swollen from crying.
shit i felt like crying for all of dem, but no obviously i cudnt.
i must smile and spread the joy to dem! hahaa retarded.
we visited so many wards and so many kids! so we only spent little time in each ward
but there were some that left deep impressions on me.
especially the parents. because i know that when a child falls sick
nothing hurts more than the parents.
there were some parents who brought some vcd player
so some of the kids were like watching cartoons as we came in
super adorable.
then there was this boy that kept crying non stop and all
and i so stupid gave him hellokitty stickers 0.0
shit but that was before i tot he was a boy okay.
den again he was too busy crying he dint notice de stickers.
some of the kids took pictures with the dinosaur! haha.
then there were also some kids we cant exactly visit
cos they were all in the 'isolation rooms'
so we just slide in the stickers into the room and waved at some kids
if i had a cam i would have like take pics of the adorable pics too
but i got no camera. boohoohoo. care to get me one
all in all, the wards all so diff! got subsidised ones, got B class A class luxury ones!
the luxury ones are mad. like totally. room so big got sofa everything.
better den hotel. but choi! no one wants to stay in hospital lar pls!
k this entry very boring right, all about kids.
but i look forward to the day i can like tell stories to the kids!
like you know act them out sometimes and all, eg the tiger and the fish story!
err sorry no such story, i anyhow invent one.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
blog song: In another timeyou and i were never meant to be together
and now its time for me to go
but deep in my heart
you will always stay
forever in another place, in another time
so walk with me and let me hold you close
and we will share this last memory
and dream about our love and what it means
to love someone enough to set them free
in another place, in another time
in the space between any reason or rhyme
someday we'll have it all and our love will shine
in another place, in another time
you will always be the one on my mind
in another place, in another time
in another place, in another time
and so this time i'll let you go
then perhaps, perhaps
we will both fall in love
in another place, in another time.
"I tell our runners to divide the race into thirds. Run the first part with your head, the middle part with your personality, and the last part with your heart."
- Mike Fanelli, club coach
that was from my captain's email to us. haha.
haha hey all thanks for all the encouragement! on msn/gbk etc.
thanks a million! really help me alot. felt so touched =)
i will find that old me back! tho yest's trg screwed up again -.-
at pandan reservoir. weather really cold. rained abit.
but thats not an excuse for a lousy performance.
nevermind, failure bornes success!
and rome isnt built in a day [its built in de night]
so yea! fighting!
anyway last night was a fun time gbing again! haha been long since.
gb with roy and his sister + outsiders. i think roy's sis is mad.
shes a frigging pro. okay maybe not that pro but shes good. lol
and roy's like improving by heaps too, shit i shall make this small if not he sees this.
anyway fun! im only few more thousands gold away to get that nice clothing etc! lmao.
note the sarcarsm.
and i found a dance partner! whee. actually its just the first and only person i asked.
lol. cos he was keen before. so yea asked him. tot he would make a good dance partner too.
anyway its none other than benny from breakdance and tabletennis! haha.
he is quite serious bout it, checking the studio and all, which is good! (:
so yea we are gg to start this saturday i guess! haha whee hope it will be fun.
we are gg to learn chacha and den take the exam syllabus together hmms.
okay im quite excited for tmr! the real volunteer thing.
this time i doubled check alr. yes its tmr no mistake. im not gg to be stupid twice lol.
and haha samuel made me so happy lol! cos he was taking bout OGL thing
den he said:
sam says:
i think you'd make a good OGL
caijingg fate fell short this time; says:
hahah how come!
sam says:
you're friendly...open and extroverted..quite bubbly
sam says:
and u like to dance
sam says:
perfect OGL material!
actually u noe the real purpose of me pasting here is trying to haolian lar. what else. LOL.
k more gb later! byebye.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
trg was screwed up yesterday and i tot of alot of things on the bus way homememories of the past kept flashing back so i got emo-ed.
warning this entry is kind of personal and stuffs so be prepared ure seeing another side of me
okay just kidding. but err usually i don really show my emotions to people
even when im really angry i would just walk out of the place
i know some guys in my class told me that im de last person/girl they least expected to cry
always laughing like as if theres nothing bothering me
but this year i have been really, being so loserish that i am even looking down at myself.
where was the me that was ever passionate about running
ever so motivated to do even better and doing more to improve
i need to find my passion and motivation back this is my last year to prove
so i searched through my personal diaries [which i no longer write in]
found some entries of my more successful races
shall type one out and find that passion back in me
[some parts have been edited/deleted to protect some sort of privacy]
20 March 2005 sunday
SPH relays 4 x 800m
oh my gosh oh my gosh im so so so so so so happy! today we have press foundation relays- all the secondary schools sent relays teams to compete, its like a combined school thing, so yea. was down for 4 x 800m relay with suihui dharshini and divya. trained a few weeks on that especially on speed work, like doing 300m, 400m, 500m and all. baton passing too. but it was all worth the effort!
warmed up with the team at ard the grass area and was wearing our number tags. dharshini was writing our names on the list and i was like joking ard to make the atmosphere better. but inside i was kind of scared stiff, tho excited nonetheless. thats what i like about relays, because teamwork is so much better than running individually. then again it would mean a different responsibility. anyway we were warming up and st nicks team were like near us and uhhh they were our strongest opponents. they kept staring at us so uhh we stared back lor. divya said sth funny lol (removed.) anyway went to report. i was the first runner! oh no. damn scary cos it means im running with all the rest = on par. divya would be the second runner, dharshini the third and suihui would be the last runner. ahyes sports school is another very strong competitor too, and they were running too. anyway the first runner of st nicks was ____ (removed.) who runs really well so i was kind of afraid of her. anyway before the start of the race divya overheard the ____ (insert vulgarities) girl [last runner of st nicks] telling the team to 'beat cedar'. zzzz boliao.
race was going to start. first runners needed to line up in lanes and we were lane 5. some of the juniors were cheering 'go cedar go caijing!' and i was just like chuckling [i dunno why] took the baton and tried to relax abit. jumped abit. strided abit. ____ was beside me. then the race started! followed de st nicks girl closely behind with the sports school girl leading far in front. samantha tasha bao they all were at the 200m to 300m grandstand there cheering, felt more motivated and overtook the st nicks girl after 200m. now i was behind the sports school girl, but still quite a distance to catch up. maintained my pace and not letting the gap to widen we finished the first lap, going to the last lap. mrtay said the most crucial part of 800m would be the last 300m as everyone would whack and the positions would count on this.
but i never felt better than before. with more cheerings from bao tasha they all, i quickened my pace, gap reduced. i could hear the sports school coach yelling some dunno what language at the sports school girl in front of me. last 200m. caught up with her as we two were like really fighting. the cheers got louder and louder as we two fought in the last 100m. dunno why but there was this strong passion in me. to overtake. to whack her. i saw divya 80m away hopping to get my baton. this was it. i whacked harder, and this time she seemed unable to maintain the same pace. and then at the last 70/60m i overtook her. more cheers! [see how much they hated sports school] den i continued to ran and reach divya. divya took the baton and ran with the 2nd sports school girl trying to follow closely behind. the 2nd st nicks girl was really good and caught up with them. meanwhile, i went to the sides and stretched abit, omg alot of latic acid on my legs.
divya ran well too, continued the lead and reached dharshini. but the gap was not big enough. and this time we saw how powerful dharshini was. she sprinted the entire 800m and the gap was really amazing. by the time suihui started running the 2nd runner [which is the sports school last runner] was lagging 200m behind. clear that we were sweeping the gold home. haha! was cheering like mad. then mrtay came beside me and told me good run and said 'i think your team may break the record.' omg that is madness! break record! so divya and i screamed louder! suihui got to win this for us. and of cos despite not having any threat, she finished the race beautifully.
omg! she came back to us and mrtay told us we broke the record by like NINE seconds! crazy crazy crazy! sports school was 2nd and stnicks third. anyway when we heard that we broke the record we were like jumping and jumping and hugging each other! nothing could describe how happy we were. imagine us beaming and taking the gold medals standing on the podium [is that the right word] and them annoucing us breaking the record of 20+ years. what an honour! and guess what! because of this broken record cedar won the overall champion for the b division!
okay im like so happy! the medal also so pretty so shiny haha okay im mad.
but what am i now. no motivation no passion whole day slacked my trgs away.
i want to have that old me back.
i used to be able to do 15 x 400ms without dying
i used to be excited for trgs
i used to prepare myself before competitions
i used to write reflections after every trgs
i used to monitor my progess with the timings
i used to be strict with my sleeping times and eating
i used to fight on and not giving up easily
i used to train more to improve
i used to be able to do 9 mins plus for 2.4km
i used to be angry at myself when i did a bad performance
i used to have pple from other schs warning teammates 'beware of caijing'
i used to have the entire cedar cheering for me when i ran
i used to race in hottest sun, heaviest rain and still kept running
i used to fall and step on at the start of the race and continued running with blood dripping down my legs
i used to continue training despite feeling abit unwell or injured.
i used to be defeated and get up and try again
i used to feel uneasy when i din run each day
i used to have my junior telling me how much i inspire her with my determination
i used to be a much stronger person
but what am i. i am nothing. i did nth this year. except probably making mrquek more angry.
except disappointing mrtay who helped me so much in everything, in believing in myself.
i want to get the old me back. who doesnt give up easily who still loves running.
i know its going to be tough and i would struggle but please pray for me
i have to train twice or even thrice as hard to even get my old form back
to change my bad habits of sleeping little and eating junk
to not be distracted by things or people and start staying focused.
this is my last year i really need to work hard. because chances don come twice.
you don have to be talented to be skilled in something.
someone once told me that miracles happened and the most important ingredient is hard work.
this time i have the stongest opponent and that is myself.
pls help by constantly reminding me. about this goal im gg to achieve
asked if i have trained today and asked if i put in 100% effort.
if i dint slap me for me. help me to be strict with my diet and sleeping.
make sure im doing something useful each day and not wasting my life away.
thanks a million and because this time im not just going to defeat anybody
im going to defeat myself.
and i must i can i shall i will.
an old song that i used to like, alot.
was just browsing through music videos and chanced upon this.
a really beautiful song, and the lyrics is great.
but what exactly is love
love is giving
love is amazing
love is trying
love is beautiful
love is confusing
love is touching
love is believing
love is forgiving
love is cherishing
love is thinking of you
love is myself doing stupid things
love is staring at your number but has no guts to call
love is looking at you when you arent noticing
love is sitting beside you and have nothing to say
love is hoping you would talk
love is worrying for your safety
love is wanting you to be happy
love is waiting
love is perservering
love is getting hurt
love is not possessing you
love is letting you go
love is loving you.
ohh and i watched the entire series of wars of in-laws show already
nice ending! watch finish can start playing gb with class again lol.
and do take care for your trip.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE! (((:
[click on pic to enlarge]
fun day! angie the queen was late hahahaha.
shisi ordered super sweet cupcakes! dat has a letter on each dat make up
'happy bdae angie' haha and de cupcakes tasted really nice!
manquan got a nice notebook which i almost wanted to get 0.0
oh in de end i got angie a novel/journal which looked interesting to me. lol.
cheryl as her usual ego self gave angie a big pillow with her own name 'cheryl' on it. how stupid.
anyway five of us met for lunch which mq brought us to the indonesian restaurant
ehh the food was not bad, its at far east plaza.
ohyea it was a really retarded lunch because like we were seriously crazy.
shisi was commenting to angie
'caijing makes a lame joke every 30mins i dunno how you can survive'
den like after awhile more she said
'i changed my mind. its every 15mins.'
haha and we concluded that mq looks like a prawn. seriously!
but i tot theres this worm keychain dat looks like him more
and when i imagined it i started luffing like non stop
anyway mq got this lip infection thing which i gotten before
so like he was eating his spicy noodles happily and almost finishing it
den i exclaimed 'oh shit i forgot to tell you lip infection cannot eat spicy food!'
he was like 'now you tell me' and den he stopped eating and all and was super worried
that the condition would get worse, but still was super hungry
told him he shud just continue eating since dat would be his last meal LOL.
by the way got new invention! as in i tot of it during the lunch and told dem
like you sing happybdae song on someone's bdae.
den on 11.59pm dat night you sing happybdae song backwards
ehh shit dats damn cool, imagine singing
'you to birthday happy' x 4 so it would be a nice ending for a happy birth day!
oh yea right.
so there was neoprints which angie wanted to take and she forced mq to go in with us lol.
haha he seemed tramatised. anyway there was a neo of him looking most retarded
but i lost it. =.= oh why oh why.
den yea we went to meet meiqi peixuan vic yun at the mrt station
they made alot of food for angie! haha and meiqi drew a big card super cute.
den we were just like slacking ard dere, when angie's wound at the knee kind of bled -.-
holy the wound was damn gross. anyway shes seeing a doctor tmr [literally]
so yea may the wound get well soon!
gave mq an english name: police. so cool! like got pple wna fight u
just say 'im police' oh shit they all run away and u wont even be lying!
and like ur fren calling your hp number pple asked who they are calling
'oh im calling police' ehh isnt that very cool!
okay whatever caijing my toes are laughing.
and yea i need to find a dance partner! dance today and uhh instructor said
if i find a dance partner can train us to be like more professional
wna learn chacha. anyway wanyu also wna find a dance partner too.
ohyea like as if it was easy [shit i think i said it before]
anyway im gg to be on some asking spree these few days! till i find a good one. tada.
but so far i only asked one! lol lazyyyy.
and i needa help divya make this chinese translation thing
because shes gg to china for holiday so she need to learn how to speak some mandarin
in any case got to write the han yu pin yin! haha hope its useful for her
maybe can add some other cheeky stuffs too ha ha ha ha.
oh yea and tot of some stuffs today but i guess i will blog bout them tmr.
Friday, November 24, 2006
blogskinners bbq today at pasir ris.hm interesting how pple turn out different from the pple they are on the net. haha.
and omg there were like so many pple that were like so young -.-
felt damn old there. oh holy.
anyway gained some insights haha hmm.
thankyou xiaoping for organising the bbq and congrats for being the new featured contributor for blogskins. com! (:
thankyou lek + javier + colleen for the walking and fun!
sorry eric for causing you to fall off the swing -.-
watching the war of in-laws show on you tube now! whee.
and angie's birthday tmr! hahahaha gogo wish her happy bdae, tmr that is. (:
i like my hp wallpaper now. and don try to steal my hp to find out why. -.-
AHH CAN SOMEONE STOP MY HICCUPS.
-hiccup!-
Thursday, November 23, 2006
he may seem far away but sometimesthe one you have been looking for
may have been right beside you all along.
wanna thank roy for cheering me up last night!
haha tho he kind of did it unintentionally.
wasnt in the right mood to do anything last night
then this guy said he wanted to start playing his gb again
and so asked me to go play with him
ahah so we created a room for 1 v 1
and he set the title as 'ggxx for caijing' -.-
anyway it was a fun time, winning and losing, cheering and cursing.
but i still think roy is a noob LOL. kidding.
den we played two more games with my classmates which my team won hahaha.
anyway today! trg was okay. was kind of slacking at the first part
den i quickened the last 4k and all.
anyway we are trg at pandan reservoir on monday
hello pandan reservoir, nice to see you again.
after trg went j8 with divya, stephanie and loong.
hahahah roy was supposed to join us but when he called me i already left for home lol.
den went vivo city to meet bao! (:
haha shared lots of stuffs, bout things dat happened over the past few mths and all
haha yea saw huixin + gang! haha! so funny always see dem when im out with bao.
lots of window shopping, and woah there were like many many many shops!
i think we can try training at vivocity. its real big.
and i like those areas when u can view the sea and the scenery.
haha bao and i agreed that it is a good place for couples! lol.
anyway there was this shop called 'chocolate factory'
we went in to get free choc smell
but the chocs were like omg tempppttinggg.
and they cost a bomb. not that u can really buy a bomb with that amt but you get the drift.
sighh aye when i get rich when i get rich! that will never happen.
and ohh we ate haagen daaz ice cream! cookies + chocolate flavour. yumms!
den bao went home den aaron came.
haha to buy presents for angie!
and okay we did quite a long search and all.
but yea finally got the gifts already!
omg aaron really sweet lar crap angie gonna be so lucky. ahem.
anyway uhh got the warcraft installation cds from him!
haha means im starting to dota soon. very soon
then get pwneddd and get ggxxed and get cursed and scolded noob.
see how mentally prepared im.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
all please hold your breath.look at your surroundings and make sure there is absolute silence.
pause for a few seconds, and then take a deep breath.
a deep, deep long breath.
following this would be a news i would break to you
with every slight of solemn in each tone
and please assure me that you do not, i repeat, do not, attempt to laugh.
The volunteering thing is supposed to be on 29november.
i am a week early.
ahyes. i went thru much trouble, trekking through the thick layers of mist
in search of the great vehicle that i could identify as a shuttle bus to the hospital
only to use the last resort - taxi to cab my money away
reaching upon the great place i was once born at
hail the majestic building! nice to meet you again after 17 years!
of such awe i passed all obstacles to find the great volunteer room at level 4
to find it locked, but no big deal i could call the person-in-charge
only to have her breaking it to me gently, very gently, very very very gently
'erm.. you are supposed to be here next week, not today'
[may i have the thunder sound for sound effect]
so i was too excited to see the exact date and came a week early.
but as the saying goes, every cloud has its silver lining
at least im a week early, not a week late.
and hereby i broke my record of the earliest time i could get- a week earlier!
now beat me to that. i bet you cant do that. ha ha ha.
in any case, now i know how to get there too.
so i mistook newton as novena and uhhh couldnt find the bus.
alrights, lesson learnt. and yea i met the person-in-charge earlier!
she was still laughing about my situation, cant blame her.
anyway den she showed me around abit
and i watched the performance by some school choir
oh and good thing i dint buy the balloons today which i wanted to at j8
as i decided to buy them at christmas and when i got to know the kids better
imagine my horror. if. i. held. the. balloons. and. got. the. news.
okay nvm. im now addicted to this show on channel 55 'War of In-laws'
super nice. heres a mv made by some great lady about the main characters
about the drama:
shiyi the female, a bandit, accidentally got into a sedan for marriage as she tried to run off from the constances. So she was married to this man, Maochun, with the princess as her mother-in-law. the mother-in-law was domineering, so it was like a clash of two hot-tempered ladies. alot funny stuffs. anyway, Shiyi once saved by this masked guy, called the Nameless Hero, and they met a few more times after that. She falls for this charming Nameless Hero, not knowing he was actually in fact her husband whom she thought was 'indecisive and like a wimp'. Her husband of course has been liking her for long ever since she came into his life, but did not break it to her he was the Nameless Hero. Shiyi slowly falls for her husband as he treated her very well, so its like, the two guys she like is actually the same person. rest of the story go watch to find out.
Seriously i think no one can look so good with that mask.
that guy is super super super charming when he wears dat mask.
i think i can just die looking at him. and he was like so cool and all.
each time saving her and all. aye he just rock.
the girl in de show is so lucky, i envy her.
because its like the Nameless Hero she likes likes her too! haha.
isnt it the most amazing thing when someone you have been admiring
feels the same way about you?
but otherwise you would feel like the world has crashed or something?
you would just feel at the extremes when this kind of thing happens.
depends on which side you are at then.
anyway if you don mind watching another vid of the drama heres another one:
by the way i was feeling real lousy today.
i dunno why, but my heart was like sinking real and i don feel like gg out at all.
its like, as if, dementors were all around you [if u read harry potter]
and you felt like you can never be happy again. yes that kind of feeling.
and if my head doesnt know why my heart feels like that
maybe my heart knows something that the head doesnt.
i wish i wasnt sad, i wish i wouldnt frown
i wish you were here to make me smile
i wish i could have a Nameless Hero too
i wish for all the things, but none came true.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
glad that there are pple who are interested in the volunteering! (:hahah thanks! cos it means pple are really reading my blog LOL.
alrights today was one word: fun.
okay at first it was quite boring.
in fact VERY BORING.
because we have to put on make up [which is alot] by some makeup artist
frigging early in the morning, and then waited for like a few frigging more hours
for the entire thing to set up. =.=
whats worse, the girls scene was the last scene. -.-
so there were three other girls from acjc, one whom i kind of knew haha.
anyway i also have no exact idea what the whole thing is for
but jie and xide have to like act out this stupid thing
dat is jie sleeping looking retarded [which he din even need to act, he's so natural at it]
and xide would be like taking picts of dat retarded sleeping look
and then the next scene is uhh the 4 girls on de swing chitchatting
and den i would have to pretend i received an sms
and den looked at it and be shocked and amused
well tts cos its supp to be like i received de pict msg?
and den i have to like show the rest and we all have to luff at it.
den later we have to like use de hp to video ourselves.
okay seriously this was damn stupid lol. we had alot of takes.
because 1) we cudnt luff because we are luffing at nth
in fact as we were luffing vishnu was muttering
'im laughing because im laughing for no reason' HAHA.
and then 2) i have to act shocked and amused
they have to focus on my facial expression i think my facial muscles almost died.
nvrtheless it was funny. because i made alot of stupid faces den the other three were like -.-
anyway it was finally all done
after SEVEN HOURS. thank goodness tt was damn not long at all! how sarcarstic.
ohyes, mr lowxide's good xcountrymates crashed the house. LOL.
so there was seet, victor, kevin, changming etc that were turning the house upside down.
but seriously without them the atmosphere could have killed a fly.
seet and victor damn funny lar, they played dota
and as we were shooting downstairs you can hear their voices
'ehh your mother sings' 'ehh your mother cooks'
when xide's mum was downstairs with us. LOL WHAT THE.
this is their new form of uhh, scolding each other. how retarded.
ohyea so after that we played winning eleven! some soccer ps2 game.
okay it was my very first time playing dat but jie only scored two against me
xide and seet were playing pool beside us which seet got pwneddddd.
yea damn fun. all in the attic. shit my favourite room of the house.
anyway victor damn funny lar, win penalties den he ran around the room
like as if he really was the soccer player like that LOL. damn funny i died luffing there.
okay maybe not cos im typing here.
ohyea victor is brent's cousin! haha. yes, they look kinda alike.
just tt victor younger, took Os this yr. and he wants to go acsib badly.
haha can understand that, the team is very united. like woah.
anyway dinner was damn mad. with those guys = with bunch of monkeys. jokes.
and my hp is at its official dying stage. seriously i need a new one.
darn xide haolianing his ultra thin hp dat is one day old &#*!&#*.
okay tmr will be a fun day too! if you dunno why then uhh, your mother sings.
Monday, November 20, 2006
ive got so many things to blog about [actually not that many]and i dunno how to start.
and oh shit im having hiccups now -.-
today is bao's last Olevel paper! say hooray!
she studied really hard for it and its finally time to enjoy! (:
meeting her this thurs wheee!
and she told me she saw something scandalous today lol.
i somehow cudnt remember exactly what happened yesterday
crap i lost my memory! must be due to the banging of my head just now
could you believe i was like walking into the toilet
and i hit my head REAL hard into the door. how clumsy how caijing.
and im so happy because
my volunteering application is SUCCESSFUL! :D
im so glad! ((: haha i applied for it quite a few weeks ago
and i asked a few to join me but most aint confirmed and all
so uhh decided to go ahead myself
but of cos ure still welcome to join me!
but you need to commit for six months tho so yea (:
im volunteering at KK hospital in which i get to
ENTERTAIN THOSE SICK CHILDREN! :DDDD
omg i swear this is so fun and so meaningful, and i get to do sth that i like.
most of us here are really blessed that we dint get sick when we were young
but there are really many out there that do and they would feel
very very very very miserable. like duh. so yea make their stay at the hospital enjoyable! (:
if ure interested just contact me at speed_caijing@hotmail.com
so im gg for the volunteering briefing this wed and yea get to join
them for a round of Ward Entertainment commencing :D
haha this week gonna be real exciting. (:
because saturday is our dear angie's birthday! (:
haven gotten her a present yet but yea we gonna party crazily! haha hope so
yea just pamper this pretty princess of mine, and many others. :D
then friday there is the blogskinners outing which i will meet alot pple! haha
and xiaoping said there would be media coverage -.=
i better shoo before they take pics of me or sth
not that they would ever want to, haha! okay whatever.
thurs would be meeting bao! got LOADS and TONS to tell her!
and then tmr yea, will be fun too (:
xide asked me to go to his house for some photoshoot thing for some roadshow
haha asked what i had to do and he said 'just look pretty and hold handphone and smile'
haha! sounds like fun. and jie is gg too so its double the fun = funfun.
jie said with his face on it the handphone gonna 'sell like hot cakes' lmao.
i bet they see his face everyone dowan buy already. kidding.
today was good too! econs the usual boring then breakfast with roy + frens
trg in de afternoon. i improved! yay. but still far from my sec4 form.
err and it started raining heavily when im running bout 5/6k zzz
and there was lightning and thunder and all around me was trees [trg is at macritchie.]
and i was really afraid that i would just die like that LOL.
but i seem to run even slower haha dunno why.
ohh and i am having a running nose hmm maybe it runs faster than me. -.-
ohyea by the way scotts shopping centre is having some big closing down sales!
apparently all the shops inside are moving/closing down [not sure]
but in any case its a big sale like 50-80% discount!
so yea buy ur xmas presents early! haha.
which remind me, if ure posting xmas cards to anyone [im likely will]
post them before december 18th for the postage fees will be higher after that
so yea i hope you got the info! (:
oh and i don dota! haha someone told me theres a 'caijing' in de dota thing.
but nope that wasnt me! its probably some fan of princess hours.
or some other caijing in this world that plays the game.
in any case, its not me! so yea don talk to her thinking it was me! haha.
when i do start playing i will post my nick here and all. so yea.
life's good! (:
tho the only sucky thing which is my hp's screen which spoils for the 3298392th time today.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
never mind the differences we have
never mind the distance between us
ignore the rest of the world
throw all your worries aside.
the could haves and should beens
the might haves and would beens
they aint your reasons to hold back
hey boy dont hide your feelings.
take your chances dont take it slow
once they are gone you cant have them back
because time has a habit of slipping away
and so do hearts as they grow faint.
so what's there stopping you boy
dont let your head rule your heart
if you feel it, come closer dont be afraid
and we shall leave the rest to fate.
because we can be more than just amazing;
if you are willing to let me show you how it can be.
okay cant believe i wrote that, all my myself.
anyway if you like it you can take it. haha.
and maybe if ure lucky ur intended person will read it (:
well im not lucky tho. lol.
anyway! tiring these two days
firstly try waking up early in the morning to face three hours of chem
with absolutely no one to talk to. like hah i don really know the pple.
ohwels the price of stupidity and so im stuck here i cant complain
good thing tho, i paid attention and i bet its rare. lol.
well after dat went to airport!
met up with class to send off keth angierhan bk for their trips
keth for laos, angie for cambodia and bk for australia
take care yea! just return safely! (:
haha keth asked what i would like to get
and i asked for a photograph of the cutest kid there he would meet!
same thing for angie too, whee!
gahh i should have signed up for the trip too but i missed de deadline -.-
ohwels nvm. at least there are stuffs to do in sg too! haha.
ohh so the rest of the class just slacked ard in airport
like watching planes fly and me imagining the planes dancing LOL
okay that was random but i was like excited for non existant reasons
todays trg! nicole said she would come but she dint =(
nicholas [our senior] did tho! haha long time no seeeee.
and so did mok and jiangyan! mok looked like he has never taken As.
so carefree and non stressful. darn too smart alr.
dance in de evening! saw johnathan practising with his partner when i came.
damn they are really good. like woah.
dint expect johnathan to be so good.
[he plays rugby in his school]
anyway they two are such perfect combi! (:
and yes which leads me thinking i shud go get a dance partner too
not that its ever easy. most guys don like to dance
and the time factor and all crap.
benny was keen but his mum wasnt -.-
so you see the step up show is a fake! like where can find partner so easily! ha!
[and im sure i go auditon pple also -.-]
anyway learnt those dance moves that were really nice to see
but its really tough to do it. like i have to keep my posture
and uhhh i dunno, rhythem and all. fine practise more.
and i got my cert alr! of the dance exam remember on october 1st :D
yea got honours! whee. (: its the rank for 91-95 marks.
highest would be distinction 96-100. but that would be imba. not me. lol.
den yea went to marina bay to join some class pple for steamboat dinner!
omg they stuffed me with all the chicken and pork meat
eating layers and layers of fat! how long am i gg to run to burn these
but nevertheless its fun! and i dint pay for the food LOL
because you pay for the eating utensils and den yea grab all the food you want
and so.. we share the eating utensils! yay. so in de end i just paid for my drinks.
j2 farewell is coming! and the theme is disney magic. LOL what the.
i may like to dress up as a cookie monstor [which well im]
but its not exactly part of disney is it,
so maybe bugs bunny or tweety or whatever
well if you can think of a good one tell me in my guestbook haha.
divya is dressing up as... crap i dunno what is it.
as in she told me but i still dunno whats that. maybe ive a deprived childhood.
ohyea cinderella is part of disney right! LOL.
im sure i might as well dress up as the pumpkin before the transformation into a carriage
then go around shooting pumpkin juices at everyone
and that would be GRAPE, i mean GREAT.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
sometimes all you need is just one chance;hahahha yay finally divya signed my guestbook! :D
haha she very funny, said she wanted to tag my blog but cudnt find any lol
according to her my blog is very 'cool but confusing'
lol thats why the signmyguestbook blink blink is for. (:
anyway! step up is damn hot. i mean de dancers and de dances.
the music is really hot too. i went on some searching spree
found my favourite here :
damn hot makes me feel like dancing when i listen to it -.-
ehh breakdance is a super hot dance lar! shit i always wanted to learn
guys who can breakdance will be super cool too :D
anyway,step up is a nice show! go watch it!
okay oops i wasnt supp to say it! =.=
i bet the tears was cos the dancers too hot he cudnt take it.
watched it with cheryl angie + aaron!
haha aaron joined us cos he was with angie in phy remedial earlier on
then again asked him quite long ago to join us he kept saying broke
den today when angie asked him straight away yes. WOW so unfair LOL.
anyway it kinda drizzled a little before we went to cine
so two pple SHARED MY umbrella [which is small =D]
shit i aint creating any scandal am i? like wow who are the two?
hmms i was walking with cheryl in de rain. [if you still cant get the hint.]
so yea i aint telling who lalalaa. [omg this is how retarded.]
okay enough nonsense. the movie was great!
and haha farrell's class was in de same theatre as us! lol cool.
after shisi came over and she was showing us her manicure
and its like so funny hahahahaha.
and we met vic too! lol world is shrinking.
walked ard and all & i bought a tiara hair thing! damn cute.
so princessy. haha but i like!
alright i missed wednesday's chem [overslept -.-]
so yea i must go for tmr's one. if not i ggxx.
probably one or two gb games den go sleep! tada.
and when it's gone, you cant have it back.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
anne got a really beautiful song in her blogso i found it and shall share it with many others! (:
sand in my shoes - dido.
Two weeks away it feels like the whole world should've changed
But I'm home now
And things still look the same
I think I'll leave it till tomorrow to unpack
Try to forget for one more night
That I'm back in my flat on the road
Where the cars never stop going through the night
To a life where I can't watch sunset
I don't have time
I don't have time
[Chorus:]
I've still got sand in my shoes
And I can't shake the thought of you
I should get on, forget you
But why would I want to
I know we said goodbye
Anything else would've been confused but I wanna see you again
Tomorrow's back to work and down to sanity
should run a bath and then clear up the mess I made before I left here
Try to remind myself that I was happy here
Before I knew that I could get on the plane and fly away
From the road where the cars never stop going through the night
To a life where I can't watch sunset
And take my time
Take up our time
[Chorus]
I wanna see you again
Two weeks away, all it takes to change and turn me around, I've fallen
I walked away and never said that I wanted to see again
[Chorus x2]
I wanna see you again
I wanna see you again
i wanna see you again; but im afraid to.
OMG I DOUBLE KILLED IN GUNBOUND 0.0
hahahahha crap that was fun! and tyco -.-
played with class using zhong's acc
[since i just started my lvl not that good to go zone 11]
haha i think its more fun to play with ur classmates den random pple u dunno! (:
anyway den yea at first i kept shooting myself [in de foot]
but later it was better, ahah and i cudnt believe i double killed! what an honour :D
okay whatever not like i score frigging 4As in my promos.
today! went to sch for econs remedial.
ahwels sat with divya and roy, who don have the ws lol.
anyway i paid attention which was rare. lol.
after remedial three of us went to coffeebean for breakfast!
haha gosh its my first time eating there alright.
i only like the toast bread =/ and i don drink coffee. haha.
and sth stupid happened
okay not sth stupid, is i stupid.
roy was telling me that when salt and pepper mixed with milk is an exothermic reaction
i was like 'really!' and both divya and roy acted like i was some alien
den roy poured milk over the mixture of salt and pepper and place his hand above the mixture
'can feel some heat already'
me the stupid one went to try to 'feel the heat'
and there SMAT roy hit my hand towards the mixture and my fingers were like yuck.
then they two started luffing with roy saying 'caijing zero. roy one.' -.-
nvm im gonna get TWO soon. watch out.
den divya went home to bathe
[during which on the train i said sth stupid dat both of dem cudn stop luffin -.-]
so roy and i went to marina sq!
omg this guy is a noob he hasn been to marina sq ever since its renovated
[not like ive been to alot of other places eg. vivocity]
anyway brought him around and window shopped some shops
alot of things really nice! like the roxy and quilksilver clothes. gahh.
anyway so we were at TIMES bookshop where we browsed through books
[which btw remind me, roy lend me ur five people you meet in heaven book!]
i saw some cute books! about what love is. (:
its those small minor things but its so cute. be it a for a friend/sibiling or a crush.
and den i was on this book when roy came over and he was so bemused
lol it was a wakeup call book for girls that titled : he is just not that into you.
lol ehh de book is not bad! certainly a wake up call. woah! haha
one particular page striked me:
if a guy really likes you, and if he wants to take things slow [for some personal reasons], he will let you know immediately. because if he really likes you, he will not want to keep you guessing and make you frustrated.
ahahaha. how true! so girls, move on if you meet guys that do otherwise! (:
just like what the book says, find someone who is worth you time! ((((:
and yea den later i saw a box of super adorable suicide bunny postcards!
super funny and adorable. damn nice! (: roy was like tempting me to buy it.
but it costs frigging 18.95 bucks. im broke! =(
den later we went to meet divya and suelynn! (:
haha gosh divya dressed up super hot =)
den lunched at pastamania [im becomin a pigggg alr.]
den roy went off for his trg den we three girls shop ard.
haha divya spotted a super nice blue skirt and wanted to buy it
but she wanted her mum to pay for it so she kinda reserved it for tmr
but they don allow reservation for sale items [topshop is havin some sale]
so yea! hopefully the skirt is still there tmr.
and i saw two lip balms that says 'for virgin' and 'for slut' respectively. LOL.
den i felt tired and went home first
where i met jiawen at cityhall! gee :D
will be meeting her again at blogskinners' outing!
which is on 24 nov at pasir ris park. hmms gonna see alot pple i dunno. lol!
and roy gave me this riddle website thing and im stuck on level 12 now. -.-
nvm im gonna pass this and level 13! haha den i can laugh at him [he is stuck at level 13]
oh no chem remedial tmr =.= have to sleep soon!
thats the price for getting owned in exams.
Monday, November 13, 2006
training was awfully horriblei needa buck up! if not i can kill myself
and divya was sad over some stuffs, don be! cheer up!
it may be some sort of miscommunication yea don think bout it.
and wenloong found some worm and decided to keep it as a pet
and he named it caijing -.-
and he said once it turns into a butterfly it wont be called caijing anymore, what the!
no gunbounding tonight, cos have to do econs remedial ws for tmr's remedial!
boohoohoo there are like so many qns and i cant do any at all
rahh rooh rehh rawr.
and i want this phone real badly!
its like so prettyaye and everything. santa claus can you give me this!
click to see how the phone is like.
i woke up at 12 noon for consecutively two days
despite sleeping at 2 am for these two days
shit can i stop being a pig.
went ps today! with family.
hahas ate at manhatten. yummyumms.
but its boring to shop with family becos they nvr go to the shops u wna go
they go like... other places. like those places that sells laptops etc -.-
anyway den we went to grandma's house.
or not really grandma's house since shes alr dead. but aye its been a year since i went there.
the last was.. the funeral. olevel period.
technically the period i broke down. with this all shitass stuffs dat happened.
which reminded me of how shuyi and some others helped me thru =)
okay whatever stop emo-ing, so yea haha anyway sth funny happened
my bro was like fooling ard [as usual] and den he switched on the tv
and the channel was some live channel from kranji horse betting place
my uncle likes to bet on horses so yea
anyway my bro was like suddenly saying 'number six number six!' before the race
den we were like quite amused so we went to sit and watched and waited
for the race to start.
asked my bro why number six and he replied cheekily
'cos he has buttocks'
and i went like 'WTH im sure the other horses don have butts'
den he was like 'this one has white panties!'
LMAO shit my bro is getting dirrrrty.
anyway den de race started and my bro was like 'six six six six!' cheering.
and six was leading first, den it was like overtaken halfway thru
and i went to luff at my brother like 'HAH YOUR NUMBER SIX IS DEAD'
and like guess what soon number six rushed forward and it was leading by ALOT at de last part
and it won =.=
my sis and i were like omg-ing. haha!
and my dad was like 'shit i dint buy' hahahah omg madness.
my bro was of cos, cheering away at his 'smartness' which is actually pure luck i must say.
but wth what kind of luck is that! i want!
anyway my gb skills are improving yay!
thanks to some nice pple who offer to help me along
like even when they donno me and all.
some tho, were super mean and all. like 'hurry up noob' to me. =.=
haha nvm. i killed some pple yay! aaron played awhile with me and he was how friggin pro.
i wna learn dota too! but first i need de installation. zzz.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
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okayy haha that was actually them commenting on de princess hours show.
anyway! just wna say i
suihui! haha who is = LSH. lim sui hui.haha trg was like super horrible but de vj pple were dere!
oh and i saw xide! jie was 'too tired to go for trg' zzz.
haha so yea anyway divya and i met emily and suiis at thomson plaza for like. awhile. -.-
den divya & emily went home so suiis and i went to town!
with our 'go to market' kind of clothes. z nvm.
went to long john to slack! waiting for the 'free market' to open! haha!
which is situated beside cine and there are like many stalls set up
by pple to sell items [clothes earrings and stuffs] at really cheap prices
yea u can go and check de stalls! (:
but de stalls werent fully prepared yet so we went to taka and just like slacked ard and see stuffs
talked stuffs too! and heh heh heh i drank my oreo bubble tea wheeeeeees.
want back to free market. i bought a super cute shirt! hahaha its quite funny.
suiis bought 2 pairs of earrings for 5 bucks! woah.
den it started to drizzle. lmao we ran into cine. slacked more.
and suiis brought me to de highest storey where those lan stuffs are!
like super cool, you can rent rooms to play lan and/or watch dvds! wow!
one day im going to do that man. anyone second that?
and the rain did not stop at all. in fact it was very heavy.
so suiis and i ran in de rain to de mrt station. which is crazy but fun! hahaha!
we were like luffing like mad thru the rain.
i hope no one saw us. 0.o
went home and slacked more! like what else do i do man.
den went for dance! yepps i really wna master de whole rumba!
cos i seen de whole dance and its really bea-u-tiful. (:
nvm keep on practising! the rumba walk was really tough lol.
and there was this betty jiejie who was helping out and shes was really nice
like taught me the hip movement and all.
and shes really good. like woah.
saw some presents dat i can give for those bdae pple! haha! now all i need is the $
i wna watch step up! its a romantic movie bout dance!
haha which is so fake becos so far in my dance sch i nvr see any sparks bet any partners
or not that i noe of anyway. but i noe quite a few so haha.
but anyway its nice to dream and thats what movies are for.
watching it with cheryl and angie! whee.
okay and i just started on gunbound. which i totally sucks at
either my keyboard is spoiled or my arrow lousy or its just me [i think it is.]
but i nvr seem to aim accurately and ended up looking like a retard.
i pity myself in de game. anyway i was so bored dats why im here. hah!
nvm i shall like go and train hard in de game like what they said.
btw my nick is msscarlet! do not attempt to kill me!
k byebye.
Friday, November 10, 2006
i was so bored that i actually went to play NEOPETS.and i lost each and every game.
even when your heart is broken, it will continue beating.
life goes on.
gahhh so much unhealthy stuffs eaten at de chalet!
bbq stuffs: satay chickenwings sausages fish otah marshmallows
chips! many many many. and famous amos cookies [bought from tampines mall] !
yea our class chalet was 29 bus stops away from tampines station.
at this changi village and i tell you de chalet is effing cool!
the house was like.. all ours! its really big.
compared to other chalets i been to at least. and its so cheap.
hahaha so uhh first day! met the class in school and handed up I&R.
so now PW is OFFICIALLY over! :DDDDDDDDDD
yea and i wna thank all the members in getting thru this with me:
[tho none of dem reads this blog-.-]
jianzhi! yea without ur leading we probably died. thanks for like making sure we did our work and often did the 'clearing up' and stuffs. often make sure we get on to the track when we kinda sidetracked. as much as i said i hate ur 'yoZ' thing in msn cos it means i had to do PW, but i guess it would be weird now when theres no more yoZ! lol. and thanks for like letting me to vent my anger/frustration on you without retailiating. hahah.
nana! yea thanks for like luffing at my jokes when its not funny! and like thanks for doing so much work too! thanks for proving me wrong each time i tot we cudnt make it, thanks for adding so much more fun and joy in each boring PW meeting and stuffs. thanks for being so adorable! haha im really glad ure my PW member! (:
ngeekiang! haha! even tho u always said u were super lazy, but well PW showed that u werent! thanks for doing alot of work too even tho i know we all don like it. and even tho there may be some unpleasant moments during the course of work, but nvm its all over now! lets just hope we get the grades we deserve yea! ((:
yea alright. now back to chalet thing haha!
den some of us went to tampines mall to buy many stuffs!
charcoal plates food etc etc! 150 bucks in all! wow!
reached chalet around 3plus. settled down as boys played some frisbee/ball games
den girls just lazed around in the room.
ohh we have four rooms! cool right.
angie brought nail polish so we painted our nails!
nana painted for me, haha shes so good at it!
ohh and the boys also painted their nails too! lol gayyy.
den was some bbq with lotsa fun. anqing beany rae me played some truth or dare.
which was some retarded stuffs! thank goodness i dint gotten it. heh.
den i think i got high and started dancing around and playing ard.
haha super retarded! ohyea took a few pictures.
shall upload dem when i received de picts from nana/aq.
ohh den there are some stupid vids too.
one which jianzhi was hit by me. lol! and the other me and nana doing some exercise thing.
ohyea cheryl wasnt at the chalet cos she got some food poisoning. or at the first day at least.
alright den dad fetched me ard 9plus when some were playing twister haha.
2nd day! slacked at home. dint go for trg cos i was too tired.
but ran at my estate awhile den head for chalet.
this time met cheryl at tam mall before going. haha dats when i bought cookies!
i like tam mall alot. like woah so many nice shops!
sadly i stayed so frigging far away! if i stayed near tam mall
i would buy famous amos cookies like everyday. hahaha!
okay so we reached dere and den weisong ben cheryl and i played manjong!
my very first time playing manjong! boonkiat taught me.
wow its quite fun! BUT i dint even win a single round!
so much for 'beginners' luck' TSKTSK.
ohh den played some fighter game with zhong's XBOX!
hahahah i just anyhow spammed de buttons
so much so that zhong was afraid i would spoil his remote control LOL.
but ehhhh i can win leh! hahahahhahaha! so fun kicking and all.
den more of bbq and den like i dunno what exactly happened after i left
becos the guys came up with some retarded lcjz thing. zzz go figure.
anyway den de fun part! truth or dare!
and this time its like everyone play! haha except a few.
spin de bottle and all. haha de dares were effing funny/sick.
shant say who but i can say what right!
there were like kissing on de cheeks/kissing finger/dancing/nosetonose/
hahaha i gotten once for a dare! which im dared to be locked in a room for 10s.
dark room. quite scary if its alone! so they add on to a dare, include a guy! lol wth.
anyway glen got it. lol nvm my og mate! but he cudnt see me in de dark at all
he was like 'shit i cannot see anything' so i grabbed his arm and was like 'im here'
den both of us act retarded by purposely making stupid noises while de rest stood outside haha
ohyea den there were some other dares but i got dragged in!
like brent have to piggyback a girl and zzzzz some open numbers and i got it.
i was so afraid i would fall alright. thank goodness i dint.
oh and then jianzhi got a dare and beany omg beany!
she ah haha! so cheeky. they all lied to her dat
jianzhi dared de dancing thing of her and bk
when it was actually cheryl.
so she dared him
'i dare you to hug caijing for 5 seconds.'
omg dat was hell dots. but aye jianzhi was quite smart.
i was just standing there and his arms just go over me without touching me. yay!
den they were like not happy and wanted us to do the real hug.
but well of cos we dint! hahaha cos cannot waste time alr.
anyway this is just all for fun! tho alot scandals wor like ___ haha NVM.
den dad came at ard midnight so i went home!
was emo-ing at home but haha! yea thought alot of stuffs.
hmmms i guess i wont be thinking bout it anymore.
this time i will be free. free of this burden
i will no longer wait for something that will never come
but im going off to look for something that will.
because life goes on, and so am i.
ure part of a beautiful dream;
but its time for me to wake up.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
all the love in the world- the corrs.
I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...
(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world
I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...
(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world
Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...
(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)
I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...
(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world
I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...
(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world
Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...
(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)
a song that is so perfectly for me. lol.
alright, haven been updating these days. cos of PW! rahh.
and its not entirely over yet. still got to do i & r and den hand in tmr
and tata! off to class chalet for some fun! :D
sunday! went for some pw den off to meet nicyeo! haha.
his church frens were dere too. lol funny church frens.
den we went to find gift. and yea we made clay! super nice de product.
de receiver is how freaking lucky. (((:
speaking which, its nic's bdae today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN! hahahaha! :D
hahahah. yesterday was pw whole day again den went for trg?
trg was not bad, improved! but i felt like i dint push. err.
nvm thursday! means im not gg for chalet on thurs. aha. oops.
anyway not like i can stayover, mum doesnt seem too keen =/
today's OP! oral presntation. like omg i was nervous before dat.
but when we did the skit it kinda calmed me down.
and when its my turn, other den de starting which is abit weird
de rest was quite okay.
BUT! de q & a. tho i was fluent and seemed quite confident
but de answer is like not relevant to de qn la!
its like de qn is 'wads de criteria for a student leader to take on this role'
den i said what 'they will go thru strict interviews, probabtion period blah blah'
omg am i stupid or stupid?!
lol whatever, anyway cheryl's grp is not bad too.
and zhengya's answer for q & a freaking long lol
den later we discussed abit of i & r. [which i haven started at this pt of time, yawns.]
den took train home with keth!
and omg there was this weird person who was like standing in front of us
and he was like swinging himself so vigorously
we were like damn scared of him, and he looked like he was gg to pounce on me any moment -.-
so uhh keth was like blocking abit and all, in case he really did. -.-
haha thanks keth! (: and luckily de guy went off after a while.
okay yay can eat fried stuffs and all! don have to worry bout bad throat or sth!
wheee cookies anyone?
Sunday, November 05, 2006
haha hey all. i made a vid.was bored these days. den again i wanted to make this vid for some time.
cos life is vulnerable and we dunno when it is time to leave
so i tot this vid was uhh well, sth to leave behind?
dunno how to put it in words but yea you get what i mean.
hope its nice. (:
but if it isnt, lie to me that it is kay? hahahah.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VsOOqu30WkA
Saturday, November 04, 2006
out of sight, but definitely not out of mind.LOVELY 18TH AUDREY! :D
SWEET 17TH WANG GUAN! (:
PW dry run was okay! hahah dint expect the rating was quite lenient.
anyway better like go rehearse and prepare soon if not i die on tuesday!
life is gettin boring, but i really wna watch movies.
the prestige was good i heard. and i wna watch the guardian
and oh not forgetting step up! sighhh gimme money pls!
trg today i did really horrible. was like so tired i can just slp right in de forest.
then like some sleeping beauty! err whatever. sleeping beast more likely.
yea den went home to SLEEP lol. den uhh dance!
lol i must keep my posture! and stop looking at my feet! -.-
i think cos crosscountry you always look at the ground and run
den like abit hard to change. tskkk.
den went with shisi to join angie and peixuan for dinner!
hahaha den we shopped ard. anna sui is having some sale!
but still cos im broke. and i still need to get presents for agnes audd divya beany
gahhhhhhhh crap. and nicyeo's bdae is comin soon too. say whee. -.-
ohh and i bought this really lovely and sweet pink cherries hairclip!
it was said that a guy bought the cherries hairclip for the girl he loves
because the cherries on the hairclip means 'cherish' LOL!
hahah so sweet right! ((:
train ride home with angie and peixuan.
talked stuffs. emo stuffs.
sometimes if we can choose the things we want it to be, to choose who we love
maybe things wont hurt so much anymore
but if we can choose who to love
then it wont be true.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
kim tae hee and her [super hot] brother kim hyung soo/lee wan.
ahhh i want those genes too!!!
anyway pretty busy now, have pw OP dry run tmr. so needa prepare scripts and stuffs
anyway all de best to de pple taking As! (: audd! yanni wingyee cassandra nabil
and to all who are taking A level chinese tmr (:
yesterday was chem spa. which was horrible cos i got my ester part screwed up.
and darn it was in de mock spa lar. dot.
den later cheryl went for gym and den angie and i walked ard and all
hmm interersting stuffs happened. hahahaha.
den angie went for dance and cheryl came back den we went for run in gym lol
okayy gym was an interesting experience too. errr.
todays trg was horrible. i felt super tired and i was aching all over -.-
den pw to do scripts and rehearsal. haha quite fun!
anyway heres a song tt i think its nice! (:
"It Ends Tonight"
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Kim Tae Hee- one of the most beautiful woman ive ever seen.shes de girl from stairway to heaven + love story in harvard.
seriously her natural beauty is like so beyond perfection
i love her eyes!!! so sparkling so bright!
and her smile totally matches. everything is so perfect
and she has like 1000000 adverstisements
i shall post one that illustrates her beauty most.
alright damn shes so pretty im posting two.
they are short so wont waste ur time!
somemore so beautiful don come complain. lol.
seriously. if i have half of beauty i can just jump down the building alr.
speaking which, i just gotten de dance exam pictures from wanqi
but omg they pale so much in comparism in kim tae hee.
or rather, they are not even comparable! -sobs.
and gahh i got no photoshop now so i cant even do the least job of beautifying them
[click on pictures to enlarge]
wanqi`wanyu`fugly me -.-
shall post the rest of the pictures tmr or sth. im feeling inferior. -.-
oh and happy halloween all! tho i have to study for chem spa cries cries cries.
yes and next halloween i have to study for the As adsdsdjfh.
looks like my childhood dream of gg to halloween party will have to wait longer den.
Monday, October 30, 2006
i got my deathnote book finally! wheeee. =)
and i bought a cute deathnote keychain. haha im seriously mad.
and ohyes i read de whole manga yesterday. :D
yesterday & today = pw. ultimate sianness.
life seems boring! except well there's the chem spa skill A on wed.
which im not looking forward to obviously.
anyway today's the olevel hcl paper!
hahah hope those who did the paper did well. (:
esp baoo! haha she sure can do well, yay.
okay realise my posts are getting dry.
maybe i shall post some jc survival guide for de sec 4s soon. wahhaha.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
"Every Day I Love You"
I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you
i think i will melt if someone sing that to me lar. with nice voice of cos.
haha retarded. anyway todays dance lesson was great!
stayed back while this jap guy taught me de steps.
as in really really taught me. he is so perfectionist!
like this step the feet must face this way and move this way
i felt he was quite saddistic tho cos my feet hurt like mad
and he still so enthusiastically teaching me each and every exact perfect move
which is good! haha den i can dance with better moves.
my mp3 the screen spoilt! i cant see any words on it
so i have to like shuffle the songs blindly. lol!
ohyea aaron is cycling now. lol! his church has some overnight cycling thing
supp to go too with angie, but i dunno how to cycle! -cries.
nvm im gg to learn it soon during this holiday! -looks at cheryl.
btw pray that aaron will be safe cycling + don fall alseep! hahaha.
anyway on the train home today i really felt like fainting. gahh shit maybe im dying soon.
OHYES AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEANY you sweet and adorable girl (:
alot of things to say to you; but i dunno how.
this is all so tiring.
Friday, October 27, 2006
YOU STEALER RETURN THE BOOK ROARR. -.-okay i borrowed SAT book from a friend and i went for pe leaving my stuffs in de classroom
and asjhgdhdhdahdhf someone stole the SAT book
and i have absolutely no idea how to break this horrible news to my friend.
omg horrible stinky disgusting terrible malicious retarded fellow!
how honourable of you to steal a SAT book! like wheres ur integrity!
if i find you with the SAT book im so going to skin you alive. =.=
okay whatever enough ranting. made a report but i doubt getting the book back.
sighh aye. sighhh aye. sighhhhhhhhhh aye.
yesterday was quite a shit. felt quite lousy the whole day.
and cheryl felt lousy too cos _______. haha hope its okay now.
anyway! today. watched deathnote with cheryl!
and and and i bought that black top finally! last piece tho.
and its a bit bigger tho.
but its okay at the rate im eating i would be able to fit in no time. ha!
okay lar still can fit. i think. cos its super nice.
so uhh, deathnote! not too bad. a deathnote two coming up soon! wheee.
and im at chap 80/90 plus in de manga alr, finishing soon!
dinner was bad. and i don feel like saying it anymore.
anyway cheryl bought yamyam choc for me! im a happy girl.
but i would be happier if i drink oreo bubbletea from taka.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
last day, last chance, last glance.suiis dint make it yesterday due to pw and teaching her friend olevel maths.
hahaha if she dint want to teach her friend just to go out with me she wouldn be suiis.
so yea (: i read more of the manga yesterday! and i did some stuffs but i cant rmb what exactly.
anyway today! school is nonetheless boring.
but someone did sth _____ [ i dunno how to describe it] which made me kind of amused or rather happy or aiya dunno what. nvm scratch that.
after sch cheryl and i went to mac for a long run! haha quite fun. nice to run with someone, the road would feel shorter! :D
yea and when we reached school, it started to rain-heavily! are we lucky or what.
shawn was spotted by me lurking around in rjc.
like tsk tsk his own gf aka cheryl also dint notice him lurking around.
anyway so three of us stayed in school for awhile.
den off to meet suiis! hahas she was caught in the rain.
we ate at suntec the convention centre the laksa + prata! :DDD
it was like, relieving the cedarxc moments where a big grp of us ate laksa together.
omgg as we were like talking bout moments i suddenly got an urge to cry.
like, really really really really really miss those moments.
with us all eating together, szemin getting all my prawns.
suiis and me dancing and crazying during the oac night under the moonlight.
so many so many things. i want to go back! really i do. i don mind spending 10 years doing all these again. okay sounds weird but this is how much i miss cedar. cedarxcteam.
at least back then im a much happier person.
den we went to marina square! shop for clothes.
omgg theres this black top thats really nice but its like 33bucks! not enough. =(
im gonna save up and get there back soon, quick! de sale is like over soon.
suiis was eyeing a certain top too. hahah limited wants. zz.
talked alot stuffs and we took pictures! hahahahha but all very retarded.
den well have to go back soon cos suiis needa do her pw script.
ohh! i bought famous amos cookies! :D
hahah i must grab the opportunity when i see one shop right? right! :D
so there! im going to get sick again! [after you see de food i just ate.]
and it will be long till i see you again.
Monday, October 23, 2006
maybe we were on the wrong route all along;so lets get it right.
i bought a death note! :D
well not exactly. the notebooks are still out of stock
but ive reserved one, so yay!
will get one around thursday i guess. whee cant waittt.
school's getting boring. but got tutorials to do. which i doubt i would do also lol.
pe was fun tho. we played uhhh floorball!
nope de fun part wasnt playing with de other classes
after our lesson we played with the teachers!
me cheryl angierhan anqing belinda. lmao super fun.
and the teachers were how pro. we only scored one at the end with mrseah as the goalkeeper
lol we screamed like crazy when we scored dat one goal -.-
but nvrtheless fun! :D
and tmr theres no sch! say yay. haha probably gg vivo city tmr with suiis! :D
hahaha hope its not that crowded. but in any case if you do see me say hello! (:
& i feel like.. going to parties! like bdae parties or best HALLOWEEN PARTIES.
anyone nice pls hold one halloween party? its like my childhood dream to go to one.
pretty please?
Saturday, October 21, 2006
new blogskin layout! ((:haha i spent some time to find out the mistakes and editing some stuffs
and reading the deathnote manga, still a long way to go!
anyway lets hope i finish reading it before watching the movie.
but im like super super broke -.- still owe pple $ plus presents. sighh aye.
i hope someone read that. ahem.
okay anyway the blogskin uhh, the intro part is damn retarded.
i sound retarded thats what i meant. but aye lazy to edit much.
ohyes and click on the last * where i specifically select some of my past entries
where you can read! haha the first one [retarded videos] click that!
the videos are super funny. :D
anyway today!
trg in de morning, but saw the vj crossers after like so long
suihui pris pam szeling! hahah (: lunch at subway with de vj crossers together with nicole
nicole! all the best for ur Os alright! (: you can do it. yes top sports school. :D
den walked ard j8 with suiis. goshh been long since we talked!
talked quite alot, man i missed her like crazy.
and i told her bout cheryl dying to meet her and stuffs. LOL.
anyway suiis and i arranged to go out next week! like its a must lol.
we intend to go to the vivo city! hahas either on tuesday/wednesday/friday.
heard its quite good, haha anyway at least we get to explore!
cant wait! :D
okay tmr will be a boring day, gahh feel like going out! but lazy to ask pple -.-
okay dinnertime, my stomach's screaming.
omg the deathnote manga is super interesting!
haha i shall pause now and leave the rest to tmr to continue reading.
super interesting! hmmm. i like.
Friday, October 20, 2006
html still screwed. whatever. at least im gg somewhere tho.anyway gotta trg tmr so i will make this fast.
pw dry run today. ultimate sianness.
i almost died of boredom if not for the fact that my grp is de 2nd last one
[this means im using the time to prepare stuffs]
den again aye i bet my presentation bores other pple too so yea.
okay and we did skit. which we dint even prepare at all lol.
and i felt like a total idiot just doing my own actions and all.
esp cos i see mdm fadilah NOT PAYING ATTENTION. zzzz.
okay i got like a super free weekend! deepavali no dance. [but damn still got trg]
i need to like go out soon, watch movies and shop!
but im like b r o k e so it may be good i stay at home too
rot and die rot and die. whatever.
and hahahha i got my super super super belated and impromtu bdae present today! -.-
a pretty necklace! whee. haha thankyou you-know-who-you-are! (:
AND I STILL WANT TO WATCH DEATHNOTE. [hint hint roy.]
Thursday, October 19, 2006
! and how could i forget this! -.-bonvoyage angie! take care and enjoy your trip!
hahas she is flying off now to japan and will be there for a week
ahyes holiday with her family! im crazily envious.
don forget us when you meet hot hunks! like be sure to grab one for me yea. lol.
anyway i bet many of us will miss her presence but its okay she will be back!
happier and shinier! lol whatever.
and i still want to sleep.
i was typing an angst-y entry bout how pw made me lose my sleep and all
den i pressed backspace cos i figured it would still be the same.
training at gym today! it was like my first time using a threadmill. haha.
divya was amused at this fact,
like she said she had not heard a tracker not using a threadmill before.
okay pfffts fine. hahas but its okay i used it today!
at first i was like some retarded shit, holding the thing and ran like so scared fell off.
let go after that of cos, dowan look like a noob.
quite fun lar, tho i got quite dizzy after that. hur hur.
pw OP tmr and i have not even draft my script.
woolehh impromtu! which may be better tho. hahahaha since i talk no sense at all.
i want to sleep. zzz.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
omgg im so touched,thanks txa for burning so many so many songs for me! hahahs
i tot it was just mltr, but got click5, mcfly, evanescence wheee! :D
omgg thanks a million zillion william! hahahhahahas ((:
and also thanks to those who cheered me up yesterday
benny- for ur endless number of jokes
aaron- happy powerpoint! haha.
mok- for ur encouragement + ur mother fat joke!
flora, sara, roy- talking to me and cheering me up (:
yay for these nice people! (:
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
my results suck. the end.
Monday, October 16, 2006
im in such a terrible state now.went to school just to get my physics and maths papers
and tata went home after that becos i really felt so sick
dint even go for trg, which changed to rj gym! missed opportunity to slack -.-
in any case, my nose is blocked and if i tried to sniff
my head would feel sick like as if some chemical went in like that hurrr
and my throat is really sore, each cough felt like im coughing blood =.=
i want to get well quick!
esp since tmr im getting my other papers back, econs and likely chem.
i need that energy to overcome the sadness when i get my chem back.
speacking which, i got my physics and maths papers back!
not exactly good, but i don really have any thing much to complain bout
not when i was sleeping half of the day each day before each exam
C for physics and a B for maths.
if werent for my careless mistakes i would have gotten a A!
in any case im still relatively stupid becos there are like more den 10 pple in my class
who got frigging 90+ marks! what on earth is up in their brains.
and ohyes my teammate gotten a 90 in his physics. some genius.
but ahyes we shant compare, right right! :D
right now im hoping roy got his AAAA or his AAAB
[which actually, after seeing my results + some others, its highly likely for a genius like him]
then i can watch deathnote- for free! wheeeee.
and hopefully by then, i will be able to recover! nachos cheese yumyums.
anyway i uploaded some videos from princesshours.
different from the other vids you see on youtube cos this has the chinese translation thing
ohwels, enjoy! [and hopefully i wont get caught from uploadin this vids]
perhaps love-princess hours[without dialouge]
ni wo shi sa gua/stay.
perhaps love[with dialouge]
okay back to mourning in my bed. medicineeee! rahh.
send me get well soon cards! HA HA HA. i like cards. credit cards more. -.-
okay that was a joke. they say sick pple's jokes are not funny too.
so yea i just proven another theory.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
im like super super sick-.-yes my expression now is like that, small puffy eyes and a very bad nose
got like super bad flu. and sore throat. gosh i wish i can stop sneezing.
and somebody said sneezing = somebody thinking of you like HA HA HA.
and we are getting results tmr. i hope no one thinks my sneezing has got to do with anything.
okay and i tried to change my blogskin layout!
but the html is screwed. like my nose. gahhh whatever.
i wish my laptop dint crash on me a couple of weeks ago.
why is my life so retarded, having your laptop crashed just when you are about to
print your final final final pw report that fateful morning.
and i wouldnt even have to do the stupid html now,
i would alr have a nice layout! agdsahgdasgd.
okay they say sick pple grumble alot.
there i proved the theory.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
blog song: perhaps love from princess hours.i like the title of de song alot. and of cos the tune.
anyway, open house! fun. :D
we did a couple of dances, i danced with all de different pple!
first time with boonshing, den 2nd time with kethloo
den last 2 times with jerick [or how you spell tt] from council
hahahs jerick is really good. boonshing is not bad
kethloo can just bang his head into de wall lol. okayy joking.
and de ppg brought pple around, hahahs not bad
but dint get to drink water so i was pretty sick at de end of de day =(
saw some juniors! and brought some too. (:
hope they enjoyed de tour! tho i kinda suck at touring pple around lol.
anyway im like already very not feeling well
but cheryl and angie dragged me to play bball -.- with de bballers.
esther super pro! (: actually all de bballers are just pro.
im super redundant. like occupy space and snatching oxygen and all.
retarded, should not have went. whyyyyyyyyy.
anyway den later dinner with ppg + aaron.
ahhahahas all de jokes abit not funny. and angie could guess aaron's riddle. wow.
anyway we chatted till quite late den tata home.
todays trg nicole from sports school joined us! (:
hahahs pretty funny imagine her wearing sports school uniform for first three mths!
for those who nvr seen sports school uniform[for girls] its like this:
black polo tee den pair of skorts. or whatever you call that.
means its shorts, but in front look like skirt cos of the extra layer of cloth.
yea pretty cool and unique!
anyway de princess hours de female lead said sth that totally voiced what i felt.
like, totally.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
faint heart never won fair lady;a thousand taels cannot buy a second chance.
omgg blogger really takes ages to load.
anyway one word for befrienders dance: tramatised.
seriously i was like pissed off at everyone, even myself.
okay de pissed is just a minor part, tramatised is the word.
but thanks to benny! who saved my day. hero! haha. :D
whatever don care alr. tmr is the open house!
have to get to school early, some befrienders meeting
den tend xc booth from 10-12 with loong, yay fun! :D
den befrienders dance at 12. den start duties!
lets hope its fun tmr den. well it better be.
okay and i better start learning de dance steps later.
or well, invent my own steps den.
after de befrienders dance went to eat at town with angie and vic
where i saw hannkhee! hahahs he gave me a shock.
and i saw him again at de libary. lol
oh no we went to lib not to study, but to borrow fiction books!
i borrowed two. whee can spend my time tmr.
alright, de interesting thing bout today is my trg.
well why you may say, since trgs can never be interesting
not when you have been trg in crosscountry for like 5 years and all kinds of trgs
but today i ran with a 12 year old hahahhas.
rui yong's sister to be exact, who is on de waiting list to mgs.
mgs train with rjc thats why. anyway mrquek wanted me to pace her for her 4k
after her 4k den i do another round of 4k.
to pace! take care more likely. hahas.
she was really petite and like super shy. unlike ruiyong tsk tsk.
and to think i saw rui yong when i got out of rj hahas
during de first part of de run, she was coughing.
i was so afraid she would die on me. like seriously.
well i guess i could carry her back if she really did.
and running with someone so young is seriously hard work.
becos u need to ensure you doesnt die on her instead.
but in any case, once a psl always a psl!
and den she suddenly talked bout snakes as we went downslope
i was like 0.o hahahs. cos i never figure she would actually open her mouth to talk.
not to strangers like me anyway. but yea she did.
den thruout de rest of de run we chitchatted like some nuts.
hahahhahhahahahas gosh. and towards de end of de run
i was telling her not to talk in case coach sees us. -.-
what a good influence i am.
anyway before she left she went up to me and said with a cute voice
'thanks for running with me today'.
hahahs omgg! i was smiling to myself like nuts after that
den i ran into some spiderweb. wad the.
and some nj canoeist was hyperventilating badly and sent to hospital.
scary. hope shes well now.
and don go into macritchie toilet after seven
becos there are like several lizards on de ceiling so ready to pounce on you.
hahhas take a look at this, something bout roy!
click on picture for larger view:
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
im one of the honoured five chosen by roy heng cunning bear to do this super dunno what survey. or was it even called a survey.
after the 7th person i decided to include anybody. lol.
anyway here goes:
Name twenty people you can think of right now. Don't read the question(s)until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose five people to do this]
1. roy, the banana dancer.
2. cheryl
3. angie
4. divya
5. anqing
6. loong
7. belinda
8. baoyue
9. michh
10. suiis
11. farrell
12. ronghua
13. jie
14. xide
15. issac twin
16. desmond
17. manquan
18. benny
19. angierhan
20. rae
man coming up with 20names at one go is tough.
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How did you meet #17?
first few days thru my og mate in rj! he stays super near me so there.
What would you do if you didn't meet #4?
omggg life would be so sad! she brings joy and laughter to my life
What if #12 and #3 dated?
omg angie and ronghua! lol they know each other anyway.
Would #9 and #20?
would wad. michh and rae, yay great frens!
Describe #6.
loong. someone who nvr fails to bully/suan/laugh at me. whole day trying to scare me.
but without him, trg will be sian!
#11 attractive?
hahahs farrell. hmms hmmms. attractive to his fans!
Describe #10.
suiis. omgg shes like my idol. perfect, beautiful inside and out. (: im glad i met her in my life.
#15 family members?
ME! twins! :D
What would you do if #1 confesses to you that he likes you?
of cos he likes me wad. everyone likes me.
What language does #18 speak?
he doesnt speak, his body show the language! [he is a breakdancer, or brokendancer if he insists. :D]
Who is #12 going out with?
hahas ronghua! tell us. :D
how old is #19?
sixteen! cos her bdae in late nov. hahas.
When is the last time you spoke to #16?
today! he was iceskating with us too. classmate!
Who is #5's favourite band/singer?
hahas i think she likes de same kind of songs as me. realised today at the iceskating rink. :D
would you ever date #7?
belinda! but of course. :D
Would you ever date #4?
divya so hot of cos date lar.
Is #2 single?
you say leh. shes still out with her darling shawn now you say leh.
What's #13's last name?
hahas jie! full name: kenneth khing zhen ze. kkzz. hahahs!
Would you ever be in a relationship with #14?
xide!lol omgg i hope jie doesnt see this if not he starts teasin again.
School of #6?
RJC!
Where does #9 live?
somewhere in aijunied. (:
What's your fave thing about #8?
baoyue. everythingg! (: i love her to bits.
Have you seen #5 naked?
omggg wad a qn. anqing is only for her future husband! (:
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okay the pple to do this:
all de pple on de list who have blogs (:
alright i gotten my laptop back!
alot things to do, now that all my stuffs were gone.
send me nice songs! hahas. pictures-ohwels.
anyway im like photoshop-less too. no skin soon.
but de previous skin i wanted to make; the pictures were uploaded in photobucket
except the better version wasnt uploaded.
but nvm use de not so good version den.
shall do the html when im free. sighhhs redoing html! -.-
anyway. yesterday was befrienders dance.
missed it on monday so me and cheryl were partner-less.
this dance you need to have a partner of the opposite sex.
aye rj whole day dance all boys and girls dance. encourage relationship issit.
anyway i partnered samuel from trackandfield.
it was fun! and samuel is a not bad dancer.
and he was very nice about it whenever i stepped on his foot/scratched his fingers-.-
but in any case he is from morning shift and he alr has a partner
so i have to find someone else! sian
today. ice skating! hahahs fun.
im bascially a noob. like wont you be if the last time [and only time] you ice skated
was like freaking a year ago.
anyway anqing and rae were very nice and helped alot
esp anqing! yay thanks for all de various movements.
and we talked bout some stuffs hahas (:
anyway happy birthday jason! our another ct rep birthday.
i bet he muz be quite honoured to have a dedication at de ice skating rink
den i went home. after like abusing my darling feet.
den i went for a slow jog downstairs.
and omgg some 22 year old guy asked for my number while i was running.-.-
i looked de worst during running pls.
he wanted to find running friends dats what he said.
i said im 17 he was like 'so young?!'
okay lor i look like old hag when i running, happy
watch princess hours! nice drama serial gogogo watch!
on youtube/borrow vcd/ tuned in 7pm weekdays channel U
and de princess has my name! :D cool x 10000
but why she got a prince! wheres mine.
i bet he is dead somewhere. zz.
same name different lives. someone cry for me please.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
'love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
it always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.'
-1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Monday, October 09, 2006
someday we will know if love can move a mountainsomeday we will know why the sky is blue
i think im falling sick. i dunno, i hope not.
so im resting early tonight. yesteday was rushing chem hw so dint manage to slp early.
anyway yesterday's lunch was great! dad brought us to this sakura jap buffer restaurant
omgg de food are like how tasty. so much food to eat!
and i felt so fat after that. but okay thats besides the point, just go there eat!
den pw which we discussed abit and den i borrowed two books from de libary!
okayy i read dem yesterday, both. some reading marathon.
i like de second book! super cool. alright shall borrow more books.
other den doing stupid things in school theres isnt anything interesting.
trg was okay, but my improvement is like snail-ing. divya is improving way lot. good for her.
and i heard somethings from my teammate and like after much thought as i ran
i guess im letting go.
sometimes, if you grab someone's wrist too hard, you will only be hurting that person.
or if you are holding on to a hand that does not want to hold yours, you will fall.
simply said, by trying to grasp a happiness that does not belong to you, in the end,
you will be the one that is getting the biggest hurt.
life sucks, but what to do? i will still carry on with my life, like ive never met you.
and maybe in the end, i will be glad i choose this way.
on another note, im excited bout wednesday! class outing iceskating! WHEE.
who says you cant smile when the world is upside down?
someday we will know why i wasnt meant for you...
Saturday, October 07, 2006
haze haze go away! don come again!in case ure really stuck at home and have not look out of the window once,
or on the tv or listen to the radio
singapore is gettin de haze. like psi reachin 150.
the last time was seven years ago? woweewow.
anyway cant imagine seeing pple wearing face masks! lol
which is a good thing. eg late for school run away from tchrs they dunno who it is.
and also helps to save ur day by not lookin at the usual irritating faces. okay joking
but still i wouldnt wanna wear, we don need so many dentists!
trg in de morning, despite the haze.
i see no loong at trg, and yesterday he seemed eager to have trg cancelled due to haze lol.
anyway timing same as de other time, except divya was way in front.
lol but i quite contented alr, tho i still need to train hard!
after dat went for breakfast with divya tog with rh and other vj xc pple. lol fun.
rh takes every opportunity to suan divya. ha ha ha.
dance in de evening, now we are learnin rumba!
de pace much slower and all. oh and angie vic shisi joined too! hahas.
the class so much bigger. anyway i missed samba. nvm can dance durin free time.
den later dinner with shisi den chatted alot. hahas.
wanted to go home den farrell was in a nearby area and he hadnt eaten dinner
so i decided to be nice to accompany a sick and lonely fellow! <-just kidding. lol anyway nice to meet up and all. today like some meet up day! rh farrell shisi etc. :D
and niceness has its rewards! one particular sms totally makes my day.
was smiling like nuts on the train back home i hope no one sees it.
okay some indian guy did. and he laughed at me! pffts.
Friday, October 06, 2006
happy mooncake festival! :Dlol actually i don even know today is mooncake festival until yesterday
i don eat mooncakes anyway. and no more lanterns for 17years old.
btw my 16year old sis went to extract her tooth lol omgg
it was supp to fall out long ago; so there is a second one behind de falling one
looks quite weird; and she has been whining bout it ever since.
the befrienders thing ended so early today la. dot.
de dance thing is on monday and tuesday. lol okay.
just now my mum and my bro went to de nearby park for my bro to play lantern and all
promised my bro tat i would go down later to accompany him
hahas actually i was just joking, but den i decided to go down
he was so happy to see me! and my mum said
'just now he was sayin 'jiejie lie to me, don want come down' '
omgg thank goodness i came down! lol. he played until so happy
moral of the story: don lie to a child. lol
and my phone is like going to spoil anytime soon.
the screen often gets screwed up even i get goosebumps looking at it.
eeeeew.
weird to say this, but i cant wait to go to sch!
holidays are gettin boring. lol.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
ure my motivation ((:pw stuffs dint even get into my brains lar.wasnt even listening
after dat went to town with cheryl! to get stuffs for her ___
and ohhh den we watched stay alive lol omgg
nice movie. we freaked ourselves out.
den went for trg which i dint intend to go
but divya came! omggg talked so many stuffs!
all de way divya patience is a virtue! :DDD
and yes it applies to me too (:
anyway just wna thank her for pacing me thruout
i improved alot for tis trg! wheee
and not forgetting my motivation too! lol okay.
befrienders at 1.15pm tmr. cheryl is ponnin -.-
seeyou! tired.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
the result for my dance is out! :Di got 93 marks! upon 100! lol i dint expect tt
i wasnt expecting anything tho. merely hoping for a more den 80
so tada a pleasant surprise ((((:
thanks to everyone who prayed/wished me luck :D
anyway the movie just now was borringgg
but i had a good cry so there (:
now time to smile! i hope.
pw stuffs tmr at 830am! den some befrienders stuffs. i think. okay seeyou (:
been feeling real lousy these few days
its like i can watch a show with happy ending and i can still cry
and like talking to pple on msn i get emo and all
even dom had to resort to showing me shinchan [la bi xiao xin] vid
but thanks anyway. i like the vid.
anyway michh gotten detention today (lol) so yea we havin lunch another day
and today is a wednesday i feel like gg iceskating
but cheryl is out at wild wet with her shawn and i think angie is doin her stuffs
& most of de pple still havin promos & the person i wanted to ask would nvr say yes
if not im gg to rot myself at a nearby shoppin mall, watch a movie and cry my lungs out
or if you are nice to accompany this retarded girl to ice skate, call me.
byebye.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
ok fine im bloging.feel like neglecting this blog for good becos don really feel like typing my stuffs out
i dunno, or maybe cos my sis's laptop sucks so much
anyway my exam is pretty okay.
i was almost freaking out tho just before the dance
and cheryl and angie surprised me by coming!
they totally cheated me by sayin they had church lol
okay so yea. and my dance was like so longgg
as in you stop when the examiner pressed the bell
but mine was stopped after like so long? i freaking wanted to die
anyway after i got the vid from wanqi i will upload it yea
and the pictures too (:
after dat was movie with cheryl and angie
AND I HAVE NO COMMENTS ON WHAT HAPPENED DURING THE MOVIE AND AFTER THAT.
yesterday. first trg after like 10000 years.
okay wasnt very bad for first trg. need to train much harder.
den meet cheryl at tampines mall which is so freaking far from my house
but i went there anyway, feeling lousy so yea
den went to cut hair at kimage but ended up us in gettin retarded haircuts
cheryl was so sad she cried. i cant even be bothered
at most cut botak. den be nun lor. no difference.
oh den my dad was pissed at my lateness in reachin home
so he refused to let me to go out today
which is supp to be class outing but whatever.
cheryl decided to be nice and pay a visit! :D
lol we watched abit of magician of love
omggg its a freaking nice show must watch it!
i love de female lead lar, so pretty so nice!
i wish i can be like her. but OHWELLS.
anyway im like readin all my personal diaries of the past
like all the way from pri four to sec three?
crazy i sounded super naive back then in pri sch.
amazing how ive grown. the character i mean.
okayy meetin michh tmr for lunch! long time no see.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
hello all! :Dim gonna post a super long entry [or so i think]
before i go to put my dress , do my hair + put make up and stuffs!
ahhh cant believe im doing dance exam! lol
feel so different from running a race and all.
anyway pray that i will do well! and don fall down. lol
den later im meeting cheryl and angie to watch stay alive! im gna scream
anyway first thing first, to the impt pple in my life
happy birthday divya! (sept 22)
alright heres a summary of the exams i took:
gp: it was okay, the compre was hard tho, summary was nuts.
econs: im lucky! i dint noe i've to do TWO out of three qns so i only studied one topic in depth. thankfully that topic came out 2 questions!
maths: good game.
chem: byebye abcedes. hello u.
physics: WHY LIKE THAT!
okayy so im guessing im gna be future classmates of pple like hanwei. LOL.-.-
anyway after de physics paper cheryl angie and i went to town! yepp :D
shop ard for stuffs and ohyes we drank oreo bubble tea! yumyum
den ohyea we took neoprints! lol omggg.
the fun part was in decorating the neos. ohyea cant post it here cos im still using my sis laptop
im gg to send mine for repair tmr. and den i will give my whole blog an extreme makeover! :D
den angie needa see doctor so cheryl and i went to meet shawn who i think was super mean dat day
insensitive ____ & adsafdgafuas. period.
but well, maybe cos he was angry cheryl made him waited for 1.5hr
lol whatever, having boyfriend is such a chore! like one more mother.
oh yea we watced john tucker must die. lol hilarious!
john tucker is a popular dude in his school but he toys with girls' feelings
watch how the girls take their revenge but yet making him more popular!
ending wasnt as good tho. yea.
den i went to practise dance den joined dem + two other church frens of cheryl for dinner
yea den i went home to make xide's bdae present!
which i made until 3am. ha ha ha.
so yesterday i met jie in the morning to head to xide house for a surprise bdae visit!
hahah omg realised i can just take a bus to his house near my house. -.-
anyway he was still sleeping when we came! aha his maid let us in -.-
his house is very pretty and i like it not because its big 'like a mansion' <-stated by jie
but because its very heartwarming as there are photos along the walls of the staircase and in the rooms,
all the pictures of the whole family or the three brothers-all the range of pictures, when the bros are kids, when they are toddlers and when they are teenagers! cool x 10000
anyway xide was still sleepin in his room and we sneaked in
omggg his sleeping face was so funny and all i cudnt stop luffing
so jie took the job of waking him up by bouncing on his bed. -.-
xide opened his eyes saw us and muttered 'tell me im dreaming'
closed his eyes and opened again, jie said' we are still here'
ahahs den both of us sang happy birthday! hahahhaha
haha den i gave him the thing i made. hope he likes it!
lol saw his mum, a pretty and funny woman!
haha cool so we went up to the antic
where xide place his 8feet pool table!
omggg we played pool or rather i got trashed becos xide is like some pro.
obviously when you have your own pool table at home.
den also in de antic there is a bigggggg screen!
like omg and de speakers like hidden in de ceiling like tat
cos when play de radio and in de air-conned room playing pool
feeling super shiok, blasting the music. omggg i love dat room
den we three watched scary movie 4 in de antic ahahs omgg funny movie
ohh and there was this ultra big kangeroo in the antic!
taller and bigger den me! called russ. gotten from perth. lol i want!
ohh den lunchtime xide's other schoolmates came over for a surprise visit too! :D actually jie and i knew bout them coming cos one of de guys told jie
they brought cake! haha and a car plate dat wrote 'xide17' for xide. cool
xide's mum cooked pizza pasta and nuggets! yummy.
den de lunch was so funny just watchin jie + some ian guy bicker.
lol retarded. den some of us just slacked ard in xide's room and all.
okay i guess xide had a wonderful bdae yesterday! :D
okay sheesh 10am alr, gonna do my stuffs! seeyou (:
Sunday, September 24, 2006
warning: rants ahead;
my mp3 spoiled YET AGAIN
and to think my laptop is like crashedddd
means all my songs, dl-ed, received etc are all gonnnneeee
why why why! >:((
i want ipod i want ipod i want ipod
oh whatever not like my dad nor santa claus is reading this
&&&& why is promos starting TMR??!
& why am i feeling so melancholic yet typing a post full of angst
baa baa black sheep.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
this song is dedicated to all the important pple in my life
who never fail to be there whenever i need them =)
*-my family, cheryl, baoo, angie, michh, suiis, liwen, divya, sara, jie, xide, ronghua, farrell
& many others who have made an impact in my life along the way
[haha apart from cheryl and angie, all these pple are those ive known for at least 3 years, with liwen the longest, 8years:D]
because you live- jesse mccartney
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live
who never fail to be there whenever i need them =)
*-my family, cheryl, baoo, angie, michh, suiis, liwen, divya, sara, jie, xide, ronghua, farrell
& many others who have made an impact in my life along the way
[haha apart from cheryl and angie, all these pple are those ive known for at least 3 years, with liwen the longest, 8years:D]
because you live- jesse mccartney
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live
dedicate this to ur loved ones too; show 'em how important they are to you (:
hey all. bad news
my laptop crashed, just when i was bout to print my pw wr on monday mornin.
=((((((((
and yea it drove my pw members crazy, sorry yea.
anyway problem was finally solved in the end.
not my laptop tho. =( all the stuffs are gone
even my new blogskin html. ouchhhh.
im using my sis laptop which is kinda crappy so im not using it for long either
all the best for promos/exams yea, i will be back, somehow someday. =)
Saturday, September 16, 2006
super duper old song; super duper old video.
don think many of you would like this kind of song
but i put it up cos at the time when she left i was listening to this song
and now im listening to it again.
warning: very very melancholic. i think its de song dat can make me cry
esp when im listening to it and thinkin of stuffs.
okay i noe im not supp to be bloggin and start studyin
but since i found de vid why not put it up?
dance later, guess its de only thing i ever look forward to now.
besides post promos, of course.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
'by understanding death do we appreciate life'life has its unpredictabilites.
today has brought back alot of memories to me
& it opened old wounds tt still do hurt, somehow somewhat.
one guy in my school passed away yesterday.
spectulation was tt he killed himself.
but as cheryl and i walked to the classroom with like 2 tchrs & all in each classroom,
i have this really bad feeling.
its almost as if history is repeating itself
den when ms ng started 'we have a tragic news'
its almost as if i can just continue the sentence for her
the same exact words, tho different times, venues, different persons,
its as if the words of 2004 spoken on 11feb were breathing to me at tt moment
too much to remember. & to think i was thinking of her yesterday.
if she dint leave, she is probably in a good jc now.
maybe we would not talk so much now,
but it would be so much better dat way
rather den having it this way and kept thinking of 'what could have been'
when she left i regretted many things
what i could have done and what i could not have done
what i should not have done and what i should have done
there were still many memories of her that are still intact in my mind
& i believe no matter where she is right now
there are still many people here who still do care for her & who do still love her
& would do anything to bring her back.
anyway, i went to search my very old blog entry in my oldoldold blog:
dint noe i typed like that in sec three anyway, so weird. -.-
17february2004
To a fren out there:
hopin this letter never too late..
yet still hope it reaches yu..
to say
we'll miss yu.
as we heard de news in shock,
shreds of memories came back flashin into my mind
its amazin i've known yu for so long
for as long as it stretches to 8years,this yr de 9th
as for how we know each other,guess yu noe it best,
as we lived 2 blocks from each other
and took de same sch bus.
our parents would always brought us to this bus-stop,
and would chatter along as both of us gazed at each other with de most innocent minds
den as de years go on as we spent in de same ole school bus
i would awaez remember yu as de obedient gal with veri smart siblings
den as we went to de same sec sch..
and even de same class
guess as fate should have it,
our friendship soon begun.
yu sit jus right in front of me in de sch parade square
and we awaez like to chatter the assembly away
and recess times were spent together with a few good others..
times i wont forget.
times i will remember awaes
i'll awaez remember..
de way yu talk,yu laugh,yu walk..
the way yu like to clap your hand when yu laugh..
the way yu like to slanted to one side as yu walk
will remember
how we used to talk durin assembly in de mornin
how i liked to purposely pull out your shirt as it was on de verge of fallin out..
how we liked to compare marks with me, jokinthat i would feel happier when i knew yours..
yet yu..never complain.
will remember the veri first neoprint card i took..was took with yu.
as yu brought me to plaza singapura..
and took poker-card-size pict with me
a pity i lost them in a wallet..
and yu too.
will remember
de nonsense i said in class discussions
n yu made a real funny n dumb poem to make me shuddup
and yu laugh it off
will remember
when i disclosed how de dumb track meet pple messed up my name
from de veri day onwards,yu would call me 'Jina' and laughed like crazy
will remember
how i would like to take your wallet and look at your millions of neoprints
will remember
how we laughed dat we both had de same future ambition
and dat perhaps in de future we cud meet each other in de same line
will remember
de veri note yu left in my autograph
especially de last line
"dont yu ever dare to forget me"
i will remember them, always, close to my heart.
i dunno why yu chose to leave,but whatever yu do,i hope yu r happy.
i shall be strong for yu,
becos yu awaez bring us laughter n more laughter..
and it will awaez..stay in that way.
yu onli make us smile,laugh,and not cry.
that's yu.made yu unique.
fate has made us friends this life,
and i glad that it is so to be.
n may in our next lives,
we'll meet again..
and carry on this everlastin friendship.
love yu.
___________________
& this song i will dedicate to her, to the rj guy, to his friends & family
& to us, who still missed her dearly.
There You'll Be-faith hill
When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
[Repeat chorus]
'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always
[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
There you'll be
Sunday, September 10, 2006
THIS BLOG WILL ONLY BE UPDATED WEEKLY
UNTIL SEPTEMBER 29TH.
UNTIL SEPTEMBER 29TH.
do come back often to check for updates tho! :D
i made a new blogskin, very tempted to change it
cos i really like it :DD but uhhh well we all shall wait till sept 29th!
tts when my exams end by the way. hahas. de academic ones i mean.
my schedule will be put up later in de post,
so yea at least u noe im still breathing somewhere.
do sign my guestbook yea don let it collect dust! :D
exam class today learnt all de steps alr
so yea next week is just practise and den poof exam! =/
i think i will die of nervousness dat day lol
& i shudnt complain cos some girl is taking THREE dances. madd
ohhh! and wanqi wanyu & me wna take rumba latin after de exams
haahas its damn nice, romantic kinda.
the sisters gna brg along their boyfriends to be their dance partners
hmmm i shall bring... myself.
well if ure interested in learning rumba [or for de fun of it]
& if ure a guy and ure my friend do tell me yea hahahahahs.
definition of 'friend' pls read up dictionary.com
okayy i was kidding bout the above part.
but if you wna learn find a partner den tell me i help you sign up? (:
hahas aye okayy dats if de class commences first
instructor felix needa check his schedule.
school's tmr! i don wna go back sch. rubbish like who want.
all de best to all who are taking olevel prelims!
& well all who are taking whatever tests + stuffs.
okayy if ure feeling stressed & all ive one pic for you:
my bro doing children rock climbing. tata see his determination!
if he can do it so can you!
byebye.
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my retarded week three of term four:
25th Sept Monday
exam: GP promos
time: 8.15am-11.45am
26th Sept Tuesday
exam: Econs Promos
time: 8.15am-11.05am
27th Sept Wednesday
exam: Maths Promos
time: 8.15-11.15am
28th Sept Thursday
exam: Chem Promos
time: 8.15-11.15am
29th Sept Friday
exam: Physics Promos
time: 8.15-10.54am
1st Oct Sunday
exam: Samba latin medal exam
time: 2.00-6.00pm
25th Sept Monday
exam: GP promos
time: 8.15am-11.45am
26th Sept Tuesday
exam: Econs Promos
time: 8.15am-11.05am
27th Sept Wednesday
exam: Maths Promos
time: 8.15-11.15am
28th Sept Thursday
exam: Chem Promos
time: 8.15-11.15am
29th Sept Friday
exam: Physics Promos
time: 8.15-10.54am
1st Oct Sunday
exam: Samba latin medal exam
time: 2.00-6.00pm
do support me on sunday! :D or pray for me at least.
okayy tata enjoy school! -.-
Saturday, September 09, 2006
no one ever cause my heart to beat faster and slower at the same time;but you did each time you passed me by.
i think im such a retard
both me and cheryl were being random in sch yest
and start cutting our fringes in the toilet? madd.
i think i screwed mine up. whatever. maybe i will tie my fringe up! haha.
ohyea and both me and cheryl played this hellopanda game
which meiqi told us when she crashed rj the other time
basically buy the new sports version and
there are printings of hellopanda doing various kinds of sports:
rollerblading, skating, running, canoeing, volleyball, basketball,
soccer, badminton, table tennis, tennis, hockey etc.
hahahs and the game is like the number __th (u decide)
will be ur bf future to be! ahyes damn retarded de game.
but fun wad, cannot issit. -.-
actually all cheryl need to get is from canoeing lar [shawn]
hahahahs and okayyy mine was super damn fated
i got _____ not once but twice, consecutively. woweewow.
so i took a pic of it with wanting's phone. thanks! :D
happy girl in self-denial. zz.
okayyy i got like physics spa and h3 maths test on mon & tue.
byebyebyebye.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
even when there is someone who has hurt you in any way;smile for those who care. (:
hahas okay real tired from a long day of crap
so i will try to make this short.
out with cheryl and angie today at orchard libary.
okay more den 3/4 of de time we were talking rather den studying hahahahs
hahas anne and wg were there too! (: cool.
anyway i highly recommend the oreo bubble tea from taka!
its 3bucks per cup, but but but its a very well deserved treat.
its like super heavenly lar, i actually bought TWO ahahhahs omg.
beany will loveeeee this for sure! heh.
& cheryl and i bought real pretty handmade flower ear stuts!
big and pretty, look so hawaii! hahas i don care im wearing dat to sch.
so happy! i loveeeee de ear stuts i cant help staring at dem <33
ohyea den cheryl went to fetch shawn from his scubadiving trip
while angie and i stayed and talked. alot.
bout alot stuffs. bout mean ___ & changed ___.
so sad how pple can change so fast! sighhaye.
anyway its like super a heart to heart talk. (:
den shawn came with cheryl and we went to catch the host movie!
omgg its SUPER DUPER NICE MOVIE u just got to watch it
yea don just mugg ur entire holiday away like some PPLE -looks at roy
just take one morning/aftn/night off to rest
catch this movie urself/family/frens, cos its darn nice! (:
its quite a big hit in korea ((:
so wads de movie bout? hahas im lazy to describe so i went to check out on de net
for info+ some pictures! so there:
'HGang-du (Song Kang-ho) works at a food-stand on the banks of the Han River. Dozing on the job, he is awakened by his daughter, Hyun-seo (Ah-sung Ko), who is angry with him for missing a teacher-parent meeting at school. As Gang-du walks out to the riverbank with a delivery, he notices that a large crowd of people has gathered, taking pictures and talking about something hanging from the Han River Bridge. The otherwise idyllic landscape turns suddenly to bedlam when a terrifying creature climbs up onto the riverbank and begins to crush and eat people. Gang-du and his daughter run for their lives but suddenly the thing grabs Hyun-seo and disappears back into the river. The government announces that the thing apparently is the Host of an unidentified virus. Having feared the worst, Gang-du receives a phone call from his daughter who is frightened, but very much alive. Gang-du makes plans to infiltrate the forbidden zone near the Han River to rescue his daughter from the clutches of the horrifying Host...'
okay pfffts found de trailer. better. hahaha so there go see!
okay the 2nd vid is not the trailer but a nicer one, can see de monstor better:
yea its darn nice! very funny, horrifying and saddening all together in a film.
you wont want to miss it (: hahas okay i shall credit cheryl cos she suggested seeing it!
lol. den went home with angie while cheryl and shawn had their personal night out (lol)
have another heart to heart talk with angie! hahahahs
talked bout there are still many pple who care (:
[tt explains de quote above]
ohyea she is at meiqi's house now, cool! yea enjoy ya.
okay im supp to do pw now i guess. haha i suck.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
tuesday + holiday = great day for gelare!:DDD yumms ate waffle icecream! with bao at gelare. yummsyumms.
anyway speaking which, promised her this thailand trip entry.
hahas yes im gna rewinddddddd >>>>>>
she was talkin bout this junior who wna exchange keychains for
the tshirts de subanburi sports sch [a sports sch in thai] made
in exchange with the cedar trackers.
so yea unwritten rule of exchangin stuffs bet counterparts
apparently de junior wna 2 shirts. but keychains like abit not good.
den i rmbed this:
HOW I GOT 2 SHIRTS WITHOUT GIVING ANYTHING:
u see im a lazy girl; while all de trackers were busy shoppin to get stuffs
for the future thai counterparts they would be meeting
there i was, slack and yawn my life thruout until when i boarded de plane
den to my horror[<- okay exaggeration], i din get anything.
so yea. whatever damn long i shall cut short. [i mean de entry]
okay so yea some thai counterparts were nice. we trained tog on de same track.
so yea some of dem cant pronounce my name but yea its okay.
hmmmmmmmms so one trg i was stretching my leg at de staircase
there came 2 thai guys who walked past and uhh one of dem turned in my direction and smiled
well being de nice person i was, am and always be, i smiled back
den uhh he asked for name, of cos normal lar. dat time everyone is askin everyone's name.
okay yea. so nothing.
but BUT BUT BUT i dunno how come on de last 2nd day,
when we had friendly comp with de thai pple
which i got owned, like obviously
but its like i got alot of thai pple calling my name and all? like wth?
apparently they were calling me and asked me to look at some guy
yes dat guy i mentioned earlier. yahh i was like ignoring.
okay den uhhh when we are all about to take a grp pic
here came the guy and a girl
the girl talked to me, with de guy just nodding and lookin at me
'ohh this shirt is for you.'
i was like 0.0 okay i dint expect dat. okay quite happy lar got free shirt,
somemore white colour! whooo i love white shirts.
okay so yea i thanked dem and was bout to leave where de girl was like
'w..wait! uhh. in exchange for ur hair band.' she pointed at my hairband.
i was like LOL. that wasnt mine, that was suihui's! omggg.
hahas so yea i told dem it was my fren's one and she was like oookayy.
and de guy looked disappointed. LMAO. hairband, for wad?!
to wear? im sure. to break? more likely.
anyway! so then we took de pic, den de guy dunno pop up from where
den i tell u, i was damn deeply tramatised.
seriously, no one has tried to stand so close to me before i think i cudn breathe.
and like i was supp to smile at de cam. like HOW HOW HOW.
okay i was really get-me-out-of-here, but yea pictures seem to take an eternity.
okay now the climax;
when pictures were done, apparently alot pple were still dere
den de guy's frens pushed him towards me and like
uhh he asked for a handshake.
i obliged lar, like no harm. so yea i shook his hand,
and AT THIS TIME I DUNNO WHY
SO MANY CEDAR TRACKERS CROWD OVER
and at this time with him STILL HOLDING MY HAND
he blurted out 'i love you'
dhsguaihdfiughdisojadihfvdijwsfvghdejdhbfvjdhvfbdjsklhfbds.
and all de other cedarians instead of pulling me away from this hell
all cheered whooooo and all. darn.
okay i just like dere luffed to hide embarrassment
den tried to get out of dere in de quickest possible time
so much so that i left my water bottle behind[sorry no cinderella story]
and HAVE TO WASH THE TOILET as a punishment from tchr -________-
WHY MY LIFE SO SUAY.
okay whatever. at least i got a free shirt.
anyway de guy got his deserving jack when we were bidding our farewell
he wanted to help me carry my SUPER HEAVY luggage down de long flight of stairs
i gave a cold 'NO NEED' and just carried de damn thing down. myself. retarded.
okay now de 2nd shirt:
it was from this girl nim! =D
shes such a sweet girl! she gave me even tho she knew i have nothing to exchange for!
and she was kind of a counterpart of both me and suiis, yea
so like when we are bout to leave de three of us took pic tog
and den later she cried! =( so sad.
i think shes damn nice lar. ahhas. i rmbed when suiis asked for her name
she said 'nim' den suiis asked again and again and she kept sayin 'nim'
lol retarded, cos suiis tot she said 'name?' HAHHAS.
okay that was secthree thai trip
sadly dint go to thai in sec4!
if we did, i would gotten something real nice, like a plushy toy for nim.
wonder hows she doing now!
aye baoo they all so lucky went there this year! hahahs.
okayyy long entry! i bet not many reads it but haha not meant for ur eyes anyway.
there u go baoo! hahahs.
okay tmr studying at orchard libary with cheryl and angie! bb.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
http://stinkandspill.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=246calling all cedarians/excedarians/pple who like cedarians!
yea click the above link to vote cedar as the coolest uniform! :D
its leading by the way. hahas.
oh yea and de pic they provided, lol im inside, no?
cos thats de psl board picture! hahas don try to find me
cos i got a hard time finding myself too. lol
but i rmbed i stood somewhere inside, aye whatever.
anyway i got my right ear pierced again.
cos the hole closed and yea i pierced again.
the feeling was adgjafffafhdhfjshfjhfd.
and it still hurts alottttttttttttt occasionally. awwww.
ohh and i gotten this off-shoulder top at a sale price of 6bucks! :D cool right.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
oh yes this is my favourite samba song (:
hahas managed to find it on the net
yay can practise my dance at home with this song
its around the same one as the cd in the dance studio
nice right. hahas. the other samba songs are fast too
but this one has de romantic feeling inside
anyway im like using tissues alr =( stupid nose.
okay im very tired now. shall sleep,tmr morning still got exam class!
Friday, September 01, 2006
waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought; useless and disappointing.im falling sick =(
running a fever. flu and a bad sore throat.
gahh i hate falling sick.
thanks to de blogskinners who advised many stuffs
tho ben's one was quite rubbish: eat b&j icecream.
i need to rest.
maybe when i say goodbye; maybe its my turn to fly.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
they say to turn the time back and choose another routelife would be different; but i would never meet you.
wahh ben made a blogskin damn cute lar. got sotd.
damn nice shud go check out his skin esp if u like mrbrown!
[hmms i alr know who does. lol.]
click on illusionation.
anyway uhh yesterday was kinda sick and tired
so dint blog. thanks to anqing for lending me ur shoulder to lie/sleep on during the seminar!
hahahas. so sweet of her. i think my head was slipping off her shoulder many times
and she moved my head back. LOL!
ohh and thanks shawn for trying to help to accompany me to get blue slip (:
but no thanks to somebody who refused to believe i was sick. gahh retard.
anyway den went for singapore dreaming premiere with mum sis and bro
together with de cast and crew + director of golden village + reporters + dunnowho.
i think its weird watching a movie with de characters in de SAME THEATRE as you
like uhm. i dunno. you go then you will know lar.
i was trying hard not to look too bored in case it offend some people.
ohh and one rj arts class was there too! lol their learning journey?
cos their teacher knew one of de reporters so yea.
anyway i think de movie was just uhm okay, perhaps its not my type.
but de arts class people think its nice.. so i dunno.
den got some reception with de cast and all. pretty cool like all de high class pple.
then got wine! red white and all. wth i feel like taking it and drink and go crazy.
but no you drown your sorrows like that. you cant be drunk your entire life.
today. teachers day celeb! ahas.
im glad i came. cos its fun! first time rj celeb is fun.
the vid was a super theme and its super funny. lol.
and i like de magician show. he threw poker cards damn far can
one of dem hit beany den they passed ard den i took it LOL.
its a hearts card and de picture behind its like some sort of angelic cupid thing
it super feel and look like those old kind black magic!
like some love charm LMAO. so i kept it tada!
and de dances by tchrs were real funny. ahhas mrjarrodlee was hilarious.
and he acted for sth in which he later sang. then we gave standing ovation hahas
i think he got fans liao. z not us. but i heard some girls talkin bout him.
we got presents for de tchrs i hope they like it.
andisawyoumanytimestodayyayhappy.buticantjustseemtosayhilarokisuck.
okay den me and yanyi went to get flowers and went down to cedar! (:
seen quite a few tchrs. ohman mschng cannot rmb my name! sad =(
she said she rmbed me but not my name lol.
but den later she also don rmb clearly minghui and suchen's one. lol
only rmb chemical elements names only tsktsk.
saw msthang! mrtay! mdmlam! han lao shi!
and saw many other excedarians. cool so many things have changed.
but dint get to go out with dem lar quite sad. nvm after promos.
and today michh knocked into my drink which spilled on her LOL
so not surprising, which reminded me how tt time she spilled her rice on me.
some things just nvr change lol.
and then chatted with yanyi bout lots of stuffs. hmms.
okay now that holidays have come and promos are like NEARING
its time to hit the new but really dusty books.
maybe i shud stop blogging alr. hahahs.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
because the whole life ive been waiting for is someone like you, like you.-.- cheryl ah.
she dint even inform me she wasnt comin to school
and i waited for her until like -.- 7.41am
when school supp to start at 745. ahdhsad.
and i was freaking at de mrt station junction there.
james was there urging me to stop waiting and start running.
relented and ran with him like mad.
and like. my hair was not tied. and i walked in like an idiot in front of everyone
looking shagged, messy and all.
wow its as good as walking into de school canteen with ur facial cream still on.
-strangles cheryl-
okay apparently she was sick and she knocked out before telling me.
anyway i also looked stoopid infront of pple anyway.
not like it made any difference right? right.
okay so uhh cheryl get well soon!
meiqi[angie's best friend] crashed rj today!
ahahs we had a great time. sadly cheryl not here.
omgg we were like cam-whoring. shall upload pics soon if ive de time.
hahas if her appeal to rj was successful dat time it would be a foursome lar!
den we wont be ppg we will be uhm, happyfour? lol i dunno.
but still its a fun day. andi,orratherqi,didsthbold.ohnoidamnscaredwadifwadif.ohwels.
after school some of us went to get stuffs for our teachers.
ahahs quite retarded some of de gifts.
ohh den i went to de lifebookshop. and got myself one christian cd. (:
nice! i love de songs. have been so busy that i dint even have time for God. i suck.
i guess i chose to step in the bookshop cos it always made me felt so at ease and at peace
esp since now im feeling so.. lost. and sad, and all.
okay pw due tmr. sucks. i cant even get anything into my brain.
theres a anti-pw petiton? u can go check my class blog.
but aye vote for wad. not like i vote alr it will affect me in any way.
sheesh off to pw. i try to think of sth. maybe sleep or sth den do.
Monday, August 28, 2006
love is. seeing things that people dont.i dunno. i seem to be crazier over you day by day.
long boring day. life nvr gets interesting when it is nearing exams.
and my physics mock spa today. oh my holy goodness its super hard.
did real badly for it. sighayeaye.
and den pw stuffs which i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
its like neverending ehh? i don even feel like going to school sian.
but. you are the reason i go to school for.
anyway have a old song here. but a nice song! enjoy. (:
sometimes-britney spears
You tell me youre in love with me
That you cant take your pretty eyes away from me
Its not that I dont want to stay
But everytime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Because it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
Theres things about me you just have to know
Sometimes I run sometimes I hide
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
I dont wanna be so shy, uh-uh
Everytime I am alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You see that, youre the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
Theres things about me, you just have to know
Sometimes I run (sometimes) sometimes I hide
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time
Just hang around and youll see
Theres nowhere ill ever be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you
Oh, yeah
Sometimes I run (sometimes) sometimes I hide
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight (hold ya tight)
Treat you right, be with you day and night (day and night)
Sometimes I run sometimes I hide (sometimes)
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night (day and night)
All I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time
You tell me youre in love with me
That you cant take your pretty eyes away from me
Its not that I dont want to stay
But everytime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Because it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
Theres things about me you just have to know
Sometimes I run sometimes I hide
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
I dont wanna be so shy, uh-uh
Everytime I am alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You see that, youre the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
Theres things about me, you just have to know
Sometimes I run (sometimes) sometimes I hide
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time
Just hang around and youll see
Theres nowhere ill ever be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you
Oh, yeah
Sometimes I run (sometimes) sometimes I hide
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight (hold ya tight)
Treat you right, be with you day and night (day and night)
Sometimes I run sometimes I hide (sometimes)
Sometimes Im scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night (day and night)
All I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time
because. that was wad i hope ure thinking.
lol WG showed me this vid! damn funny omg.
and HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BEN! ((: have a great day ahead.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
hahahs im sucha happy girl today! (:because i finally meet jie today after so long.
hahas busy and all. track and stuffs
finally jie me loong xide went to study tog today.
loong only came in de afternoon.
so three of us were studyin at national libary.
hahas i hate the librarian. oh man she is so particular.
din allow me to brg in markers. like i would be so chilish to draw on de books. -.-
hahas okay she was doing her job.
anyway it was fun. hahas jie being usual self, crappy and all.
but i really miss those craps. those stupid jokes.
ahhas got loads of jokes! shall tell some of u in school tmr. (:
and xide was darn nice. cos my bag was super heavy so he offered to carry it for me!
despite it being look gayish on him and all.
he dint just hold it like some pple did as tho they are forced to
but he carried as if it dint matter to him how pple would think of him.
and for that, i am really touched. (: thanks xide for being so sweet! ((:
anyway loong came and jie and loong talked so much until i cant concentrate -.-
so i sat somewhere else tryin to read.
but then xide needed help with his econs databases so i went to help him
and jie and loong made up some super crap for our disappearance _|_
ohh and yea den later dinner. more jokes. more crap.
hahas we luffed like mad.
then took bus home with jie! hahas talked alot alot. (:
thanks jie for making me feel so much better bout ____ (:
and kind of making me confused too LOL. nvrtheless thanks :D
and so today i went home happily. despite not doing much work.
because they [jie and xide] have been with me for so long. years.
and yet they nvr fail to make my day (:
and sth else to be happy bout! hahas apparently i submitted this skin [my blog one]
and it gotten into top 15 rated! yay thanks everyone.
im alr contented. it probably get rated low and got off de list but im still very contented alr.
look upon things in a happier light and u would realise how great things can be.
hmms. (: okay and szehoe and wangguan: don quarrel alr okay. (:
Saturday, August 26, 2006
okay dunno wads up with me today.wasted my day; dint do much studying
and i kind of lost focus in today's dance class.
its like i actually forgot my step at that point of time -.-
anyway hahas de new steps learnt today;
instructor felix made me hold an umbrella in a horizontal direction
so dat my hands would be in front and straight and all
lol -.- kind of reminded me of mr tay making me holding leaves when i run
.... i miss mrtay. i miss cedar xcty. i miss running, running well.
its like my stamina is so adhgagdjufgf now.
mrtay used to tell me that if i believe in myself i will make it great
he said it was always my mind that is stopping me from great things
because i never choose to believe in myself.
even before every race, i would even imagine myself having stitches/ran badly
anyway come to think of it, i hate the feeling before a race.
like. sucks alot. and xcty races suck more cos ure in a big crowd
and everyone is like squeezing you like mad
like all rushing for some sg sale like tt.
except dat we are chionging to be uhhh. champs.
and we don sprint like hell all de way. but of cos there are always exceptions
like mad runners yvonne and khaileng. that one damn imba
but in any case i rmbed one race just few days before valentine's
i was trampled on at de start of de race
cos when de horn sounded everyone rushed forward
and someone behind fell on me causing me to fall
and den later some others fell on her who fell on me.
and someone stepped on my hand.
and i got out of de mess and continued running. lol wth.
but den my knee had this really deep cut and it couldn stop bleedin.
even the marshall asked me if i would like to stop.
but i shook my head and continued. well i finished de race
but when my seniors tried to clean de wound with my teammates surroundin me
i cried =X. hahahs okay tt was in sec three.
and de stupid thing was i still went for trg with a bandage!
den i ran during trg den somehow de bandage fell off
and i stupidly FELL AGAIN [this is such a n00b right]
luckily one of my teammate was there with me
so yea obviously de wound got cut again and it bled even more profusely-.-
even maris stella pple at de other side of de bus stop were looking. -.-
hahahs den i couldn walk properly. and my fren couldnt carry me back
[it was effing far from de school, we ran quite a distance.]
and so uhh, den with my bleeding leg, it attracted attention from this passerby
in this case it was a guy in a red car. who decided to be helpful and drove us back to school
den hahas i rmbed some of de students carried me like some queen like tt.
den after dat im demoted to some servant again
as i went thru de hell of cleaning de wound again -.-
aye anyway if you want to check, the scar on my right knee. its still there.
hahahs those were de days. lol nuts.
next time i shall relate to you more of my cedar times. this entry's getting long -.-
anyway they said later on 1230 am you would see mars as 2nd moon
but but i went to check and there wasnt even a moon in sight
sighh aye but i shall go down to check later.
it better have if not i wasted my smses + time!
speaking which, i would like to advise
all whose blogs are friendster blogs
pls off that thing dat auto send EVERYONE on ur contact list
tt you updated ur blog. cos its like jamming up pple's inboxes
and it gets irritating after seeing so many of 'XXX has updated her friendster blog...'
like -.- i think it reflects badly on the person. like being desperate and all.
hahas okay crapping too much. maybe i shud start running soon.
fats are accumulating in me -.-
ohyea and my first exam dance class starts tmr at 10am.
[edited]
!!!! there was no moon! not even a star in sight
omg i feel like kicking the msg starter to the grave now
and i ran before stopping to see de moon.
ahhas. mad right. ran at 12midnight -.-
lucky my dad wasnt one of those drivers driving de cars past me
i cant possibly tell him
'im out so late to see a non existant moon' right.
Friday, August 25, 2006
because two parallel lines will never meet.nothing much; except today was really rushed.
like usu fridays, for my class end at 1230
but then we got extra maths tutorial, extra physics, den gp talk
so it ends at like 3.30. siann.
time really flew. now im almost to de end of term three
and taking promos in like 20 odd days.
actually im quite contented if i can pass alr.
and and i really want to go back to de cedar days.
sorry you probably heard this from me a million times
but yea i still do. less stressful more carefree more fulfilling and yes definitely happier.
but well i can never turn back time.
&iembarrassedmyeselftoday.lemmedie.
sometimes i feel like giving it all up and just rot and die.
hahahs speaking which, im watching happytreefriends now!
hahahs making me saddistic all of a sudden -.-
and i love this quote from jwen's blog:
'and if they say you can find love at every corner
then i must be walking in circles..'
Thursday, August 24, 2006
hey boy slow down the tempo; let the dance lasts.nail chipped so badly till it bleeds. -.-
anyway yea im tired now. so short post. indiv EoM done! yay happy.
apparently de article was copyrighted and
thanks to roy who kindly reminded me that
and so i asked for permission and guess what they allowed it! :D
lolol.
ohyea cheryl said ___'s way of climbing up de stairs are like mine. teehee.
okay i think my eyes are gg to fall out.
so tadas.
heres some random pics we took today.
shall post more tmr if i like it. -.-
[click on pics to enlarge]
i wasnt aware when they took this. -.-
hahs ohyea reminded me of ben's slping pic too. lol.
zzzz obviously we are not angels. we know tt don need to tell us.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
chance; sth we lack yet something we need. tomorrow is a page i cant wait to flip over
but i have to read the story until i can reach the ending.
because we can be more than just amazing;
if you are willing to let me to show you how it can be.
Monday, August 21, 2006
z slept at 3am yesterday -.-don ask me why cos the answer is like in de entry below? lol.
badminton was the usual thing.
except that when mr seah said he wanted to partner me i just gave dat 0.0 look
and he said sth which i cudnt hear clearly at all and i just nodded -.-
den he was shocked and ask 'why?'
realised what he said was 'why you not happy ah'
-.- okay. how retarded.
angie was sick today =( and she looked really sad.
she dropped her water bottle from de libary and it fell right into de bushes
so me and cheryl went to help her find. lol ppg mega search!
we stood and stared at de bushes
and cheryl being the self-proclaimed genius found it instantly.
aye aye but we cudnt go in cos like its bushes u see. -.- skirts and all.
den at this moment someone pounced on me from de back.
like pounced .. and shook me hard.
hahas i screamed. wth. lol but i screamed.
i mean i dint expect it. like who would anyway.
so i turned ard and half-expecting it to be divya or some girl
cos u see, the last time someone crept up on me from the back was divya.
den it turned out to be loong. hahahas i screamed and ran after him
but cos to ask him to help us to take angie's bottle. lol thanks! :DD
will be studyin with loong and jie on sunday! yay lookin forward to it.
and roy's cookies all finished i dint manage to get one. -.- pffts.
and i wasted half an hour of today cos i took de wrong bus and ended up stranded somewhere.
thank goodness dis person bumped into me on de bus which caused me to look up
if not probably i wont even be bloggin now. aye right.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
MOE is saddistic. they want to see our blood go dryand us crawling on de ground like some dying creatures
so thats why they invented pw.
which was what ive been doing the whole day
and why ive been ignoring the whole world
and i received like FIVE smses forwarding msgs
i think im gg to smash my phone if there is another one.
back to pw. byebye.
& will you be waiting at the other end
as i try to walk towards you?
Saturday, August 19, 2006
now you know -hilary duffi like this song. alot!
and it was from thecinderellastory, shown in de vid.
ahas i love de movie too, tho its so uhh cliche etc.
but sorry life is no fairytale. theres no happy ending.
not for me at least.
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In these eyes
More than words
More than anything that I've spoken
As the skies turned to gray
My heart's just about to crack open
So the story goes
There's something you should know
Before I walk away
and I blow the ending
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you (You)
Oh no
There I go
No control
And I'm fallen
So now you know
Feel so light
Craving oxygen
All this truth's left me empty
Will you run
Can you handle it
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But I'm hoping you'll stay for the happy ending
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you(You)
Oh no
There I go
No control
And I'm fallen
So now you know
No I won't look back
When I tell you what I think about you (You)
No I won't look back
When I tell you what I think about you (You)
So the story goes
Yeah
You already know
So don't be a fool
And go spoil the ending
[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you (you)
There's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you(You)
Oh no
There I go
No control
And I'm fallen
So now you know
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many a time i cudnt balance myself during dance today.
anyway our exam class starts next sun!
den i muz mug like siao for promos + pract hard for medal exam
prepare for insane entries and behaviour. -.-
my guestbook was experiencing problems these days.
so some of you couldnt be able to tag.
anyway have alr been receiving complaints bout this gbk lol.
so yea. i went to search on the net and found this efreeguestbooks.com
its pretty cool! so yea i set up my 2nd gbk. (:
go tag/sign! hahas de link below my animated gbk thing.
anyway the cool thing is you can moderate it, which i set on.
means when u tagged once i accept it it will be shown.
[so don think de gbk has prob when ur tag don show immediately!]
and i can reply accordingly to each tag. hahas!
i will accept most of de tags so no worries. (:
and you can send me a private tag too! (: lol.
anyway yea just go tag and stuffs,
i wanna see de response before thinkin which one to take off. =/
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and yea cheryl has decided to give up dancing.
so she not gg for de medal exam/gg further in latin dance.
well this gna be hard on me because i will be gg thru this alone.
its like a wall uve been leaning on for so long suddenly collapse
and you don have time to balance yourself.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
hahhas i went to check out on reflection song vidand guess what i found! :D
i found de mulan vid de scene in which she sang the reflection song
and this is not all
i found all de versions- all the languages! cool x 1000
& even tho we don speak a common language
the song is yet still so beautiful.
even angie said this is one of her favs. (:
listen to all de versions! ive put some of de better ones here:
[the original version, english.]
[the asian version remix! english chi cantonese.]
i love love loveeeee the cantonese part.
[okay this is just the cantonese. love this.(:]
btw it featured the overview of de whole movie
[german version! really nice. alot pple fav-ed it.]
[italian version! world cup champs haha.]
i think italian is a beautiful language.
[& being kaka & cr fan, portuguese version.]
okay so there! there are alot versions like french/jap/greek/spanish etc
you can go and check them out. =]
i think my favorites would be the asian remix and the italian one.
hahas wad bout you? ((: tell me! haha.
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ohyea we cheryl and i tried de same prank today! lolol.
we fooled two pple today. this girl who came at the wrong time
and also kane! hahahas i think kane is like the funniest of them all
he acted like the door thing got electric shock like tt. lol so cute
& when we luffed he was like -.- 'shud i trick someone else den' hahhaha.
kept seeing divya today! hahas miss her.
ohyes and this week was some chem week + some sweet affairs week
so some mini stalls were set up by outsiders selling lotsa great stuffs!
muah chee/ding ding tang/dragon beard candy/popcorn/choc fountain!
woweewow we were like drooling all over.
bought two packets of muah chee. koped some popcorn & dragon beard candy.. niceee!
hahahs den after school went to drink oreo bubbletea with cheryl
gahhh sheesh all de sweet stuffs! better stop. oh no oh no.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
gp test was badd. real bad.
okay maybe it wasnt that bad, considered 2 out of 7 questions
were cambridge qns which i read like last night.
den again im just a stoopid noob
so i ran out of ideas etc way before de paper ends.
sat there and rot. tick tock.
while zhengya aka prc was scribbling furiously
which was highly annoying if you know what i mean.
not her, i mean like. fine zz i shall explain
i mean like when ure doing nothing dere and feeling pathetic bout yourself
and then someone beside you is so proving you how dumb you are.
i FOUND MY CHEM FILE! (: thank god. his miracles. :D
hahahs. okay! crap. anyway so we were late for physics lect
which de lecturer aka the rafflesian spirit have not yet started
but the top seats were all occupied
so we went in.. and out. and to canteen. lol.
anyway its WOT. waste of time. her lectures = no lecture. okay mean.
written report by friday. i haven done anything! kill me.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
i ate fried ice cream today! :Dhow efficient im lol. only in areas of food.
ohyea anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROY! ((:
glad u like the artpad thing. i will try to find a way to save it. (:
i survived today! wad a long day. had like 2 horrible tests
and had lessons from 8am all de way to 640pm. -.-
with 2 1hr breaks in between.
shalala at least today was over. soon.
but tmr has like gp essay test asfdghj. thanks.
oh cheryl and me pulled a prank on someone today lol
apparently both of us refused to open de lt door for h3 maths [childish]
and we just stood dere.
so this indian guy from angie's class + some other girl came
and they were quite amused at us i think.
so i was giving that disgusted face and said to him
'yucks someone applied something on de door thing. so we dowan to open it..'
and you should look at the way he tried to open de door without touching
the 'dirty' door knob thing. LOL me and cheryl died luffing there.
okay so we decided to come up with pranks for next yr's april fool
we even wrote some in my whatever-book.
its called whatever-book cos i write/draw all sorts of things in it
like.. lyrics. and pranks.
pls do not attempt to steal the book so tt u can copy our pranks.
its.. copyrighted. right.
ohyea anyway we were like eight months earlier before april fool so tralala.
i failed todays tests in case i dint mention it earlier.
econs was like obviously. i dint draw some stoopid diagram.
chem focus i dint study at all. and we marked after dat. i got 17/40. zzz.
okay and i FORGOT to say this:
i left my chem file in de seminar room. or i hope it is where i left it.
gdshjaikolpfghdjksl. how sad! im so angry at myself.
if i cudn find it tmr im gna flood the yellow river of china
[then again it will still flood with or without me.]
argh whatever. muz be due to the stupid prank. retribution.
Monday, August 14, 2006
happy birthday wan ting! ((:sorry that the card wasnt like bought, but made.
but the effort was there! (: still, hope you like it. enjoy ur dae yea. =]
my physics test was horrible. lol expected.
wanted to slp for awhile [i was too tired] before attempting the next qn
but it was a mere few secs i shut my eyes and i heard '10mins left' -.-
okay whatever. not like it made any diff. my blanks were more den wad i filled in lol.
anyway tmr has like 2 tests -chem focus & econs case study
which well i haven studied yet. lol good game.
badminton was okay. thank goodness i dint get my head hit again hahhaha.
ohh and i forgot to brg my pe shirt. how stoopid.
thank goodness keth has an extra one. hahaha.
i was knocked dead on de train home today-
almost slept on de shoulder of this nygh girl beside me -.-
well who noes maybe she dint mind at all 0.o okay whatever.
feel like eating fried icecream!
its like 74389 ages since i ate it!
yummy yum yum.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
happy birthday to baohappy birthday to bao
happy birthday to baoyue
happy birthday to you! (:
hahas yepp its bao's sweet sixteen!
hope she has a wonderful day. :D
quick everyone go tag her blog to wish her happy bdae! lol.
anyway cheryl just gotten a new dog! some shiba inu.
she's darn excited bout it. calling it sumo.
why sumo? not shawn not salala but sumo? weird.
she said it looked like fox -.-
hahhas burn it! den become firefox den can view blogs.
-_____-
anyway she said we muz go visit her house after she trained it.
i told her wait till after her dog mouth 'caijing rocks'
we shall see.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
xj ™ [schedule] says:
wahh i had no idea you made blogskins and design things
xj ™ [schedule] says:
and very pretty ones too!!
xj ™ [schedule] says:
keep it up
wahh i had no idea you made blogskins and design things
xj ™ [schedule] says:
and very pretty ones too!!
xj ™ [schedule] says:
keep it up
gee thats so nice of xiangjun! i dint noe he actually went to check my blogskins.
see things like this really make your day. ((:
the latin dance intermediate class was so fast!
almost cudnt catch up. goshh. well, almost.
wonder how cheryl gna cope lol
she missed today's lesson due to a tummyache lol!
wonder what she ate, shawn? lmao. jokes.
anyway yea most probably me cheryl wanyu and wanqi [sisters]
are gg to take up de medal exam which is on october 1st
okayy so we gna have an extra private class to learn de tactics.
wow so do rmb to support me [in spirit/in money/ etc] dat day yea!
note the day down and reads my blog to see how it goes!
i hope it will go well and im gg to earn my very first medal for dance!
cool cool cool cool cool. this medal will be different from all the other medals i gotten.
woots. im like not even countin down to promos. zzzzzzzzzz.
ohyea before my class i saw loong!
z this guy luffed out loud when i said i gg for dance class. -.-
hahahs but still so happy to see him! after like all de pissed off moments
like seeing some big brother like tt so happy. whee.
okay i shud go study. zzzzz. i have like 637289 tests next week? go figure. (:
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
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ct rep trg session was boringgg. i slept thrice.
the highlight was the break where we have snacks.
z and im still pissed with the world.
Friday, August 11, 2006
resubmitted: http://www.blogskins.com/info/103520hey all i edited de skin made yesterday
so i resubmitted it. go view/rate/comment/dl/fav it. hahhahas =D
anyway okay this is like really late
but click is really such a darn nice movie!
hahahs i watched it with bao today. (:
went back to cedar to wait for her
and collect my olevel cert. hahas after like so long. :/
was kinda walking down de memory lane as i walked along de path
where i used to run back in cedar trainings. :/
the feeling was so melancholic, yet so familiar.
sighh whatever happened to now.
anyway den later we went to ps! hahas
we went cathay cineplex for movie. :D
first time i watched movie there, and its nice!
and it will be nicer when de other shops open soon, at de end of this yr i think.
anyway so yea de click show is just really nice
if you have de time shud really go watch it
oh yea i dint cry =X hahas i tot i will
tt part was really sad and touchin and i admit my tears did well up
but the tears dint flow out. darn! i want to cry. why why why.
but anyway i love de ending. and everything. i just simply love the movie.
and the meaning behind the movie is just so wonderful:
in life we often wanna get things done quick and fast
we just wna 'fast fwd' everything that
we often forget to stop and take in the beauty around us.
and that we often neglect the pple and things ard us
dat only once they are gone do we only learn to cherish.
i learnt something today. (: hope you did too.
ohyea den me and bao went back to ps
where i bought this really beautiful black box!
super pretty. for containing all de love letters LOL. im sure.
yea den there was dis big book clearance sale!
cool. many many books piled up
and yea there were too many times where books just fall off hahahahha
not by us tho. 0.o but anyway i bought 2 books! :D
one which is for des cos it so remind me of him and he needs it badly! lmao.
okay and tell you something funny:
i gotten this monkey pouch + notebook + voodoo keychain for bao
for her bdae this sun and guess what?
i saw her w that identical handphone pouch!
i went like oh shit and started luffin to myself.
hahahs she told me she had been eyeing it for one week and finally decided to buy it!
hahahhas she should have waited shouldn she? :D
nvm, great minds think alike! xD
oh yea. tmr theres a ct rep leadership trg workshop
from 9-12 tmr. im so gg to die of boreeeeedom. zzzzzz.
and im like addicted to this song now>
hahas k that song was like so friggin long ago
but im addicted to it AGAIN cant i. (:
Thursday, August 10, 2006
okay go view/rate/comment/dl/fav! hahas do all. (:
[edited] have a date tmr with bao! (: loves.
http://www.friendster.com/profiles/caijing
hahas hey all i just customised my frenster account!
go view it :D, even without a frenster account you still can view it. hahas.
i think they changed de settings alr or sth?
last time they dint allow pple w/o frenster accs to view it.
anyway add me in frenster [if u noe me dat is & haven done so]
& write testis for me ((:
anyway happy belated birthday singapore!
hahahs. i dint watch de ndp? =/
not really interested in it now. lol
and i dint go for de blogskinners fireworks viewing outing =(
hahhas okayy. life is so boring.
anyway most of de pple who uses my blogskins uses the twirls* one.
those who left the credits there, i mean. hahas.
anyway thanks! felt appreciated. (:
ohh and congrats to anne for getting SOTD, again. hahahhahas. <3
ohyea and i bought this greentea maskpack from thefaceshop
which was recently opened in causeway point.
clean and clear and fresh face ftw! lol.
guess i wud be visiting dere more often :D i love their makeup stuffs!
hahahs ok whatever.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
hahas theme song from lake house. ((:
thanks rh for sendin de song! i think im like addicted to it.
anyway lake house is nice. hahas tho de chinese version one
which i watched on tv a few yrs ago was sadder.
cos de male lead still died in de end. awwww.
ahahs rh and me are like vexed now over my problem.
wad to do? dunno. sit there and stone. zzzz. complicated prob so rh said.
and ahahhas i cant believe vj is such a funny place!
rh said love letters are like a trend in their school
and our dear farrell apparently received quite a few!
like lol so funny. farrell tsk farrell. shall see some of de letters soon
then get a good luffing out of it. hahahs eeeevil.
anyway today!
i dint go school. whatever de nats celeb.
headache you see. dad rubbed my bruise today with hard boiled egg and all
i screamed like mad. okay not really like mad but yea.
later cheryl asked me to go ps cos she treatin me lunch
together with joanne, shawn, flora and chin leong.
i just knew flora and chin leong today
chin leong is a funny guy, he's from photography club in his sch
so de moment i step in he went to take his pro camera
and tried to take a shot of me -.-
ahhahahhahhas. his photography skills are not bad.
and flora! hahas shes sucha nice girl. i like her.
so unlike de 'flora' which some pple described as.
see! don believe rumors. lol, look whos talking.
anyway we had our free lunch at manhatten
de fish very nice! and chin leong went to get a cake for cheryl
hahas oreo cheesecake! zzz fats. i dint finsh my slice of cake.
later chin leong left and den shawn left for his test
and so left de 4 gals for some shoppin paradise whheee!
we went to cityhall -marina square and suntec city
apparently im a shopping noob cos all de shops they visited
are ALL i go for de FIRST time in my life
like omgg how stoopid is tat.
then again all de stuffs inside are like 70 over bucks
which de other gals spent on this particular top from topshop
yea all picked de same one cos they all like it lol
but 70 over bucks is madness.
mine all like .... -.- hahhas im so not branded right
no wonder im still here typing
and not out with some boy LIKE SOME CHERYL. lololol
ohyea we took lots of pics but guess i can only put out here
after cheryl come back home and upload and send to me. so there
okayy i came home at like 8 plus!
i went to buy cookies whee. im a cookies maniac.
[i choose not to say cookies monster]
anyway i want to watch click!
apparently everyone says its darn nice
and there are alot pple who cried while watchin it.
okay set i muz watch it. must must.
lol i think my brain is like gg to dissolve anytime soon.
zzzz at least it feels dat way. =(
anyway! pictures. angie sent me last night.
hahhas quite silly most of de picts, we basically took funny and ugly poses
so de better ones are quite few.
[click on pictures to enlarge]
see, we like to crazy ard. =)
and happy birthday once again cheryl! :DD
and of course the picture of the day! ((((:
i love ppg! ((:
Monday, August 07, 2006
sara knocked some sense into me just nowhahhas amazing. and its been how long since we last met.
missed those crazy [like, way crazy.] times back in cedar
anyway yea like wad she said, why be someone ure not?
be yourself, crazy or not.
someone will eventually love you for who ure
rather than finding someone who loves you for who ure not but tryin to be
so live the way you want it to be, no constraints (:
just like wad my blogskin says: you don determine my life. i do.
anyway on another irrelevant note, i want to watch ant bully!
showing on thurs. probably watchin it with bao! hahahs miss her.
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN CHERYL!
hahahs me and angie pasted happybdaecheryl posters ard de sch
and we got her alot of cute stuffs
and and her bf was really sweet in crashin rj and all
yepp yepp i hope she enjoyed herself today!
we took alot of pics but angie hasnt upload it yet.
when she did i will post some of it yea? (:
the nicer ones of course. like duh.
my head got hit by a badminton racket
real hard, by this girl who i said a week ago dat i have no particular liking for
anyway maybe she read dis blog and in seekin revenge [okay dat was just a joke]
in playing doubles against my pe tchr
she was trying to smack the shuttercock and yea she hit it down
... right on to de top right part of my head.
and cos it was de metal part, de surface area is smaller de material is harder
i fell to de ground immediately.
so there, the bruise is real bad and i got a headache
even one brush past de bruise i cud feel excruciating pain
thanks to all who helped to rub my head - cheryl keth jianzhi etc
and txa for helpin to buy drink! yepp
anyway i think im not gg to school tmr.
de bruise is hurtin my head now. i hope its not concussion
and i hope i don die in my sleep tonight. thats all.
shall go tell jason bout the stuffs tmr if not he wont know how to brg de class ard. -.-
okay pffts he is not taking the call. fine dao me la. zzzzzzzz.
and after wad ____ told me bout ____
i just felt so utterly embarrassed about myself
like how cud i be _____ and all
gahh i hate myself. and to _________
i shall have all my breaks and lunches in de minicanteen
i hope ure happy.
bye.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
happy first birthday blog! :DDDahahs had previous blogs before this but yea this blog lasted one year today. (((:
and coincidentally today i have 10 000 visitors! ((:
[tho de counter was onlee started in dec. and de no is like insignificant compared to many others, but most of the people's counters are PAGE VIEWS. mine is VISITORS. different. ]
hahhahas yeaa so lets see my very very first post of de blog :
damnit.
i typed such a long entry and it died on me
just before i click 'publish post.'
THANKS ALOT.
okie. new blog.
first entry first word is 'damnit.'
oops. okie.
shall just cut everything short.
thanks to the lovely comp.
yest watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
with michh and lynn.
haha the movie is so lame and funny.
best movie i watched since spongebob.
[thats cos i never seen any other after sb.]
the willy wonka song so funny.
diee michh is going to sing that nowadays.
die die die die.
the oompa-loompas so funny so many species of the exact same face
spastic stupid face
haha.
after that went to collect famous amos cookies with some voucher.
so happy.
i love cookies i love cookies.
today.
[cancelled some parts cos i was sayin some mean stuffs bout someone, whom i no longer hate]
ohh so happy junyang got in 3rd round.
his eyes damn fang dian. lols.
caijing and the cookie factory! x)
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lol i like nvr change much lar diaoos. still love cookies as ever.
and sound as silly as ever.
then again its just one year. if i show you my very very very first blog entry in my first blog
i think you will die laughing.
hmms. should i show? LOL. okay lemme go search.
ohyea i realised i deleted those entries. wahhahas too bad.
anyway got some shocking news for you all:
my brother has a girlfriend. 0.o
okayy you would be like, err okay. girlfriend. not boyfriend. no shock factor.
but you see, he has a girlfriend... at 6 years old.
holy mama cow.
the girl's name is isabelle. lmao somebody's ahem also isabelle.
ahahs shit now i really think im a loser
my brother has a girlfriend at SIX years old
and thruout the 17 yrsand 4mths of my life im unattached. HAHAHAHAA.
i bet he will laugh at me 10 yrs down the road. pffffts.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
scholarship day damn boring, went there to take many leaflets.tho im quite interested in apply for few of these scholarships
but im like -haha- hopeless. so yea fat hope caijing.
i ate famous amos cookies today! happy.
den went for dance class. last beginner class. lol.
cheryl may not be going anymore :( her mum doesnt allow.
but shes thinkin of like gg secretly and paying on her own
anyone has enuff money to lend or sth? pretty please.
anyway im thinking of taking the medal test..
will tell instructor felix soon.
and and if i practise hard enuff i wud be able to join competition after a yr!
woweewow dats like a dream come true. [ i have many dreams.]
den went to get stuffs for some special pple (:
okay so i spent a bomb today.
and my mum bought chocolate cheese for my bro
read carefully-chocolate cheese not chocolate AND cheese
i tried it and i don like it. it tastes so weird.
yuuucccks i shall go eat sth else to neutralise de feeling.
felt quite a loser these days.
haven been accomplishing much
tutorials undone, notes unread, lessons not listened, time wasted
it seems like ive not been using my time at all wisely
whatever happened to de cedar me.
anyway yesterday my grp dint complete our written report
so i stayed back to do with dem.
okay i still need to design de cover page...
which ive yet to think of de title <- supp to be creative original blah blah.
any idea what to title our project which is based on counselling?
i will greatly appreciate it (:
and yesteday boonkiat was being quite random
by asking me to drink 2 glasses of soya bean milk every night
to improve my health
hahas do i look like a dying person
today i overslept and dint go for trg =/
i haven train for like 32172873 days
hahahhas. oh no oh no.
later i will be gg for some scholarship day
where we will be given info on each scholarship
so tt we will be able to choose and den apply for it in de future
[tho i don think i will be able to get any zzzzzzz]
den later dance class so i will be back home quite late. adasdddsad.
anyway if click show ever exists for me in real life
whereby i can control my life with a click
i would click backwards all de way till when im born
and then i will kill myself dere.
hah hah hah hah. not funny.
'someday my prince will come'
but what if for me
that someday.. never comes?
Thursday, August 03, 2006
i wish dat a knight in a shining armourwould dry my tears and bring me away to a faraway land.
but no, my life is not a fairytale and it does not have a happy ending.
unbeloved since, now and till forever.
maybe i shudn even exist in this world you see, it doesnt make any difference.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
im rushin all de tutorials for tmr and it sucks.i hate this! i want to sleep so much but i cudnt.
life is just so utterly miserable.
sucks rushing ur lunch in 10mins.
and sucks more when u ran to de place in time
only to find out tt the world isnt ready yet -.-
anyway my class + some classes
went to BMTC for learning journey.
hahs pretty funny for like jc students to go for learninh journey.
anyway its de place for guys to serve their NS. :/
so yea guys hahas, this gna be ur 2nd home soon
and gals, well ur bfs/future bfs's 2nd wife zzzz
anyway de place is pretty cool! lol
we had some tries on shooting.
the officer said i hit on target at de 3rd shot.
so means if the enemy kills me within the first 2 shots, den well too bad.
oh yea there were some interesting stations
like de one where we were shown de bedrooms and all
and 'mess room' where dere is pool and tabletennis and stuffs
there is also de obstacles area where our class treasurer went to demo monkey bar
and de place where cheryl embarrassed herself LOL
[for more info read her blog]
hahahs and i got a notebook at de Q & A booth!
damn stoopid cos actually you just anyhow shoot answer
he will still give u de notebook in de end. funny.
anyway its really agonising thinkin of a good plan.
if only i can sliced my heart out and put it in a safe
just like wad captain whoever did in pirates of de carribean.
speakin which. i want to watch the lake house.
angie said de movie is nice.
its in love with someone u nvr met. interesting.
anyone wna watch with me? lol or i go watch myself zzzzz.
ohyea sara told me sth shockin just now. ohman ohman ohman!
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
the burette at de 11th table of chem lab at level 2 sucks.it caused my whole chem spa to screwed up badly real badly.
i hateeeee it. :(
has house meeting in de morning
where they showed us de vid of sports carnival
man i got like two pictures inside
horrible horrible pictures. someone shoot me. z.
anyway den they kinda gave those who participated in de sports carnival
certificates of appreciation. cute.
my cert got bball, netball, touch rug, track event. lol.
anyway school is real long today
school ended at 630pm! you can just die.
lol cheryl and i were like damn crazy and noisy at de h3maths lecture.
dom was very amused at us. hah hah hah.
sherwin sucks! hahas okayy im just kidding.
cos he is helping me by not helping me. pffts.
go figure.
anyway keth has just set up our class blog!
hmms i shall go link later. hahas.
'got me thinking bout her constantly, but she dunno how i feel.'
tt was from a song. no im not les, don be worried.
Monday, July 31, 2006
-.- LOL.
today cheryl did sth real stoopid
she was trying to mark her paper with my red pen
and unfortunately the pen has well, no ink
and she threw de pen in frustration
'wahlau this pen no battery.'
there, there cheryl. i told you id rmb to blog bout it (:
anyway i went to dl firefox and its well, not bad.
looks cooler and seems faster
but there are some blogs which don look as nice in firefox.
i still prefer internet explorer tho
[but im using firefox to type this entry, how ironic.]
badminton was okay. tho i seriously think some pple are like
totally turn me off. hahas. sorry but yea dats how i feel.
i think you will understand if ure there.
but it was quite fun! quite.
i played with ben lim at first until de tchr started grping us. =(
i think ben lim is damn fun lar. why change! wahlau.
i was supp to be grped with a some gal [i don like her ee] + keth
but then chenkai later came so tchr paired us up.
hahas okayy so yea. my arm hurts. hahas whatever.
with a grade E in physics im now in USEful.
which basically is physics remedial for pple with E, S and U grades for physics.
rj pple have funny ways of calling remedials don u think
chem one is chem focus. and if you gotten C/D grade for physics
my physics tchr said dat you can still join de class as SUCCEED.
-_________-
anyway this means dat i no longer has shorter school days and all of my days
would end in sluggish misery. haha cry for me.
ive like 2 physics FULL papers to be done by next week.
i think life is gettin so wonderful now.
i think i shud stop hoggin de comp for so long.
yea cut down on int time blah blah.. lets see if ive de discipline.
written report draft 1 deadline this friday. hahahs die caijing die!
ohyea we probably have a 2nd survey up, so do come here tonight/tmr
and help to do yea. make my life less miserable :D
nana cried in class today cos she was too stressed. 0.o
i wonder whens my turn.
the more i see__ the more i think __ is cute. how. __ is stealin my heart away.
ohh and lulu with a bet of two TWO TWO bucks,
she went to cut her hair! like not one strand,
but a WHOLE BUNCH of 1/1.5 inches of hair
she took de scissors and just accepted de guys challenge
and she stood before de dustbin in de canteen and snipped it off
amazing! my jaw dropped. and so do many. and de guys who challenged her.
lol i will nvr cut my hair like tt for a million bucks, let alone two.
but anyway i still think she rocks (: lulu the pretty. :D
Sunday, July 30, 2006
whoever the girl is, it will never be me.
new submitted skin:
[click on picture]
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hahas go create a blogskins acc if u havent/if you alr have one,
go comment, rate, and FAV this skin! :DDD
that is, if you like the skin and/or me. hahah.
make me happy and u will be happy too! [so i wont post depressing entries]
anyway i think this one my best one so far with lifetime rating of 5.00 stars
and one lovely girl who favourited it. :D everyone just rocks. hahas.
so there. i wasted the whole of today leaving my work in de lurch.
now don be surprised if i get shot by our lovely tutors from tmr to friday. :/
oh no i felt damn loserish LOL
2/3 of ppg had found their kings and alr throned de queens
and 1/3 of ppg [no prize for guessing correctly]
is still miss princess hahahhahahaahahhahahs
hail to singlehood
maybe eating chocs helps.
afterall, i don have to worry bout gettin fat cos i wont get DUMPED
-laughs at cheryl whos sulking over her fat calves
anyway many pple dunno where to tag my blog
tag my guestbook! the one dat blinks blinks at you! yes click it!
Saturday, July 29, 2006
hahas was at de blogger page
but i fell asleep last night :/
anyway
YAY MORRISON RICHARDSON WON!!!
ahas for those non-rafflesians MR is the house im in.
and we had sports carnival de whole week which ended yesterday
with a mini track and field meet
i said its mini cos onlee a few participated
and de audience was well, not alot as well.
tts quite sad cos u lacked de atmosphere [tho there still is some]
but nvrtheless MR still owned de track last afternoon
we won most of de relays hahas.
i joined de 4 x 400m relay impromtu again lol.
we got 3rd cos BB has 2 trackers unfair. we were 5m away from 2nd.
ohh yea i was de 3rd runner. and some team de 3rd runner
was uhh spoiling my pace by sprinting with me at de FIRST PART
like wth. -.- was cursing inside lol.
anyway i think after some fight she gave up so there.
ohh de medal was similar to de medals of WINGS, and cedar used it last yr.
hmms. onlee the logo changes lol. and de words duh.
i placed it among de other medals which i don bother to look anymore.
but of cos i cherish some of it lar. zzz. like de 4 x 800m sph relay one :DD
anyway so yeah we came from behind BB 2 points
to emerge champion! hahas whee happy joy joy.
and im happy cos i saw ___ :DD
okay alot of work to do! sighhs chem spa next week
and its like 50 sth days to promos.
im so gg to get retained.
like who knows, i may be hanwei's classmate next yr lol.
[edited] just changed de skin which i promised a week ago
tell me if you like it. (:
Friday, July 28, 2006
What Makes You Different (Makes You Beautiful)
You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby, that's why you captured my heart
I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you, I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere (grow anywhere)
And there's no one I know that can compare
What makes you different, (alright) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me
Hey, yeah yeah yeah
You got something so real
You touched me so deep (touched me so deep)
See material things
Don't matter to me
So come as you are
You've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you
What makes you different, (alright, yeah yeah) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful
You don't know (you don't know) how you touched my life (touched my life)
Oh in so many ways (so many ways) I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
You saw the little things that make you beautiful to me (so beautiful)
Oh yeah, yeah
What makes you,
What makes you different, (what makes) makes you beautiful (to me)
What's there inside you, (there shines) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me
Everything you do is beautiful (so beautiful)
Love you give shines right through me (shines right through to me)
Everything you do is beautiful (ooh, ooh ooh ooh oh)
Oh, you're beautiful to me (to me)
You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby, that's why you captured my heart
I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you, I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere (grow anywhere)
And there's no one I know that can compare
What makes you different, (alright) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me
Hey, yeah yeah yeah
You got something so real
You touched me so deep (touched me so deep)
See material things
Don't matter to me
So come as you are
You've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you
What makes you different, (alright, yeah yeah) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful
You don't know (you don't know) how you touched my life (touched my life)
Oh in so many ways (so many ways) I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
You saw the little things that make you beautiful to me (so beautiful)
Oh yeah, yeah
What makes you,
What makes you different, (what makes) makes you beautiful (to me)
What's there inside you, (there shines) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me
Everything you do is beautiful (so beautiful)
Love you give shines right through me (shines right through to me)
Everything you do is beautiful (ooh, ooh ooh ooh oh)
Oh, you're beautiful to me (to me)
finally done! i mean my pw EoM.
hahas im such a last min person [just like italy]
tmr is de deadline so i was rushing just now.
anyway im like really tired, my contacts hurt my eyes alot
and my eyes are like, bloody now. hahahhas.
anyway today wasnt nth much,
except 2 tchrs who apparently blew their top
and started aiming at some of us as targets and shot their bullets off
well well im lucky i wasnt picked, but nvrtheless the air was tense.
okay better do all the tutorials.. zzz.
den later we had gp lesson which was kinda funny
had some interesting debates. ahahhahahs.
after sch went to j8 to study with cheryl
productive! tho along the way we did stoopid stuffs like
1) carrying our bags up to our neck so we looked like retards
2) luffing hysterically at secret receipe.
3) making up ideas of creating a 'comedy house'
LOL theres alot more. but im tired.
so. nights! tmr has chem remedial till 4pm gahh gahhh gahh irritating.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
[actually i wna put bsb's what makes you different
but it doesn have so im puttin this up.
but i like de song as well hahas its so old alr but
it brgs back some memories (: ]
hey all. im back. hahas.
sorry for making some of you worried.
but anyway thanks for all de concern, really appreciate it (:
these few days ive been doing some reflection
been thinkin thru many stuffs
and these few days ive been playing/watching de sports carnival activities
monday was bad. i had netball and bball.
which totally clashed so i had to run up and down
not to mention i was totally useless for both with my no-skill.
in any case i ended de day with an aching body, and an aching heart.
okay whatever.
tuesday was much better.
probably cos in de morning i dint go to school
partly cos my right leg was aching badly [at 6am]
and partly cos i really don feel like gg to school and show de world how depressed im.
spent some quiet moments at home and made some blogskins.
one of which is for cheryl
and ohyea, cheryl HAS A BLOG.
okay go click my links if u haven seen it. tag her board!
ohyea den i went to school in de afternoon to meet my pw members
went to interview dear kelly from Teenage Mag.
i think shes amazing. even tho her words wasnt directed at me
but it made me felt alot of things
like how she said 'theres dis article dat made me really sad.
do you know dat singaporeans are de unhappiest pple in Asia?
we don have famines, droughts, outbreak of diseases, war, natural disasters
but yet we are de unhappiest pple of all. its really sad.'
yea it sets me into thinking.
i have my family and frens safe and sound. i am able to have education.
i dont have to worry bout three meals. i have a comfortable bed.
i have 2 eyes one nose one mouth hands and legs.
i can see i can touch i can taste i can smell i can run i can jump i can feel.
most importantly is tt i have a life. im alive and kicking.
why shud i even be whining bout the things i dint have or cant have
when i cud have just cherish and appreciate those dat i have?
no one life's perfect. but we can make it perfect by smiling at de start of each day.
so yea. suddenly everything seems to be ok to me.
played touch rugby for my house after dat- it was kinda impromtu.
played de game in semis. hahas i offside twice cos no one told me bout offside rule.
nvrtheless i enjoyed de game, and we got into finals which we lost so we are 2nd.
den today i helped out in de adventure race
which kinda sucks cos by the time we got back to rj from macritchie after de marshalling
we missed seeing de guys swimming/abseiling or even finishin de race
anyway bucklebuckly house is great, they won for all de categories. pro.
tmr will be another day of sports carnival, which i doubt i will participate
[ i alr missed tuesday's h3 maths! >.<]
ohh yea. theres sth dat i wantin to say all along.
rj pple has this habit of gg into ur blog and reads ur stuffs
and do not want to tag ur blog because either
1) the blogger probably doesnt noe de reader, it will be weird to tag
2) nothing much to comment bout, not like reader close to blogger?
3) why let ur presence known? precisely u dowan blogger to noe u reads her blog
but hey face it, if ure readin my blog, it means ure readin into my personal stuffs
and it means u noe how i feel bout things and how i talk [online]
even a small lil tag dat u are here i wud really appreciate it.
because i dowan to actually think dat its aliens who have been visiting here.
its quite sad because in rj there are many pple whom i seen ard
and i kinda knew and recognised dem,
but nvr have de courage to approach and say hi.
im still trying and i hope you do.
or be more daring den me and say hi to me before i gave up trying. (:
hahas okaes dats pretty random but i THINK some of u shud get what i mean.
okay its a long post. i better start work soon.
chem focus assignments h3maths tutorial physics tutorial pw EoM.. etc.
k im gg bonkers
AND OHYAR I FORGOT
i got into BADMINTON pe module, like how gay!
i don even recall putting it as one of my top few choices
damn anything else is gna be better den this, anything else.
all my hopes of having a fun pe term has been dashedddd.
i think im havin a headache next monday.
Monday, July 24, 2006
just gimme a few daysi need to sort out the mess within me,
to start feeling better bout myself and things ard me.
i wanted to drown myself in tears
but i realised i was too tired to even cry.
i wanted to seek solace in someone
but i realised no one bothers to.
i wanted to hide in a faraway place
but i realised i cant afford to.
for now, just lemme be alone.
[maybe i shud find kaka videos to cheer myself up.]
Saturday, July 22, 2006
tmr needa wake up super early so i will make this short.went for cip- interesting experience.
will talk more bout it tmr. but im glad i helped out today.
and ohh as i put de results on de metal white board
de disabled kids went to check de results and den they knocked de white board
and it fell right on my right foot.
ouccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
yahh so it got a bigg bigg bruise. painful :'(
and i went to get my new latin shoes.
which is those high heel shoes in case yu dunno.
anyway my left foot hurts alot cos its de first time wearing it and it felt so tight.
all in all im quite in pain.
ok this is such a hurtful entry. lol.
anyway after today me and farrell offically have eaten breakfast, lunch and dinner tog at LJS. cool lol.
ohyar i made a new blogskin. come back tmr to check. bye.
Friday, July 21, 2006
hahas hello all (:normally i don do this kind of stuffs but hahas
since its jennie :D who asked me to do it.
anyway here goes:
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following without complaint
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: white black blue orange pink
Favourite Food: cookies! hahas bubble tea -snow shake.
Favourite Song: alotalot. currently its all about you-mcfly.
Favourite Movie: =.= so many favs! harrypotter/spongebob/princessdiaries
Favourite Sport: soccer. i like to watch it. bball i like to play.
Favourite Day of the Week: friday!
Favourite Season: would love to experience winter.
Favourite Ice-Cream: cookies and cream, durian
CURRENTS
Current Mood:melancholic
Current Taste: lol. tasteless.
Current Clothes: uhh still in school uniform sheesh
Current Desktop: -.- why is there such a qn.
Current Toe Nail Colour: i don paint nails
Current Time: 9.21pm
Current Surroundings: bedroom
Current Annoyance: homework = mountain
Current Thoughts: to complete this
FIRSTS
First Best Friend: novia in kindergarten lol. [she went to de same pri and sec sch with me after tt]
First Crush: myparents :D
First Movie: woweewow like i rmb.
First Lie: i think i lied dat i dint eat the food from de fridge to my parents when i was 4/5
First Music: lullaby =.=
LASTS
Last Cigarette: never did and never will
Last Drink: plain water
Last Car Ride: is train considered.
Last Crush: hot guy playing football [hint: look at de bottom of screen]
Last Movie: pirates! :D
Last Phone Call: cheryl just called me.
Last CD Played: i play songs from comp.
HAVE YOU EVER
Have You Ever Dated One of Your Best Friend: never dated. (:
Have You Ever Broken the Law: chewing gums, dl-ing songs blah.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: im sure im. lol.
Have You Ever Skinny-Dipped: ee nope.
Have You Ever been on TV: someone said she saw me on tv playing bball in cedar. LOL.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Dont Know: 0.0 nope.
THINGS
1 Things You Do When You Are Bored: come online.
2 Things You Can Hear Right Now: all or nothing-o-town. bro watchin laofuzhi beside me.
3 Things You Did Today: go school. ate icecream + snow ice. took de wrong train.
4 Things You Are Wearing: sch uni. fbt. ear stut. hair tie.
5 People to do this quiz: simply anyone (:
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anyway today is racial harmony day.
if no one tell me i probably wouldnt know anyway
de number of pple wearing ethnic clothes are like 1 in a 100.
pretty sad case, you look stoopid wearing ethnic clothes in a whole crowd of unintersted people.
im glad i dint wear anything. which was weird cos back in cedar
if you don wear any ethnic costume will then you feel weird.
sighhs. jc sucks. no more enthusiasm.
even de performance was optional so nobody went. or not anyone dat i noe of.
pathetic right. i think im gg to pon sch on national day celeb.
i almost can imagine de atmosphere on dat day.
hmms. i shall go back cedar! :D
i feel dat some pple think that they know me very well enough
but in fact they dont. they think that by predicting what im gg to do next
or what im thinking of shows how much they know me. but no.
today jianzhi declared proudly to the class dat if they don pay up for de classphotos
their dearest ct rep aka me is gg to hand in de form without them.
he said it with such confidence it almost made me luff.
i think he would make my class 4C luff too.
was de history rep of 4C and hahas dey are almost too familiar with my tactics. lol whatever.
sometimes pple say guys suck and they say it as a generalization.
but when guys get insensitive they really say mean things without thinking
maybe to pple they think i have a strong character so its alright to say stuffs
but what lies behind a mask is just a soul that is so fragile.
sometimes i wish i cud find someone just someone where i can show my weakest
to shed off that hard cold strong mask ive been wearing all along
ohyar!
junction 8 is havin some mini food fair now at level 2. go go!
the food are nice- esp de snow ice! wow its de first time i ate it and its splendid.
i ate mango ice! :D yumms.
and they have the icecream [which i forgot wad is it] but yea its nice!
k i need to run soon to burn de fats away. die fats die.
anyway needa wake up early tmr for xcty cip.
we are helping out at de disabled track finals at bukit gombak stadium from 9-5.
everytime i see them i will get sad and tears would well up in my eyes
i hope i don cry tmr
anyway i miss alot pple. like suiis. hahas.
when i IM-ed her on msn de first thing she told me was
'i was JUST thinking about you'
ahhahahhas. with people like her, how can i cry?
Thursday, July 20, 2006
hey all! :DD
sorry went home pretty late last night and felt so tired so i went to sleep
[im quite tired now actually lol.]
anyway, divya won de 800m yesterday!!! :DDD
and and and, she won de most outstanding performer in A div girls! :D
how cool is that. hahas im so proud of her! ((:
and yepp dat congratulations thing i got it for her whee!
and she wore it when she went for de prize presentation :
ahhas! and im happy for dharshini too! ahas she did her pb yest
and it would be a record if not for khai leng. [khai leng from sports school got first.]
anyway yeahh still happy for her! :D
anyway realised i needa exchanged de small tix for de real ones!
stoopid counsellors dint tell us. rahhh. sorry emily for making you worried! :/
anyway in de end i went to exchange for de real ones so those pple can get in lol.
went to de stadium myself straight after school.
met de vj trackers! heh suiis! farrell asked me to jump on her lol.
talked with suiis and agnes. lol both of dem were like so nervous.
took some pics with suiis! in which she insisted we looked fat in all of dem hah
okay dis pic i looked abit.. k nvm. lol
saw quite alot of pple! went over to cedar side for awhile.. so happy!
i was cheering madly for divya and i looked so out of place against de unenthu rafflesians
but when i went over to cedar they were much more enthu den me and it made me excited as well
missed cedar! cherish your secondary school life!
yepp was with baoo! hahas oh man so glad to see her. :D
we were like two crazy girls watchin de races man. lol
yepp overall cedar won 3rd for both c and b div! (:
and rj won 1st for girls and 2nd for boys! well done! :D
after dat went to take pics with a few others (:
lol uncle ronghua! :D
yepp my jie [godsister] of three years! hahahs.
jie and loong<- likes to bully me. [okay lar actually he is very nice. lol]
audd! my favourite senior in cedar. (: so pretty right! heh.
hahhas. anyway i think de ac pple are -sighs-, esp audd SO CHEEKY.
lol fisherman's friend. omgg that really made me luff.
anyway so later went home with baoo when we drank bubbletea! yummyumms.
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today! hahas nothing much except i dint do all de tutorials =/
anyway went for netball clinic cos de following week
will be our school's sports carnival. yepp im playing netball mixed team for de house!
ahas come down to support! [tho i think i will disgrace MR but ohwels.]
netball is ard 4pm monday. so fast.
and i don like the netball rules. cant run this area cant stand close etc
foul so easily! rahh. bball is like 100000 times better.
hahahs okay whatever no use complaining.
MR ftw! ((:
ohh, and what rh said last night to me and loong striked me deeply:
'we all three must work hard ah, and whack dem next year.'
with loong embarrassing nod and all, and just like wad my jie said,
'see you nine months later. [crosscountry finals]'
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
COME ON DIVYA BURN THE TRACK TMRhahas hey all! oh man im so excited for tmr! track finals!
gna see lots and lots of pple-
baoo suiis dhar audd szee pris agnes emily jie xide farrell rh samuel bryan
and today is tasha's bdae so happy sweet sixteen tasha! (:
all de best to all who are running tmr esp esp divya and dharshini!
hahahahs de Ds. (: i love these two Ds like nuts.
they are both gg to break tmr's records and leave you bewildered. mark my words :D
and i gotten sth nice for divya tmr :DD
okayy tmr gna be a mad mad day. muz brg cam and take pics! :D
okay enuff craziness. track and field members and crossers got their own tixs
so i got one here and its different from de others i got =/
lol but all are de same still can admit you in so no worries :D
i think dom is quite crazy! he pons school as he wishes and he attends lecture without notes!
and the thing is his grades are better den mine! woweewow.
ohh i failed gp by 2 marks =(((
no thanks to compre which i failed miserably.
but i think de marker really strict. there were some parts which i cud have gotten marks.
so yea de gp teacher said they would review my paper again! :DD pass pass pls.
after sch our pw grp went down to raffles hotel to interview dis counsellor
shes great, interesting and all. we had almost 2hrs of interview woahh!
okayy i record it in my mp3 shall go like upload into my comp soon.
anyway we took some pics as well in which im not gna post here
cos 1) im too ugly 2) im puttin all de pw pics tog till de end of de yr for presentation
until den i will post it here. make tt 14th november.
anyway im gg for de cambodia cip trip from late nov to early dec!
help de kids. and learn sth from them. sth which im longing to do (:
ohh and last thing, with all de bets, these pple owe me stuffs:
zhong: cookie!
txa: lunch!
sherwin: chng ting!
:D
Monday, July 17, 2006
omg omg divya broke de record i <3 divya :DDDDDDDDD
[edited]
extra track and field final [for this wed] tickets here.
contact me to get dem.
no more. (:
last week my econs teacher told us that onlee 2 pple in our class
passed de econs essay component
so i was predicting my econs to be a S or a U. if lucky it will be an E.
so when both cheryl and i got our papers back [we were given de papers first]
and when we saw dat we both passed, [cheryl higher den me]
we both held each other's hands and screamed.
really. we are crazy. LOL.
den realised we aint de onlee ones who passed can. omg jacked.
stoopid teacher cheat our feelings. ahas highest anqing! ((: smart gal.
anyway i dunno who else passed but heck,
cos im alr very happy dat i passed! :DDD
i got a D. lol dunno why am i so happy.
1 B, anqing. 5 Cs including cheryl. and 4 Ds including me.
anwway now my grades are DDES. lol desmond! arent you honoured. :D
okayy so im hoping now dat they don kick me out of de h3 maths class :/
which i think they will. but i shall be thick-skinned and bawl my eyes out till they relent. :D
btw, if a guy said that a girl looks like a mermaid, is tt good or bad?! lol.
if time can be turned back
things can be changed; life can be happier
but we will never learn.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
is 17 yr old okay for retirement?i think if it werent for farrell to destress me
i wud have contemplated sucide hahahaha.
just kidding.
man u buy kaka over pls!
gossiping is just like eating ice cream, u enjoy de moment but regret after that.
anyway when someone asked u how u fared a competition
its perfectly understood if ure upset about ur loss and do not wish to reply
i take dat message clear and i wont question further.
but if you won ur competition and not havin de basic courtesy to share ur joy
if you think by doing so i can find out from other pple and think ure some humble king
ohwel sorry but no. just a looser to me.
waste my sms.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
went national library for de first time for pw.k to those no-lifers or most northerners and westerners like me,
de libary is really cool! big tall and all.
de onlee thing dat sucks is tt u cant brg bags in.
k thats for security purposes but still its like so troublesome
plus u put ur bags into de lockers in which u have to lock with 20cents.
thats 2 toilet trips for you.
anyway pw was okay hahas. we were tryin to source for articles which we did.
ohh but we dint manage to do face-to-face surveys cos no time.
or rather cos i have to rush for de dance class.
anyway we have some interview next tue! with some counsellor. wahhaa.
i think we probably have to do a new survey to find out more so.. heh. (:
thanks to u all! for helpin out for dis survey.
we even have pple studying in other countries doing de surveys!
k you pple rocks. lol. even tho i dunno who ure. but i wud love to. (:
anyway! den later went for dance class.
cheryl dint come cos she had to attend her great[or just] grand ma funeral. hopes shes okay!
anyway de steps today was really hard or was it just me.
some of dem were nice to stay back to teach me properly, thanks so much! (:
k then went ps [cos its near my dancing class] where yz & frens were at as well
den eat dinner den home.
ohh yz kinda said my blog is borrring ahahhahahahhahas
and since like nobody sign my guestbook so i shall close de blog soon. wheeees
and hanwei is friggin worried dat he wont be able to dsa into rj.
i think he can! hope to see him in rj doing stoopid stuffs. lol.
k my borrring entry shall end here. lol.
bye.
Friday, July 14, 2006
what i want is perhaps more den what we are now;the other night i had a real scary nightmare.
dreamt that i was supposedly going for a trip with like rafflesians
[dun really rmb any face but yea.]
sth like obs thing. anyway. in de nightmare i was mysteriously told in some way
dat i would die two days later, at a certain time.
and if wad was said is true, i would die when i was doing bungee jump. =.=
kay dats such a weird dream right. and like before gg for de trip pple were askin me not to go
but like i went instead, cos kinda sth like if i don go i wud probably die doing sth else
and its like in de dream pple were assuring me dat de death thing wont be true
and dat they would gurantee my safety in all possible ways
anyway de dream ended at de part of de 'night before the d-day'
so i guess we will never noe de ending uhh huh.
but this is not wad i was tryin to say.
in de dream after i was told dat i was gg to die in 2days
i had this totally undescribable feeling in me, even when i was supp to be sleepin.
i donno how to say, but de feeling was dreadful.
it was like as if god telling you u onlee have 48hrs to make everything ur last.
48hrs to thank ur loved ones. 48hrs to do things u wanted to do.
and suddenly, u realised.. you really dowan it to end this way.
suddenly i was put into de shoes of those who met serious accidents and were lyin in de hospital beds
on de brink of death, and the feeling was really scary.
you dunno wad awaits you, you dunno what life for ur loved ones gonna be after ure gone.
and dat feeling of really wanting to hold on but yet having to let go
the feeling was really melancholic.
and then it brought me thinking:
would you rather be told when ur time will be up? or just like now, where tmr is unpredictable?
and just de day before ur time is up, who will you spend it with?
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today was pretty okay, short school day den later went town to watch pirates with xide.
hahahs not a bad show? but i was shocked at de ending.
because i expected it to be an ending den realised its supp to have a 'to be continued'
zzzz and this kind of ending sucks. cos means u have to watch de next movie to noe de endin
and de next movie is like.. dunno when.
anyway it was quite a fun day, so.. thanks for today. (:
and btw! congrats to jie for 800m silver and nabil 800m gold
and dharshini for smashing the records woots
dearest divya all de way for de finals! smash de records kay.
suiis breezing thru de 1500m and 3k! (:
and farrell + bryan+ rh + baoo: great performance! don be sad yeaa.
to cross over the thin line dat we have been standing on for so long.
happy birthday michh! :D
[hahas yeahh it was a photo taken in 2004, when we were sec3. haha de slight changes in faces]
more den 2 and a half years ago i met this great fren called michelle koe mei xuan.
mei xuan with de xuan word dat never existed in dictionary, so she said.
this girl who can laughed loudly to herself striked an ultra familiar resemblance
especially me myself laughed dat way too.
a tennis player, full of might.
when it comes to jokes, she laughed as she told de story and den if you don find it funny
she will frown and whined like as if you are really dumb. 'not funny meh'
den she will tell de joke again/tell another one so that you will laugh.
a girl who likes to eat xiaolongbao alot. ahhas.
did (stoopid) stuffs with me in cedar such as:
-jacking each other in class loudly
-rocking de chairs and talked to each other and den scolded by mschng.
-describing her exciting eating-calbees activites
-spilling entire plate of rice on me accidentally on her bdae last yr -taking out her braces in front of me who was eating lunch
-talking lots of cock.
-pretending not to know me when i started laughing uncontrollably
-surprised me by turning up for my 800m final last yr
-forcing me to eat seoul garden and made me fat
-scolding me when playing pool cos im too n00b.
-taking pictures in de toilet [like de one above]
-taking pictures with flashlight while de rest were waving their small national flags away in de dark hall
the list goes on and on but those are de one dats are still vivid in my mind
different paths we may take, and time may disallow de paths to cross
but nevertheless, this is de friend i live on to remember
these are de times that move on with me.
happy birthday michh! i hope you will have a wonderful day.
love you. (:
Thursday, July 13, 2006
i hate hate hate hate hateeeeee today.i hate taxi drivers. i hate teachers. i hate everything.
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that was what i was intending to blog today.
until i received a msg. :D
a msg tat turn my frown upside down. whee.
got a screwed up morning, don feel like talking bout it,
but yea i cried in de morning and real badly.
so i came in late for maths and cried some more. zz.
but nvm, its over! now i just cant wait for tmr
:DDDDDD.
ohh and de 8888th visitor did not claim his/her prize
but i noe he/she got into my blog by clicking from pandeng's blog.
so there. poor brent for missing out one but hahah too bad.
k thanks pple for doing de survey! (:
got a great response from you guys. love!
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
the 8888th visitor will get a free lunch treat from me! no cheating :D
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
k i just linked yj!go to the links talkcocksummit.blogspot
yupps its a very rubbishy but super funny blog! go see! :D
and rmb to click de following:
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=346492327135
:D
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=346492327135
hey be nice and click on de above link and do de survey for us pls! :D
thanks x 100000000. its onlee 10 qns wont take up too much of ur time!
yepps and thanks wang guan/ li0nheart for helpin! :D
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hey all. haha.
had h3 maths just now which once again burnt my brain cells
so im highly unlikely to recall de events of de yesterdays
and its up to ur mercy to forgive me if i am unable to write as much as i wanted to.
whatever.
anyways! [if i can still rmb, i hope i do.]
chun and yz came over on sunday nite to watch de WC final tog
and man was it fun. ahhas. k despite all de nagging from my mum.
we ate mcdonalds lol. k fat fat fat.
anyway was really amused at zidane for headbutting we went wtf and wth.
lol! they said it was cos Materazzi pinched his nipples. =.=
like.. im sure. lol. but in any case it was definitely wrong of zidane.
i mean, he shud have more sense than that.
and to think he won de golden shoe award. ahdjhsajdha.
cannovaro deserved it like 10000 times better.
but then again i heard most of de votes were casted before de match tts why.
cannovaro my hero! [hey tt rhymes :D]
so yea we dint sleep at all until 5.30 am.
in which we woke up half an hr later for school. -.=
yahh so we basically rotted for de rest of de day. or perhaps just me lol.
was sleeping thru most of de letures... gahh!
thankfully one of de lecture there was dis big-sized guy sitting in front of me so..
hahahs. woahh k think my memory coming back
den i went home and was knocked dead till 6 this morning.
school was okay. i mean since when was it exciting.
got some chem prac today. ahh SPA is few weeks away, zz oh man!
kk i cant rmb anything alr.
byebye.
hahahaha hey all im amazing!
i slept all de way from yesterday 6pm till this morning 6, uninterrupted!
hahahs dats cos i onlee slept for uhh half an hour on monday night since
its was de world cup final. hahahs.
kk shall update later when i come back home from school, ard 7/8 pm =/
anyway so happy italy won! yayy yay.
tho my dream team dint win but at least france dint. lol
off to school! seeyou.
and baoo don be sad anymore! smile (:
Sunday, July 09, 2006
yepp someday we will be.
[its okay to dream sometimes.]
[edited]
the fireworks are really nice!
i mean de fireworks for de prize ceremony
yeaa germany won! and i say its a well deserved one
germany won 3-1, with an own goal from petit from portugal
the other 2goals scored by the german Bastian Schweinsteiger
[i actually had to check his name out cos its frigging too long]
were long shots and were surprising ones. pro!
sadly i wasnt excited when he took off his shirt.
anyway was pretty happy for the germans tho i wanted portugal to win.
maybe cos i kinda expected they will,when i saw kahn on de pitch.
seriously i still think he is better den lehmann.
in fact he wowed me during the last world cup hahha.
anyway its also quite a melancholic moment
when kahn and figo hugged or sth after de match
cos this is their farewell ='(
so sad! i like figo! hes manly don u think. ahahhahas.
Oliver KAHN (GER) :
had a chance to show what I'm capable of in this match, and that's all that you can ask for. It'll take weeks for all this to sink in, but I think that this will end up being my last international match. This was the toughest World Cup of my career
Cristiano RONALDO (POR) :
When all's said and done, this fourth-place finish means a lot to us and to the whole of Portugal. We're happy with what we've done here and we all deserve credit for the joy that we've brought to our people. The only negative thing about this World Cup is that we're losing two great players, Luis Figo and Pauleta, who both made me feel at home in the team. I have learned a lot from both of them.
anyway cr had alot of great shots but none managed to get in =(
even de commentator was saying dat he deserved to score one goal
and tt cr was a great talent :D
hmms nvm theres still de next world cup! (:
gahh which is like 4 yrs later and there gna be so many things happening during these 4yrs
i would have graduated from rj and studying in a university/working 0.o
which university i do not know, and which country would i be located at den?
or which job will i be taking up?
kk its kinda overwhelming to even think about it.
worldcup makes you reflect bout ur life. ahahs.
i definitely hope by then i will be studying in my dream college
and by then im a healthy and happy lady with my family and friends safe and sound
and also more imptly, to be able to go de matches live! woahh.
south africa worldcup 2010! :D
which reminds me, isnt tt de yr sg's goal to get into world cup?
Saturday, July 08, 2006
podolski won the award! sakhfdahdfhfd.nvm, he is good as well.
butbutbut =(
3am 3am!!! portugal vs germany. cant wait cant wait >.<
the last time to see cr in this world cup.. gahh!
portugal win 3rd okae! ahas.
im now reading the articles at fifaworldcup dot com.
hmms went for dance practice with cheryl
and the spinning turn i could not do at all
and was so frustrated with myself zz
but thankfully after a million tries i finally got it. gahh slow.
after dat cheryl's family who was gg to bukit panjang for some dinner
fetched me to cck mrt station in which i took train to admiralty.
hahas de journey was pretty interesting. the whole family of hers will talk alot
kinda different from mine where everyone except de driver sleeps. lol
hahas her bro, kenneth was being so irritating yet so funny.
definitely wouldnt want such a bro, [tho ive one dat is irritating =.=], to a certain extent.]
ahas okay i still love my bro anyway. zzz.
yepps. feeling quite tired now. and i haven done any work! i mean school work. =(
have you ever meet anyone who is charming, who can dance well & engage in sports?
well i met one today =]
ahas, someone came to my blog via annoymouse.org, so cute!
oh yar! the Gillette Best Young Player Award
six young footballers have been shortlisted out of de like 50 footballers
and three of these six are chosen by fans via internet poll [i voted! :D]
and the other three by fifa technical study
so the 3 chosen by fans are[in order]:
cristiano ronaldo [:DDD], luis valencia[ecuador] and lionel messi.
de other 3 are : podolski, tranquilo barnetta[switzerland] and fabregas[spain]
whee whee i hope cr gets de award!!! (:
if cr doesnt get it, messi getting it is also fine with me. (:
Friday, July 07, 2006
ive done real badly for the chem and physics tests.espp chem. =((((
and some people shud seriously be more sensitive
not nice to say pple look too stoopid to get some marks
ah yes im refering to de best friends of de brokeback three.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
kk stoopid france won by a penalty
in which i super think its not even well deserved.
but ohwells france advanced to the final to face italy
this time im rooting for de italians- divers or not! ahas.
so now de final is like de battle of pastamania vs delifrance LOL
like wad zhong said, at least we get to see portugal again for de 3rd placing match
go portugal go get 3rd! make germans cry once more. heheheheh.
anyway i dint die during the lessons, despite sleeping 2 hrs today
tho i collapsed soon at de libary after gp at ard 4pm where some of us were
while waiting for our h3 maths lesson to starts at 5
i totally knocked out, slept on de kaka jersey loong gave today, so comfortable!
speaking which, i wanna thank loong a million a zillion!! :DDD
lol this sneaky guy put de kaka jesery in my bag without me knowing
and when i went for gp lesson, i opened my bag to take out my pencilbox
onlee to see de jersey inside and my jaw dropped.
lol yeahh it really did. i tapped cheryl immediately and like totally went crazy. lol.
thanks so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (:
and so im a VERY HAPPY GIRL today! :D with my beloved jersey. kakakakakakakakaka
okayy so then felt more freshed for de h3 maths
and luckily im.
because today my brain cells officially died 50%
the steps and formulas were highly cells-dengenerating.
and ive proof to show it:
[click for larger view]
so there. read every step carefully and see if u can understand it.
lol i wonder how keth, who ponned de lecture for his trg, is gg to survive.
but whatever he has de highest marks in class for econs case study!
even beating our dear zhuyan flat. wahhlauuuu.
anyway i just passed de econs case study. on de dot.
tho i may get a half mark more cos theres some prob and the tchr gna clarify it.
so it may be a 13/25, which still sucks anyway but better den nth.
and i have to pray doubly hard dat i passed well for de essay component
if not i can kiss pass for econs goodbye
and h3 maths goodbye as well. [cos obviously i aint gg to pass chem.]
ohwell. i think i ate too much these days.
like tt how to achieve my 'aspiration'! lmao.
[okay i think only S06C will get what i mean.]
k whatever. no match tonight, finally can catch up on my beauty sleep
and tmr is a short day! wheeee! say yay.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
i died during maths todaycudnt resist sleeping and so there.
thankfully mdm low was nice bout it
she chuckled with a 'watched world cup ah'
and did not slaughter me. ahas.
anyway i don like de new gp tchr!
and to think he was from acsi.
are we really gg to get stuck with him for de rest of the year?
mrpaulkhoo pls come back! =(
later it will be portugal vs france! portugal win pls.
lets hope what they said bout france-
that they onlee played well against brazil and no one else- is right.
afterall one of dem who said it was glen
who was de only one who said italy would win yesterday
italy won 2-0!
ahas and it was during the last few mins of de extra-time
italians are such late scorers ehh.
was kinda expecting and preparing for de penalties shootout alr
den at de 28th min into de extra time they scored from one corner kick,
passed quite nice and den just scored in which de ball got into de left corner.
i went 'omg'. cos its like kinda obvious whos gg to de final.
wads more surprising is tt
while germany tried to equalise in de 29th min
their ball got intercepted by de italians who went on to score de 2nd goal in de 30th min
i think de 2nd goal de passing nicer.
ahas but it was like so dots!
germany had no chance at all to equalise like what they did against argentina
time was against dem this time. and time won.
guess its gna be quite a big blow to de germans, and de fans
considering everyone is kinda expecting germans to win.
ahas i don really care, just hope portugal beat both france and italy! tada.
kk off to school! im so gg to die during lessons today.
k new layout done! :D
spent like 2hr plus doing on it zzz.
anyway got a new haircut yesterday. i quite like it!
i don care if yu dont lol.
anyway for those who wont be seeing me so soon:
if you find it too ugly you can always leave this blog anyway.
ohh so then today was de start of school- officially!
err yeahh, boring boring school.
guess soon i will die again with tt routine of lack of sleep lack of sleep lack of sleep.
[and later on at 3am there is germany vs italy match! 0.o]
anyway today wasnt anything much, except some prac
quite fun i guess, considering tt ms chung dint do tutorials during prac today
ohh and de sub tchr for econs tut is nice
and i tot she looked like my pri school tchr, also called mrs ong.
after school went to ps with cheryl for some gelare! :DDD
yumms yumms tt was so heavenly
slacked awhile before returning back to school slightly before 5
for de H3 maths lesson, which ends at 6.30pm
what a screwed up timing right? there is another one on thurs as well, great.
well tt is still too early to say cos i may be kicked out of h3 maths anytime soon
and todays lesson i was TOTALLY CLUELESS for all de things de tchr taught.
ohwells.
kkk i think i better catch some sleep before watchin de world cup.
no preference over germany and italy, so
may the best team wins! (:
ohh and this is the season of competitions
so good luck to all who are taking part! (:
you know who ure.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
new link for videos!click it yeaa. (:
anyway shall blog after sch later.
seeyou. (:
Sunday, July 02, 2006
lol take a look at ronaldinho's blog! :http://worldcup-br-uk.spaces.msn.com/PersonalSpace.aspx
ahas his entries are pretty interesting and funny! i actually laughed at some parts.
RONALDO (BRA) :
I’m very sad, very disappointed with this defeat. We had plans to go much further, but it didn’t happen. France were the better team, and when all’s said and done, that’s football. We are proud of how we battled and what we sacrificed in order to get this far. France didn’t surprise us. We knew that they were a great team, and they showed that. They played great football, intelligent football that got the better of us.
KAKA (BRA) :
We lost because we didn’t impose our style of play on them at any stage. Right now, it’s difficult to say why that happened. If we knew, then we would have done something about it on the pitch
heart painn. ='(
why brasil lost why brasil lost why brazil lost.
felt so sad after de match i went to find stuffs tryin to cheer myself up.
gahhh worldcup doesnt seem so exciting alr.
now onlee portugal will keep me gg to watch de matches
and if portugal aint gg to de final i dowan to watch de final alr.
with the exit of poor brazil im now supporting portugal wholeheartedly
and tho france played well last nite, i do not want dem to win.
i rather germany/italy/ and of cos portugal at top choice, to win.
sighhs. ohwels brazil will still always be my <3.
anyway slept for like 3 hrs
cos i went to meet cheryl and shawn at like uhh 11am
for some milkrun thingy. lol cheryl signed us up under her aunt's psa thing.
den later her fren jason [not our class jason zzzzz.] came.
okayy i think i ate too much during lunch [subway]
so in de end i got a bad tummyache or sth during the run =(
but well i finished it so its okay. lol
and i saw angie's fren, bryan! ahahs so funny, he looks like hes gg to fall sick.
and i saw sophie and sarah, hahas congrats for winning de race!
den went ps for dinner in which i saw benjamin with his dad,
loong with his frens, who said 'oh shit' when he saw me, as a form of 'hello' as he claimed.
lol den de funny thing is dat my parents are at ps too! lmao.
so yea i 'hitched a ride home!', during which de journey i fell asleep cos im just too tired.
so there. tmr im probably gg for a haircut, den meet cheryl for some practice.
hope all these activities will make my melancholic feelings bout brazil's exit go away.
and i wud like to say that cr did not cause looney[rooney] to get red card,
looney caused it himself, with his temper and all
welll well who is de one we all saw at england-sweden match
in which he threw his boots after being substituted.
he need to grow up seriously. cr did not demand for a red card
and he did not do anything wrong by complaing bout the foul,
cos you cant expect him to plead on looney behalf right, like is he stoopid or wad.
cr just rocks okay, don argue with me.
OMG OMG OMG IM SO HAPPY!
YES IM EVEN TYPING IN CAPS
AND AND AND MY HANDS ARE STILL TREMBLING NOW
MY HEART ALMOST DIED JUST NOW! OMG
DE PENALTIES WERE LIKE SO THRILLING
ESP SINCE ENGLAND AND PORTUGAL ARE LIKE EQUAL - ONE IN ONE SAVED
SO IT ALL COME DOWN TO CR WHO HAVE TO SCORE THIS AND
YES! WOOHOO I WAS SCREAMING HIS NAME LIKE CRAZY WHEN ITS HIS TURN
IN FACT I WAS SCREAMING AND HOPPING AROUND
SCREAMING 'GO IN GO IN' WHEN ITS PORTUGAL'S TURN
AND 'SAVED SAVED!' WHEN ITS ENGLAND'S TURN
AND WHEN ITS CR WHO WILL BE DE DECIDING PENALTY
I SCREAMED 'CR I LOVE YOU!' LOL.
KKKK IM SO HAPPY. WAHHHA. CANT BELIEVE DE PENALTIES SHOOTOUT LAST NITE
MADE ME SO SAD AND NOW IT MADE ME SO HAPPY.
NOW PORTUGAL IS IN! WOOHOOO
I WANT BRAZIL TO WIN! SO HOPE TT I WILL POST A HAPPY POST LATER TOO! =)
I <3 PORTUGAL (: TOLD YA PORTUGAL WILL WIN! WOOLALA.
ahahahs tho its not all surprising
tho when rooney got RED CARDED i was really shocked
lol and esp since it was cause he pushed cr, his clubmate!
zzz serves him right for pushing cr. stoopid retarded baby face.
ahahs but still everything happened so quickly and it was kinda harsh to receive a red card
esp since he is like de hope for england
lol poor sven, who ask him to have such horrible line-up! orh bi quack. LOL.
cr rocks!
Saturday, July 01, 2006
k im damn sad. don talk to me.if you do, serves u right for getting dissed.
Friday, June 30, 2006
just made a video, uploading right now, damn long =/
come back later!
Miroslav Klose, Germany striker: We’re not particularly nervous about facing Argentina, even though they’re a strong side and one of the favourites for the title. Now that they have had the misfortune to come up against us, we hope we can send them home.
Carlos Tevez, Argentina forward: The key to beating Germany? Fight to the death. As well as that we have to play football and keep the ball on the ground, but first and foremost we have to fight.
kk im so bored at home!
anyone wna ask me out? lololol.
anyway yay yay yay yay tonight will be the start of de worldcup quarters!
excitinggg!!! i alr got my food prepared [famous amos cookies]
esp germany vs argentina, portugal vs england, brazil vs france
kkk the bold ones are the ones i hope will win de matches, come on make me happy!
anyway im like addicted to mcfly songs!
ahas thats cos mcfly starred in just mny luck and i think their songs are nice..
thanks txa for sending de songs! :DD
hmms anyway i wna go get some photoalbum!
gotten alot of cuts-out of kaka and cr pictures, articles. heh. (:
and also laminate de big kaka poster in which i gotten from de _______.
ehhehehehhehehe! ssssh.
hello.
finally cts are over! ahas, poor bio peeps still have one subj tmr.. gd luck! (:
anyway i really hope hope i will get at least a B for my maths
if not my h3 maths is like going gone gone. =(
i really tried to squeeze as many marks out as possible. rahh.
anyway went out with angie and cheryl to cine to watch just my luck!
ahas its nice. heh wonder who will have such kind of great luck! ahahs
was wondering if everything in life is rated by luck
den my luck for studies = 5.0, friends= 7.0,
and my love life will be -10 man. ahas don ask why. i donno either.
kkk den we kinda walked ard, did stupid stuffs ahas.
den uhh we took some pics! ahas. okayy.
ahahs no we are not ready to be served! lol.
and here are our miss big lips :DD
k thats all we took. lol cos angie had to leave early to meet her frens.
anyway den stayed ard longer with cheryl and shawn[cheryl's bf], who came later.
yada yada i noe im very bright lmao.
anyway i bought famous amos cookies! whee so happy! lalala.
i <333 cookies!! esp famous amos cookies! :D
speaking which, zhong! u owe me cookies! ahhahas.
and!!! there are like sooo many things i wanted to buy!
those cute photoscrapbooks and journals at de art shops in taka
cost freaking 40bucks?!!! gahh.
and i wna buy these art thingy which seems fun to do.
but well im broke! =((. donate $ pls!!
and saw michh and minghui today! gahh missed dem so much.
esp michh! ahas ur birthday coming up alr. ahahs.
k and ive a weird dream last night, or rather a dream dat will nvr come true.
dreamt tt someone who has been hostile was so nice to me in de dream
woke up realised its a dream and it just got me sad.
the dream is sweet; but i wud rather not have it at all
because tts when you are given high hopes and den u will fall harder
or happiness given to u and suddenly it was taken away
it wud be worse den not having it in de first place at all.
sighhs. and the thing is i dunno how to talk to de person at all.
in fact today u just glanced at me and look away.
nvm. life's like tt. bye.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
kkkk. 2 failures in de pocket. zzz.chem was really horrible. like i just stared at de qn, wrote de qn number
and just stared blankly at de question and
it stared back at me. yea.
physics there wasnt enuff time,
it was like 10mins left and ive 2whole questions undone
with like many blanks in de previous questions
thanks to my 5mins of slping, 15mins of stoning, and doing other things except thinkin, or writing.
oh and i forgot to brg my ezlink card in lol
if it was de Olevels i will be ggxx-ed.
anyway maths is tmr and i obviously wont be able to get B for it
[since anyway i alr like failed de other subjects]
so yea. but hahas after de maths gna watch movie with angie and cheryl! (:
shall watch just my luck, which i need alot of tt. lol
anyway happy brazil got in de quarters!
not tt its surprising anyway
ohh and congrats to ronaldo for breaking de record of being the top worldcup scorer! whee
k and was real sad tt spain lost to france, darn it, no more torres to see.
and like now france gna meet brazil in de quarters and it will be a repeat of 1998 finals-
except this time its gg to be brazil winning! yes france cant be lucky all de time.
den i hope portugal will thrash england flat and head on to semis
den brazil and portugal will meet in de semis
and it will be like de most anticipating game for me
to be able to see 2 great loves of my life in one game tog.. how exciting!
just tt i will have a great hard time supporting which side
ahhh cant they both just go in finals tog? z nvm as long as one of dem wins im happy.
NOT france NOT italy for that. germany argentina are good and i like them
but i still want brazil/portugal to win.
k and i suspect theres some cockroach living in my laptop!
sometimes its making some weird noises
and it just gave me goosebumps and my whole cheeks would feel a weird sensation
dunno how to describe but i hate dat feeling
eeeeek! i wonder am i onlee de one who will have dat sort of thing when see sth disgustin
[so if u see my cheeks flushed when i see yu do no think ure hot okay!]
and and and, i feel like cutting my hair to shoulder length
or slightly shorter den tt, after de maths exams during de weekend break
shud i? feel sad to snip off long hair after growing it for so long
but den again wna have a fresh look or sth. z
so shud i cut my hair, gimme ur views before i do sth stupid [lol]
yupps tell me in my gbk! its okay if u dowan leave ur name but just tell me waddya think.
ahhahas okaee no match tonight! siann.
Monday, June 26, 2006
[edited]the vids of the match. rowdy huhh.
look at van persie in de last part of de 2nd vid WOW.
rowdy dutch in de 3rd vid.
kns im sooo pissed @*!&*#&@&#@.
not at my econs paper but at de damn referee of de portugal match
ah yes portugal won [1-0] and im happy bout it,
but at such a heavy price i feel like slappin de ref till my hands are tired.
wth SIXTEEN yellow cards and FOUR red cards
2 from both sides u may say its fair but no
de 4th one was from holland and he was sent off at like last 3rd min
so it was just 9 portuguese vs 10 holland pple
de tension was extremely HIGH, considering i felt so stressed
dat i cudnt even sleep got 2hrs after dat, just kept thinkin abt the match
[and so im in such a horrible state for today's econs. whatever.]
and de bad bad baaaad thing is that
c.ronaldo was a victim of foul play and suffered some thigh injury which
made him left the pitch in tears.. rahh so sad! i felt so heartbroken for him.
and also, deco was sent off! yes he is red-carded. ghanasai!
like tt how is portugal gg to thrash england in quarters?!!!
not tt england is formidable, but look at how crippled the portugal team is now
with players like luis figo alr yellow carded, how are they gg to play de game in a few days time?
felt so pissed #*&amp;!&#!@**7#*!&*.
damnit portugal MUST beat england if not i really cannot take it lying down.
seriously like wad zhong said, fifa shud review and withdraw some cards back
if world cup is gg to be like this im gg to boycott it liao.
hate the ref. Valentin Ivanov, i shall rmb ur damn name.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
school starts tmr.exams start tmr.
hell starts tmr.
ps. to those who wna sms me/ not gettin any reply, my phone is fucking down.
[edited] k used my dad's other phone, but im still quite noob at using it =(
i introduce you to lethal stikers duo:
klose and podolski, germany.
yes this pair proved to be lethal whenever they are together,
scoring two goals in partnership for germany in de match vs sweden
yepps germany won 2-0! (:
gahh ok i noe some of u are upset bout the win, like mq
but ohwels, in every game there is onlee one winner.
lmao podolski is on his way to break klose's record! ahas.
but it proved to be worrying for argentina fans, or even brazil fans like me.
yes sure brazil has its lethal strikers ronaldinho adriano kaka :D ronaldo
but still germany has great players like frings , lahm as well
oh man this is all getting so difficult, i 'wait for see!' [cronaldo :DD]
up next is argentina match which is kinda obvious who gonna win huhh.
anyway cts are like in a day's time. zzzzzzzzz.
sure fail. but whatever, not that i care.
at least not now. >.<
[edited]
i went to slp at half time when its was 1-1.
i was so freaking scared dat argentina would be out, cos mexico seemed to be fighting back, hard.
but nvrtheless arg won 2-1! (:
and it was at extra time too. heh. now its arg vs de germans!
will argentina be able to withstand the lethal duo
and i think they shud brg on messi! who was benched till the 84th this morning
Saturday, June 24, 2006
World Cup Second Round of 16:24 Jun 23:00 Germany vs Sweden
25 Jun 3:00 Argentina vs Mexico
25 Jun 23:00 England vs Ecuador
26 Jun 3:00 Portuga vsl Netherlands
26 Jun 23:00 Italy vs Australia
27 Jun 3:00 Switzerland vs Ukraine
27 Jun 23:00 Brazil vs Ghana
28 Jun 3:00 Spain vs France
ghanasai, more den half of those are in de midst of cts.
okkk, to be fair to kaka i shall post some of his vids too lol
this one is really sweet, of kaka and his wife, caroline.
some pple say she looks like a bitch, but i don think so
well these pple are kaka fans and are jealous anyway
k envy the girl- but don criticise! dats baddd.
anyway i really hope they will last forever and ever and have lotsa cute babies, small kakas!
and here is one similar fan, who likes both kaka and cr- like me! whee!
yay doubt not many of u will bother to watch de vids, but who cares. lol.
[edited] ohh heres one more vid! ahas this is another addidas commercial. cool.
for zhong, me and other cr fans to enjoy.
omgg his accent is so cuteee! :DDD 'i wait for see', ahahhas, i like!
and and one more! whee hahas he is damn hot at de last part heh
and so funny cr gotten a yellow card for taking off his shirt
i bet de ref is just jeaaalous.
im feeling very angsty now and wna post a long list of complaints cos
1) my phone is screwed, or rather de network coverage. i sent msgs to pple and de replies came back hours later, with de time shown dat it was sent hours before. so in other words, i cant reply to pple immediately and there is a time lag in information and so leads to lower efficiency and it is intenal diseconomies of scale. or whatever.
2) the spain match was a bore, winning unconvincingly 1-0, and de saudi arabians are either retards or retards, because the way they played just made me feel like crashing thru de tv and stab every single one of dem, or issit just me. but whatever. they are just irritating me.
3) even the internet is screwed, i tried so hard signing in.
4) CTs are here. 'nuff said.
5) everything else seems screwed up. whether it is just my perception or not.
good thing bout today tho was dat i bought a sports mag with kaka on de cover
they had some interesting articles inside
and ohh zena was featured in de mag! hahas pro.
k to those who actually read till this part, heres sth for a treat, from de mag:
YOU KNOW YOU'VE AN OVERDOSE OF THE WORLDCUP WHEN
1) you start addressing people by their LAST NAMES
2) names like mladen krstajic, macieu zurawski, niko kranjcar and grzegorz raziak roll off ur tongue with ease
3) you function according to german time- you feel more alert from dinner time onwards and especially so after midnight, but of course, you sleep at work
4) you raise you arm and protest your innocence whenever you bump into someonbe along the street or in de mrt train
5) you fall to the ground clutching ur face, writhing in pain when someone bumps into yu along de street or in de mrt train
6) you practise de off-side trap on unknowing passers-by while walking down orchard road
7) you reach for de remote control or tv-switch the moment you hear anything that sounds like a clock alarm
8) instead of singing your fav pop or R&B tune, you find yourself humming to the tunes of 'God save the queen' and 'The stat spangled banner'. or de serbia & montenegro national anthem.
9) YOU ACTUALLY KNOW THE WORDS TO THE SERBIA & MONTENEGRO NATIONAL ANTHEM.
10) you sing along patriotically with de serbia & montenegro players when their national anthem is being played
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k i figured 4 & 5 were funny, interesting to see someone doing that.
and am i considered havin an overdose if i sang along with de mexicans [or whichever, i cant rmb] with their arms held horizontally to de grd, but that was cos i wanted to see if my arm aches after that.
i think 3) is for me, so im just 1/10 overdosed.
and can u imagine calling pple by their last names--- in singapore
Friday, June 23, 2006
RONALDO!!!!woohoooo. this is half time now, but i just cant control my
happiness excitement and :DDD and (((: and XPPP
at first when japan scored i was like wtf!
felt so pissed and just felt like tearing japan apart
and i was like so hoping for ronaldo to score, not just brazil but ronaldo
especially since he is faced with so much criticism and stuffs
and i really really want him to score to shut pple up
and at de last min when i tot dat halftime is endin
AND WHEE HAHA RONALDO SCORED A HEADER
and i screamed and jumped ard de living room
as kaka went to give ronaldo a big warming hugg
heh can see kaka likes ronaldo alot. ((:
happy family!
ronaldo will keep scoring! watch out.
[edited] woots! see see see! ronaldo scored again!! i told you. :DDD
ahahhas brazil won 4-1! (: really an excitttinngggg match,
despite de pros r.carlos, cafu, adriano are like off de field
[hahas r.carlos was caught lying on de ground tapping his legs relaxing, watchin de match. so funny!]
and also kaka and ronaldinho who were substituted in de 70th min
gahh but brazil still played really well! so much better den de previous matches. (:
happy for dem and esp ronaldo! now he equals de record of 14goals in world cup finals
one more goal and he will break de record. go ronaldo!
and kaka very happy, i saw him hugged ronaldo just now! :D
k this is a very gay[happy] entry so don mind me!
ohh and australia drew with croatia and aust is in for de next round, facing italy!
ahh man.
brazil oleeee-
k ive been visiting ebay lately
wna buy alot of stuffs, kaka and cr stuffs- their jerseys!!!
and u don have to be a guy to wear jerseys and support ur fav players, so shuddup.
and the shit thing bout ebay is everything needs PAYPAL.
*@!&*&# if i have paypal i might as well use it to buy from retail stores tt sell at over 100bucks
k so i was kinda appealing to those who have paypal online
i dint get any response, so i fed up and go do stuffs
den when i returned, dere were pple who IM me! :DD
so nice! thanks so muchhh.
but sadly onlee one is online by de time i returned and dats loong! (:
k this teammate of mine rocks tho most of de time he likes to make fun of me ah huhhh.
so then he helped me to bid! whee. i hope i get de jerseys, thanks loong!
kkk yesterday matches were dots.
holland and argentina put up a tough fight[they drew]- but between de second team pple
and i must say, argentina really surprised me with all their 2nd team pple
they are like more pro den de other countries' first team!
messi is fast and tevez strikes well, pro duo!
and portugal de coach is smart to lay all of his pro but on yellow cards players
and that includes cr!, deco, paulete etc
thank goodness i watched thru de match
cos at one instant de camera turned to a nonsweaty, comfortable, relaxed and in a white shirt,
cr who was talking to his teammate, and like gosh he was THAT HOT.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. k mad.
today's one was sad. czech was out of de game with a lost to italy 2-0
and ghana being ghanasai, got into de 2nd round beating USA 2-1
nvmmmmmmmmm. brazil ole will thrash ghanasai in de 2nd round, 10-0! :DD
then brazil will smooth in to quarters, in which they will face... lemme see
SPAIN.
OMG. shit. shit shit.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
thats the world cup preview well done
ahhas makes u wanna watch world cup right.
anyway kaka is featured! at de last part. lol
and this is the worldcup top 8goals! by june 15th.
ahas damn pro some of them, kaka got 3rd! woolala.
anyway last night i collapsed in front of de tv at 2.30 am.
zzz just half an hr before de england vs sweden match.
but nvm i gna catch de repeat later at 1pm
and guess wad they draw 2-2! (:
and since trinidad lost, sweden is more den comfirmed to get to de next round of 16!:DD
now now who do we have alr? lemme see:
germany
ecuador
england
sweden
holland
argentina
portugal
brazil
spain
who will be de next seven? gahh we shall see. (:
looks like 4 could very well be klose lucky number.
in de match vs ecuador, klose scored another 2 more goals
thereby adding on to his 'collection' of goals and made it 4
adding to that, de goals scored in this match were scored at 4' and 44' mins.
amazing. and from dere he was by far the top scorer,
followed closely by torres with 3goals, in 2matches.
k i sound like some newspaper writer.
sheesh cos everyday since worldcup started
ive been buying thenewpaper and just merely read de world cup articles
i read dem with much more enthusiasm den i read my chem notes.
anyway de match's great, 3-0 germany (:
germany has much more ball possession, it was obvious.
bascially ecuador played really poorly and i wondered how are they gg to do
when they face england in de round of 16?
ah yes i have alr presumed england has won, cant i. (:
tho i was hoping for a draw, so that sweden can get in as well.
and de trinidad or trini-mum or whatever can just pack stuffs and go home
anyway in less den a week cts are here and what have i done?
watching worldcup.
and i don believe the one million and one pple ard me complaining tt they dint mug
and all and that they are gg to fail the cts and whatsoever and whatsoever
like come on, just admit you mug, im not gg to slaughter you
but i will when you said you dont and den later when you scored -so soccer- in de cts
and trying to act as if ure just getting the marks by luckkkkk
cos its allllllll sooooooooooooo bullllllllllllllllshit.
well if you do mug and dowanna to tell pple you do
at least stop frigging say 'i also' when i complained!
zzzzzz. thanks to de cts i think im gg past my bp
which is like 1 degree celcius, but whatever.
anyway i reckon i probably wont be blogging soon
cos my cts results gonna lower de roof down to my dad's head
and den tadah im grounded - no worldcup, no internet, no singapore great sale <-not tt ive the $. zzz i wonder who will actually read till this point anyway. went for physics gym with cheryl and brent, quite productive
ms ng was sick but she took de effort to come, and i hail her for dat.
ohh and she made alot of concepts alot clearer.
k brent was like yawning and sleepy and quiet throut and dint spam many qns as i expected
[funny how he became so enthu later on commenting on de world cup and HDB at mcdonalds]
cheryl was asking some good qns, pity i was kinda off to lalaland
but nvm on de whole de session is pretty good.
anyway i was thinkin today, some pple may have de looks and all
but what lies inside is so fugly it turns me off.
u can be ur tdh, but seriously, i don really care.
[the person concerned wont read dis blog so don worry i aint talking bout yu. (:]
Monday, June 19, 2006
japan 0-0 croatiaaust 0-2 brazil (:
france 1-1 southkorea
k fortunately i dint missed out on anything when i missed de japan match.
ahas because ive to spend my time struggling to squeeze organic chem into my brain
[which failed apparently of cos, with de marks i gotten today for my rev test. zz]
anyway i watched de brazil match, duhh.
and sadly to say, brazil could have performed so much better
nvm, they probably haven show their real powers yet, hurr.
anyway kaka got alot shots, which unfortunately were missed/saved/hit de damn metal
he could well be the star of the match! zzz
but well he still is anyway, with all dat great dribbiling and passing skills.
ahhahahhahahhas, im in my own world now.
anyway i was real sad for ronaldo, its like he was being faced with so much criticism
i mean, so wad if hes fat, cute wad.
and by contanstly harping on his 'fatness '
and chanting 'oh who ate up all de pies, its ronaldo, ronaldo!'
as well as giving all dat tactless remarks on his great decline in skills
you aint gg to help him gain back his confidence, climb up and strike back.
ure just gg to make him sink deeper, and you will prob nvr get de ronaldo u want back.
ok well, thats just based on my own views, and if u want to disagree on that
go ahead by all means, but you cant change what i feel and think.
all i really hope is that ronaldo will recover fully and show de world he is still de feared ronaldo.
and den he will smile and laugh with dat cute chubby face and i will (: too
anyway, on another irrelevant topic,
lately i saw the ad for de korean show 'princess hours' on channel U
[if i aint wrong its probably shown after da chang jin]
its -okay im lazy to type de story so im gg to kope from some blogger who wrote bout it-
anyway i was quite interested to watch the show you see
was kinda intend to watch de show when it shows on channel U
but well, well to my surprise, the female lead in de show was called caijing!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
why she is a princess huhhh. same name different fate. zzz.
anyway as koped from some blogger, de story is as of below:
click-> the story with pictures from some blogger
okae i hope de girl doesn kill me by linkin her url here.
anyway just read don disturb de owner ahahhahs.
if you do, well, answer your own actions. zzz.
anyway de show seems pretty nice! [with my name in dere and all]
ahahhas. whatever.
anyway as i searched on my name on blogger [zz]
i found one recent entry which my fren, brenda from campteen wrote on me
k all de stuffs she wrote about me were really nice,[but kinda exaggerated]
but nvrtheless im touched, like she totally dedicated one entry to me
tt was really sweet of her. (:
k today's entry seemed long uhh? ahahs
ohh and i saw one pepsi football poster [okay not one but quite afew]
pasted on de walls of some minimart shop
got a strong urge to take it down
nope it doesnt have kaka or c.ronaldo, but ahhas there was torres! :DDD
hahas im quite hoping spain will win, and i got a feeling it will
tho im rooting for brazil.
but its okay, as long as not ghana win its good. lol.
just hope de winner is one of this: brazil/spain/portugal/argentina/england
k that was in order of preference. hahs.
later got spain match! gee torres. maybe he will be added to my msn nick soon. LOL.
yahh i wanted to tear it down, but being law-abiding citizen, i dint.
and being a timid one as well, i dint dare to ask de shop owner for one. =(
nvm i shall try tmr. gimme some guts.
k tmr got physics gym gahh! sucks, i want to watch spain match.
and i alr slept 9hrs in 2days so i think im gg to collapse soon.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
zzz this morning matches all damn screwed up!!!!like wth, ghana scored de first goal in de first min = =
against de grp favourites, czech, and at de end beat czech by 2-0
arghh and italy drew with USA 1-1
and so its like,
italy beat ghana who beat czech who bear USA who draw with italy.
square relationship, so whos de best? zzzz.
now now each man is for his own world
because the onlee way for each country to get into de next round,
is by winning the next matches, italy vs czech, usa vs ghana
rahh i hope usa will beat ghana! stoopid ghana, ghana-sai.
den let czech draw/win italy, so den czech and italy will go thru next round!
ah yes de best scenerio to get. if ghana beat USA, den wth have to choose bet czech and italy
which is (@*#(!@&#(&@&#!(&#*(!&#(!&.
ok you get wad i mean. zzz.
but pple say like tt den exciting, zzz sure heartattacks man.
and like woahh swenden also need to win/draw with england to get to next round
if not trinidad & ____ [forgot] will win! wth.
siahh lar so screwd up. zzz if sweden lost and has same goal diff as T & T,
and if they scored same no of goals in de matches, den they will DRAW LOTS.
which is also another *&#*!@&#!#&(&##*!@&#.
okayyyy.
maybe im feeling this way cos tmr is de chem retest and i obviously have not studied for it.
but whatever, im still gg to watch brazil match tonight, kaka kaka kaka.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
2-0 portugal!! (((:geez that was a nice goal from deco! yepp super nice.
a pass from figo and deco was like 20+ metres away and there he shot swiftly
and there goes in de goal! :DD
ohh den den figo was tryin to score a goal but was being pushed by some iran guy
den they got a penalty! woots.
and its like cristiano ronaldo kicking it!
i was screamin and chanting his name ahahhas.
den yay he scored! cristiano my hero. ((((:
k today went to meet cheryl to study before lesson
which kinda failed cos cheryl and i were busy yakking away. lmao.
k lesson was fun, tho we are still noobs. ahahas.
anyway czech vs ghana later and den italy vs USA!
go czech go italy.
2-1 netherlands/holland! (:
gahh i onlee watched de first half, but looks like i din miss out on anything
cos all de goals are scored in de first half. heh smart me.
anyway de goals are all scored beautifully
van perssie has a real nice free kick, in which the ball brushed thru de ivory coast defenders
and den brushed thru de goalkeeper's hands and into de net
aiya if yu see dat yu will understand.
and the second goal scored by van nistelrooy was good
a good pass from robben and there he shot without anyone blocking him
but the goal from the ivory coast guy was also good! hahas.
anyway heard from zhong that mexico draw with angola 0-0
hmms so if portugal win iran tonight[which is likely]
and drawing with mexico/win mexico portugal will likely top de grp
and if netherlands/holland lost to argentina and be runner-up
then we will have holland vs portugal in de 2nd round den.
awwww.
[and just now i accidentally pulled out my ear ring violently and now my right ear is swollen. asdfsffdfd.]